ZERO’S POV Lara is not an object to treat her like one. I know that and yet my twisted self is making it seem like she is one that needs to be passed around. I hate myself. I hate myself for even thinking this way about her. She is not my property; she is not something that I can pass around to anyone. She is a person and yet… f**k. Jealousy is such a vile thing and it consumes every cell of my body. Have I ever felt this way before? I cannot say that this is the same for anything that I have experienced already. I have been raised where I was given everything I needed and I do not have any siblings to be jealous of, and that is the problem. With all that said, I have never been jealous of anyone , especially anything that has something to do with my very own cousin Zion.