Amber I don't know how long I have been sitting here but after a while I realized I couldn't sit here the entire night and weep about something that was my own doing. I wiped my eyes and pulled myself up, clutching the duvet tightly around me despite the fact that I was all alone here. And grabbed the clothes that Christina has laid out for me. Before changing, I walked over and made sure the door was locked this time. I don't want to be assaulted again. After taking a long sip of water and feeling a little calmer, I changed into my night clothes and flopped down on the bed feeling exhausted out of my wits. My eyes landed on the black file beside me and I gingerly opened it to see a bunch of papers stuck