(Adrian) Five seconds..five f*****g seconds was all it took for everything to come crumbling down around me. In those five seconds, I felt my life slipping away from me..those feelings of belonging and hope..all gone. And it all started with a phone call.. Everything had been going so well, I knew the other shoe would drop at some point. That reality would come knocking at my door..but I didn't think it would be this fast. I didn't think it would happen before anything really began. I didn't even get two whole days with her, but maybe that was for the best. If I would've had more..doing what I just did..I'm not sure I would've survived it. I barely am now.. I had just left the kitchen after Jack's big blow-up, when I felt my phone vibrating in my pocket. That's when I saw a name on ther