So baby, pull me closer
In the backseat of your rover
That I know you can't afford
Bite that tattoo on your shoulder..
I swung my hips back and forth, damang dama ko ang tugtog. My eyes are closed as I dance in the tune of Closer. Pinadaan ko ang kamay ko mula buhok pababa ng katawan.. I feel so free, so sexy and pretty..
Pull the sheets right off the corner
Of the mattress that you stole
From your roommate back in Boulder
We ain't ever getting older..
Mas lalo ko pang dinama ang kanta kasabay ng pag indayog nang aking katawan, I feel like I have my own world, because I don't care on what's happening around me, ang mahalaga saakin ay maenjoy ang gabing ito...
We ain't ever getting older
We ain't ever getting older....
For tonight is my 17th birthday, and summer is almost over, I need to seize the moment..Lalo pa at ipapadala ako ng parents ko sa Pilipinas, sa Palawan to be exact para doon mag aral. And it's okay with me, dahil lahat ng pinsan ko ay nandoon na halos nag I-stay, kesa naman maiwan ako sa Manila na walang kasama dahil babalik ng states ang parents ko kasama ang kuya ko. Palawan is my Father’s hometown and all of my cousins lives there, kami lang and umalis dahil sa work ni Mommy. And living in Palawan, studying there with my Cousins excites me, plus the fact that Palawan is such a beautiful place, it is an Island in the Philippines with several breathtaking beaches that you cannot compare to those other overhyped and overcrowded beaches sa Pinas man or ibang bansa. And that is only my opinion, as someone who loves to travel and explore and who was able to visit more than hundreds of beaches all over the world.
I know it breaks your heart
Moved to the city in a broke-down car
And four years, no call
Now I'm looking pretty in a hotel bar
And I-I-I can't stop
No, I-I-I can't stop..
Automatic na bumukas ang mata ko ng maramdaman ko ang dalawang kamay saaking maliit na baywang, ramdam ko ang init ng kamay na galing sa palad ng kung sino man ang malakas ang loob na hawakan ako. Mula saakin bewang bumaba ang hawak nya sa balakang ko.
Agad na nag salubong nag kilay ko.
"Hey.." Napahinga ako ng malalim at napatigil sa akmang pag tanggal ng mga kamay sa balakang ko ng marining ko ang boses nya. Kahit pa malakas ang tugtog ay rinig ko parin ang kanyang mapang akit na boses.
"Hmmmnn.." Wala sa sarili kong sambit, na dahilan para lalo nya akong hapitin pa palapit sakanya, ang isang kamay nya ay lumipat patungo sa aking tyan ko na na halos mag dulot saakin ng kiliti. Patuloy lang kami sa pag sasayaw. Biglang bumaba ang ulo nya sa aking leeg dahilan para mapaigtad ako, ramdam ko ang init ng hininga nya saaking leeg. His warm breath tickles my neck.
"What's your name?" Paos nyang bulong sa taenga ko. Halos mapapikit ako kasabay ng pagkagat ko sa pang ibabang labi ko nang maramdaman ko kung gaano kami kalapit sa isa't isa. Hindi ko alam kung bakit pero bigla akong nag angat ng tingin sa paligid ko, at kita ko kung paano huminto ang ilan sa pag sasayaw, Kung paano kumunot ang noo ng ilang babae,at kung paano ako masamang tingnan nang ilan pa sakanila.
What's wrong with them?
Bigla kong naalala ang lalaking halos nakayapos na saakin ng maramdaman ko ang labi nya saakin leeg, halos mapabuntong hininga ako sa kakaibang pakiramdam na dinulot ng labi nya.
"What's your name Agapi Mou, huh?" Ulit nito, sabay halik uli sa leeg ko na hindi ko maintindihan kung bakit hinahayaan ko lang. Kung sa ibang pag kakataon at may gumawa saakin nito ay baka kanina ko pa nasampal. His voice is sexy, must be a non native English speaker with the tone of his accent.
Huminga ako ng malalim at nagpasyang humarap sakanya, I need to see him, I need to see his face..Dahan dahan akong pumihit paharap sakanya, he is tall, kahit na matangkad na ako sa height ko na 5'6 na dinagdagan pa ng heels na 3 inches, ay kinakailangan ko parin syang tingalain para mag tagpo ang aming mga mata.
