(Allen)
There's not many things in this world that can scare me. My life has always felt like a blessing and I took it in strides. But the day I lost Carrie..that was the first time I had ever truly felt scared.
Because I didn't know if I could do this without her. That I could raise my little girl..the little girl who looked exactly like the woman I had just lost..but I knew I had to..because that reason for living..it wasn't about me any longer. It was for her..and for Jack..and then when Carson came along, I felt that he was sent to me from my angel. My sweet Carrie had to be the one to bring him in my life because she knew I always dreamed of having a son. He might not be mine by blood, but I love him just as much as I love Emery.
And that bond I felt with Carson..I feel it with thi
