Carter had been gone when I got up , a note stating he'd be back just after dinner. I'd waited and waited about but I'd got bored . I felt like I was going out of my mind there. The apartment was so small it felt like a box , I'd cleaned up but honestly Carter kept it spotless. He didn't have much for things everything basic. So I'd slipped the gun into waist band and left a note stating I'd gone to Gina's. I didn't even know if she would have been in or if she'd want company. But atleast I'd have had a walk , it's where Carter found me just past 5pm. Drinking lemonade laughing at Gina's story's of her and her worst half as she calls him. The love you see on her face is what I wanted. When I was old and grey sat talking to my grandkids of all me and my husbands adventures. They'd not ha