Chapter 17 "Mia, I'm so sorry this happened to you. This is all my fault." I struggle to open my eyes, but it's like my eyelids are ten pound weights. My whole body feels heavy, like I'm buried in sand. I recognize Torrance's voice, but I don't know what he means. What's all his fault? "I know I'm no good for you, but I can't seem to walk away. Even if I know not walking away could turn out bad." Bad? What the hell is he talking about? I want to open my eyes so badly. I want to ask him what he means by that. Instead, I'm pulled back into darkness once again; oblivious to the world and the people around me. I hear faint voices, but I can't make out what they're saying. Everything sounds muffled, like I have cotton stuffed in my ears. I open my eyes, but my vision is blurred and the