Caylee
It has been three weeks that I have been training with Craig and it has been the best and worst three weeks of my life. Aside from the constant training and doing the same thing over and over again, the s****l tention between us has been off the rocks, but Craig refuses to do anything more than kiss me. It has slowly been driving me insane and no matter how often I try to help myself, nothing really scratches that itch that I know only he can. I know he can scent my need and I know it is driving him just as crazy as it is driving me, but he is constantly worried that taking things further, might just take us a step back as the last man I slept with was Damon. I think he is worried that I might not be with him for the right reasons and I get that and I respect that, but dammit, I am
