Dear A, Today, my best friend visited me. I told her that I was doing fine. That I feel like I am slowly recovering, that anytime soon, I know I can be discharged from this hospital. But I lied. I just don’t want to see her sad face, longing for me. She always tells me that she’s waiting for me. She always reserved a seat for me and when there is group project or a project with partner, she always includes me. Even though I won’t be there. She will be the one who will do my part. So that my teachers and classmates would think that I am still active even though my presence is not there. She always got my back. I hope I could really be there for her. I hope those lies would change as truth. I hope I can do something or her in return. My best friend did so much for me. I know she knew tha