Chapter Eighteen Steve sat in his car, shocked, and tears streamed down his cheeks. Had he just thrown away his entire life because of his feelings for a guy who was in love with someone else? Dear God, what should he do? What could he do? He turned off his phone and tossed it into the glove compartment. He had no choice but to go back to his parents. It would be hard, to say the least, to return to his former boss at the grocery store and ask for his job back. He had to do something for money, though. He couldn’t live at his parents’ house for free. And he had to develop a plan to forge his way down a new path, but at this particular moment he felt as if he’d reached a dead end. Everything his life had been based upon—the Bible, the church, his relationship with Jesus Christ—how did he