It’s been two weeks since Cami and Eli’s wedding.
Two weeks since I last saw Ryan.
Two weeks since he broke my heart.
The morning after the wedding, he texted and asked if we could meet before his shift. I was still so pissed and hurt that I went off on him and told him to never speak to me again. Then I blocked his number.
Since then, I’ve contemplated unblocking and messaging him, but I’ve talked myself out of it. Being intimate with Ryan and then hearing him be so mean has messed with my emotions.
Instead of dwelling on it, I kept myself busy. Since I couldn’t volunteer at the shelter on Thanksgiving, I started a canned food drive to help stock the food pantry. I’m overjoyed by how successful it’s been. With only six days until Christmas, several families will have everything they