My lips parted when our eyes met. Hindi ko inaakala na makakaharap ko ang abuhing mata na hindi ko alam kung sadyang mapungay ba o dahil sa uminom ito ng alak?
This guy have a gorgeous set of eyes that I never thought that exist. Dahan dahan bumababa ang mata ko sa matangos nyang ilong papunta sa mapupula nyang labi, pababa pa sa maganda nitong katawan na mukhang alaga sa gym. He has a nice body that suits his gorgeous face.
"Done checking me out my Agapi Mou?" Nakasmirk na tanong nito. And that's when I realized na tama nga ako, hindi ito mukhang americano..hindi lang dahil sa abuhin ang mata nito o sa mestizo nitong hitsura kung di pati na rin sa mapang akit nitong pananalita. Agapi Mou..it's a Greek word.so he must be a Greek guy?
Tumikhim ako at nag taas ng kilay, pakiramdam ko ay namumula ang pisngi ko at medyo na insulto.
"Whatever" I said before I rolled my eyes to hide the embarrassment that I am feeling right now.
"Hey, don't be mad, it's okay..you can check me out as long as you want.." Nakangiti nyang sabi na hindi ko alam kung nang aasar ba o ano. "But you have to tell me your name first." He said as he tighten his grip on my waist.
Presko, porke’t gawpo.
Halos mapairap ako sa sinabi nya, this guy must be a real Playboy, he knows what to say, and what to do, and most of all he knows how to flirt.
I was about to say something pero naudlot ng mahagip ng tingin ko si Azalea, ang pinsan ko na kasama ang isa ko pang pinsan na si Ate Saffron, mukhang nagmamadali sila sa pag labas ng Club, binaling ko ang tingin ko sa lalaking nakalingkis saakin.
I gave him my sexiest smile.
Look at me now, for this is the last time you’ll see my beautiful face.
"I need to go." Sabi ko sabay tulak sakanya pero hindi nya ako binitawan.
"What? Why?" Nakakunot noo nyang tanong.
"It's already late, I have to go now." Pag dadahilan ko na mukhang hindi nya pinaniniwalaan.
"It's not even midnight yet Agapi Mou, why are you in hurry?" He sounded disappointed.
Halos mailing ako sa tanong nya, he is so persistent..
"I really need to go." Pinal kong sabi, na ikinatango naman nya, halatang napilitan lang sya pero binitawan nya ako dahan dahan.. Bago ako tuluyang makalayo sakanya ay hinuli nya ang braso ko at pinigilan makatalikod.
"What's your name?" He asked.
Halos mapanganga ako sa kakulitin nya, I can't believe na gusto nya talaga malaman ang pangalan ko to think na wala naman magbabago kahit sabihin ko pa sakanya. I'm sure our paths won't meet again, lalo pa at bukas ay tutulak na kami pa Puerto Prinsesa.
"Cindy..."
"Cindy?"
"Yeah.. Call me Cindy, short for Cinderella." Pigil ang ngiti kong sabi sabay hila sa braso ko at kinindatan sya bags tinalikuran.
Gusto kong matawa sa kalokohan ko pero nararapat lang sakanya iyon. Yeah, he is smoking hot and one hell of a gorgeous guy but there is something about him that makes me uncomfortable..maybe it's the fact that he is not like the other boys that I have known.. He is intimidating enough to be manipulated by someone like me. He is the kind of the guy that I really love to avoid...
I had my share of playfulness already, reason why my parents wanted me to go live in the Philippines, masyado silang na stress sa pagiging playful at friendly ko. They think na nag I start na ko maging liberated, and honestly I don’t think there’s something wrong in being liberated as long as you know your limitations, but I can’t blame my parents, they are raised in a conservative family. Pinang bigyan ko nalang din para walang gulo. After all, being with my cousins is something that I am looking forward to! Matagal na akong naiinggit sa bonding nila, feeling ko na left out na kami ni Kuya, too bad, Kuya will stay with my parents, so he won’t be able to join us.