Victoria's p.o.v
I stand outside of my brand new house. My real estate agent hands me my keys. "Congratulations Victoria and welcome to your new home. Call me if you need anything," she says. "Thank you, I will. Goodbye," I say, and wave her off. I head inside. I sigh, coming back home was hard. After high school, I moved away for college. 4 years away. It was hard being away from my family, especially my twin sister. She gave birth to a babygirl at just 16 and when I left she was 2 years old and very attached to me. She is now 6 years old. We would video call every day and visit on the holidays, but it was not the same. After college I wasn't sure what I wanted to do, but I decided to apply for a job at the elementary school in town and I got called for a phone interview and then an in person one and I got the job. I will be working in a class with 1st graders. I will be a teacher's assistant. I am so excited. I grab the champagne that Laura left here, and pour myself a glass. I hear the sounds of motorcycles pulling up and I walk to the door. I see everyone here. My whole family came to welcome me. "Silver" My brother Julian yells. I look at everyone and I am starting to feel better about returning. I was a bit afraid of how I would feel, but I know that as long as I have them, everything will be fine. My phone rings and I pull it out of my pocket. It is Eric. I sigh and send him to voicemail.
My relationship with my father has been difficult. 6 years ago, I was attacked by Nathaniel. He is the mayor's son and from what my cousin Vanna told me, he is campaigning to become the next Mayor. He is following in his father's footsteps. Well, when I was attacked, my father showed up to the hospital and first blamed my mother, then when he saw me, he switched it up and blamed Alex, who had nothing to do with it. When I explained to him what happened, he said he didn't believe me. Apparently, Nathaniel is his boss's son and he could do no wrong. According to him, I must have done something to him to make him lose control and attack me. The school had both families meet and Nathaniel apologized and admitted to confusing me with my twin sister, but he was never punished for it. Eric still blamed me for it. Being the mayor's son means you get a free pass to do whatever you want. I stopped going to school and did my classes online, because from that day on, I didn't have a normal life. For 2 years, I had all kinds of appointments. I had to get plastic surgery on my face and, until now, I have to keep getting my eyes checked. When I first woke up after the accident, I was blind in my left eye. About 6 weeks later, I got some of my vision back, but never completely. All of the doctors I have been to and spoken to have told me that, unfortunately, there is nothing they can do about it. There is no cure. Now I have to wear glasses.
After my attack, I stopped talking to people for a while. Unless it was my family, I barely left the house. Only for my doctor's appointments. When it was time to apply to colleges, I made sure to apply to the ones furthest away from here. I got into some, but decided to leave to California. My cousin Vanna also applied to the same colleges as me and, luckily, we got to go to college together. During this time, I also got a therapist and have been seeing her for 4 years. Now, that I am back home, I will do my weekly visits with her through the computer. I have held so much anger not just against my attacker, but also my twin that my therapist has been helping me with. No-one besides Vanna knows that I see a therapist. She has also helped me a lot. I mean, I know it wasn't my sister's fault, but it hurts that I am always confused with her and because of that, this happened to me and all I got was a half a$$ apology. All throughout college, my cousin tried to get me to go party and do things, but I would rather read and study. I have been too afraid to get close to anyone. I won't lie, I am always looking over my shoulder. I feel afraid of men. I have no idea why. I just haven't felt safe in so long, hopefully being back home and knowing that my dad and brothers are here and can get to me quickly if I ever need them helps a little bit. I am so tired of feeling this way. I am also tired of being lonely. I just wish I could find someone who likes me and accepts me just how I am.
