Pleasure & Confusion

CHAPTER 5

I look up into his eyes. "Pleasure. I rarely get hurt for punishment. I try to be as good as I can. Usually Dean's form of punishment is withholding pleasure. I can't... well... you know..." I blush, unable to form the words.

"c*m?" Holden asks, smirking.

I nod. "Yeah."

He chuckles. "That's one of my favourite pastimes! Orgasm denial is rather enjoyable for the man."

I gawp at him. "You... you enjoy that stuff too?" I ask.

Holden shrugs. "Not the whipping and caning, but the fun stuff like handcuffs, toys and well... orgasm denial. Are you into the pain?"

I bite my lip and nod. "It's a fetish I guess. There's a fine line between pleasure and pain. If you find that middle line, it's incredible!"

Holden grins. "Let me show you what I can do." He whispers in my ear before pushing me off him, down onto the bed and straddling me.

I have a serious case of the butterflies in my belly as I wonder what treat I have in store.

Working his way down, Holden starts kissing, sucking and nibbling over my face and down to my neck, causing an overload of pleasure.

Down to my breasts, he takes one in his mouth. I expect calm slow sucking or nibbling but holy hell!

I gasp out loud, as he engulfs my n****e into the back of his mouth, sucking so hard my eyes roll back into my head.

Holden moves over to the other, abusing it just the same. This one is pierced with a little metal bar though, making it a million times more sensitive.

I cry out loud, as shock waves from my n****e dart all the way down to my core, making me soaking wet and ready for him.

Removing himself from my breasts, Holden carries on his delightful assault down over my stomach and waist before stopping at my navel, dipping his tongue in and swirling it around.

Everything south of that point clenches in delight of what's coming soon... or maybe who was cumming soon??

Reaching my pubic bone, I feel his teeth skim over the sensitive skin there, making me gasp.

How the hell does he know where to touch? Does he know what affect he has on me?

Darting out his tongue, Holden reaches his hand foreword, spreading my lips eagerly.

As I feel his warm, moist tongue, snake over my highly sensitive, swollen bug, I shiver in delight.

His free hand moves to my wet and wanting hole, sliding a finger inside, starting to pump roughly and quickly inside me.

I groan and whimper, pushing myself down on his hand, wanting him deeper inside me.

Out of my control, my hands grab at his messy bed hair, pushing his face directly where I want him, making his tongue push deeper against my clit, working me higher and higher.

"Oh f**k! Holden, come on! Don't stop! I'm so... ohhhh!!!" I groan. All of a sudden an intense, mind blowing orgasm racks my body, sending me into convulsions of pleasure.

Instead of stopping, like most men would, Holden carries on, making me try to control myself as my orgasm peaks and eases off... But he still doesn't stop!!

Is he really trying for another one?

Doesn't he know how exhausting orgasms are???

I close my eyes, my mouth opening wide, and I settle into a relaxed, satisfied state. He continues to lick, suck and nibble at my over used clit. Just as I start to calm, I feel another orgasm start to climb my body.

Oh holy f**k, another one!

This man is a god in his own right!

My hands grip onto my silky red bed sheets, my back arching involuntarily as I peak again. This time, due to how sensitive I feel down below, I scream out loud. "Holy f**k!!"

As the wave of pleasure passes, I slump down on the bed with exhaustion.

Holden rises from the apex of my thighs, a proud smirk on his glorious face.

"You taste delicious." He murmurs, licking his lips.

I blush violently, unsure of how to take that.

Holden just laughs. "Bit much eh, love?"

I nod, and bite my lip trying to mask a laugh of embarrassment.

"Well my love, I really really want you! Tasting you was just a hint of how incredible you are!"

I swallow and prop myself up on my elbows, a side smirk on my face. "Well then, stop talking and get over here!"

Holden grins, and starts undoing his jean shorts, I shift up onto my knees. "Here, let me." I murmur, taking over.

"Now I have the best mate!" He sighs with contentment.

I chuckle. "You have no idea, Mister!"

Pulling his shorts and boxers down, his manhood springs free making me gasp in surprise. Not out of it popping out, but at his size.

Dean was big, but dear lord, Holden is huge!

I have never been with a guy of this magnitude!

"Holden!! I don't know if that's gonna fit! You're huge." I whisper, a little worried.

Holden strokes my cheek as I continue to stare at his giant piece of equipment. "Don't worry baby. I'll take it slow."

I nod, and Holden climbs off the bed to remove his shorts with me watching him. How graceful he was able to move with his shorts around his knees.

