Erin I'm a terrible person. I'm a terrible person. I'm a terrible person. I cant believe I just did that. I know it was harsh but i needed to do that. I can't do anything about it right now without coming off as rude as I already had. I expected her to spat back at me, insult me or shoved me again but no, So I was lightly confounded when she just smiled but im so sure that i saw the pain flashed on her face but covered it up in a matter of second. I can't be attracted to her, no. That's really impossible. I banged my forehead lightly on table inside the library. I really hate this feeling I have for Flare. This is not me. I swallowed my regrets. How can I like her? I can't be gay or a lesbian. All of my life I'm f*****g sure that im straight as pole but that red headed b***h that i