Chapter 18
It's times like this that I really miss Jake. I love Russ, but being away from him for the past three years means he doesn't know me quite as well as Jake does. I've been having a mental battle over whether or not to call him. I haven't tried in a while and part of me knows contacting him will only make things harder for us.
I chose Torrance and while I never told Jake that, something tells me he already knew. So did Daniel. Maybe I was just the last one to figure it out. Now I'm questioning everything about Torrance. I don't know him. I don't know about his past. I only know the connection I feel with him. I'm so anti-bad boy and always have been. I told myself I'd never fall for someone like Ryder.
But then I did.
He's into all the same no good stuff Ryder was into befo