Building up my new found courage, I move off the bed, and kneel down in front of my sexy, well endowed mate. I look up into his shocked eyes as I grab his thick muscular c**k, wrapping my fingers around his width.

"Does this turn you on?" I whisper, sticking my tongue out and slowly, sensually licking the tip and the dew of pre-c*m.

Holden nods, obviously shocked into silence.

Keeping my eyes trained on his, I sheath my teeth behind my lips and take him down into my mouth, being rewarded with a light groan and a shiver through his body.

Being used to my submissive s*x life, I grab his hands which are at his sides, and push them onto the back of my head, forcing him to push me down on his length.

Holden bites his lip, a grin sneaking out, as he does as I want, tangling his long fingers in my long locks. Using force, he pushes me down his excessive length, until he reaches the back of my throat.

Dean had taught me how to deep throat, giving me a new skill to use on men.

"Oh s**t!" Holden groans, his jaw dropping. "Are you sure this is ok? I'm not hurting you, am I?"

I shake my head to the sides, indicating it was fine and I wanted to continue.

With confirmation, Holden continues pushing me back and forth, before he looses control, bucking his hips so he goes deeper.

I admit, deep throat face f*****g isn't the most comfortable thing in the world, but seeing a man come apart just from my mouth is a serious turn on, especially for a submissive soul such as myself.

Holden grunts, gritting his teeth, tightening his grip on my hair, pulling me faster and faster as he gets closer to his climax.

"I'm gonna c*m, baby! Oh shit."

I ready myself and my gag reflex for the oncoming shoot, still staring up into Holden's sexy blue brooding eyes.

I see them turn pitch black, his wolf taking over from the pleasure, I feel his balls tighten against my face and a s****l grunt leaves his lips as he forced me down his length one final time before spilling his seed down the back of my throat, sighing with relief.

I carefully pull back, swallowing and licking my lips. "Well, that was fun." I smirk.

"Holy s**t, Lizzie! You're a goddess!"

I'm all for compliments in the bedroom. It just boosts my confidence.

"Why thank you kind sir." I grin, and carefully stand. My knees ache from kneeling for so long but it was worth it, and I would definitely do it again.

Standing before Holden, I slip my hands on his hips. "So, are you all tired out or can you handle more?" I whisper.

I am still so turned on and really, really need s*x! Like its an overwhelming ache for his giant friend to enter me.

"Oh baby, I can never get enough of you! I am more than ready and capable to satisfy your needs." Holden murmurs in my ear. "Are you, err... on any contraception?"

I nod. "Yup, all clear for take off, baby."

That reminds me, it's my 3 month check up for my drop injection tomorrow. I can't forget that!!

With confirmation, Holden grabs my waist and throws me on the bed making me squeal in shock, which turns into a giggle.

He grins at me before climbing onto the bed, and moving to hover over me.

Roughy grabbing my ankles, Holden hoists them over his shoulders before moving down closer to me so our faces are a matter of centimetres apart, placing his hands either side of my head.

I feel him position himself at my entrance, readying himself for the onslaught of the energy consuming act.

I feel as he slowly pushes into me, stretching me to the max, filling me entirely. I gasp in shock and pleasure.

My mouth hangs open, my hands gripping the bedding again, and he finally fills me completely.

"Is that ok, baby?" He whispers breathlessly.

I nod, a wordless plea for him to continue. I can't find the words to say how I'm feeling.

"Hard or soft?" He asks.

Stop f*****g talking and do me already!!

"Hard!! Hard, hard, hard!" I whimper.

Holden grins and eases out before slamming back inside me, making me cry out as he hits my g-spot perfectly.

Over and over, he slams, rams and thrusts into me at an incredible speed, bringing me higher, closer, building to another intense orgasm.

"Ohhhh Holdennnnnnnn!" I moan. "I'm Sooo!! I'm gonnnaaaa..." I don't have time to finish my slurred sentence as my climax hits me like a wrecking ball, sending me over the edge, making me convulse.

Holden grunts as my walls tighten around him, attempting to milk him.

He bites his lip hard, his eyes boring into mine as he finally reaches his peak, cumming hard and violently inside me.

Slumping down on top of me, we're both left breathless and exhausted.

With Holden still inside me, his head on my shoulder, I drift off into exhausted slumber.

I fall asleep trying to determine whether Dean or Holden was better in the sack. I come up blank, and conclude that they're both incredible in their own ways.

How could that be possible??

Why did I have such a powerful connection with Dean, who isn't my mate??