"Silver, we are going out tonight, to celebrate your new house and your new job. I am so proud of you. Mom and dad won't let me move out." Vanna says, and I laugh. Of course aunt Verlene won't let her only baby move out. Sh!t mom and dad didn't want me to buy a house either. They wanted me to move back home, but I held my ground. I need my own space. I am 22 now. I have been living on my own for 4 years so it wouldn't be right to move back home. Plus, I feel like it is time that I start my life. "Aunt Tori" my niece Delilah runs and hugs me. "Hi princess" I say. Everyone comes over and hugs and congratulates me. Today is Friday and I think Vanna is right. Today I should go out and celebrate, especially because I will need the weekend, especially Sunday to prepare for work. "Sorry, my furniture is still being delivered. I think only my room and this table are here so far." I tell everyone. "Girly, I am so proud of you. Pretty soon you will get your own classroom too, right?" dad tells me, and I hope so, I really want my own class. I am qualified, there just has to be an opening. I am okay being an assistant for now though. "You know, they are having the pta meeting about the classes being too full. Maybe we should go up there and try to get more classes open. That way Silver can get her own class sooner." Valeria says. "That is a great idea." Mom says and I just smile. I love how they are all trying to help me. "I just want to get the hang of things and see how it goes." I say. "I don't have many glasses, so take a sip of the bottle and pass it around." I say and hold my glass up. "To coming back home and starting over!" I say and we all cheers and they do pass the bottle around. Movers show up and my family helps me get my house sorted as much as we can. Finally, it is 5pm and everyone goes home. They have a club party to go to and Valeria says her and Anthony are taking Delilah out because he will be leaving on a 2 week trip for work. I believe Julian and uncle Buck are going too, so it looks like there will be a lot of girl time in the near future.
Everyone leaves, except Vanna. "I brought my bag so we can get ready together. I already picked your outfit. I think today is your night Tori." she says wiggling her eyebrows and I groan. We have had this conversation for years. She thinks I should have a one-night stand and lose my virginity. She thinks I need to open up and stop being so afraid. "Fine, if I find the right guy, then I will go for it." I tell her so she can shut up. "Yasss" she squeals. "I have to get you perfect and beautiful. You will knock the socks off this guy, whoever he is will be the luckiest man on earth." she goes on and on.
I look in the mirror and can't believe what I am seeing. I look good. S3xy, which is not a word I would use to describe myself. "You look so f*cking hot Tori. Sh!t." Vanna says, now getting herself ready. I put on lotion and spray myself with my favorite perfume. Vanna puts on her dress and it is way shorter than mine. If she bends over, I am sure you can see her whole a$$, but knowing her, that is the look she is going for. "Lets go" she says. I grab my keys and a small wristlet and we get a cab and go.
We meet up with some of her friends. Vanna got us a vip table and that is good, because it keeps us a bit separate from others. "Here" one of her friends says, handing me a drink. I take it and sip on it and it is good. "Shot time. I want to cheers to my favorite cousin who is a bada$$ and gets sh!t done. Congrats on the job, the house and being the amazing person you are. Never change! Oh and to losing your virginity tonight!" she says, and everyone takes their shot down. I take my shot and shake my head. We dance in our section and I sip on my drink slowly. I look around, just being aware of my surroundings. I notice some guy not too far away from us with a group of guys and a girl. I would think she was a man if it weren't for her t!ts. The guy is staring at me, or maybe not. I can't see good out of one eye, so he might be staring at another one of the girls here. He is definitely the hottest man I have ever seen though. I see him whisper to the girl and he smirks. I turn around and I continue drinking my drink and dancing with myself. "Hey, that guy over there keeps looking at you, and the girl he is with is hot and she has big t!ts. I want to put my face in them." Vanna says and I laugh. "Oh Vanna," I say. I see her waving them over to our section and I begin to get nervous.
"Hey, how about you bring all of your friends over here? My girls are lonely and want some company and maybe you and I can get to know each other." Vanna tells the girl. "Sure darling," the girl says, and I sip my drink. I can't believe that worked. Why are things so easy for others and so hard for me? The group comes over to our section and immediately everyone kind of pairs up. "Hi, I'm Lincoln." the guy who was staring at me earlier says. "Hi, I'm Victoria." I say and we shake hands. "You are beautiful and I love this random patch of gray hair on your head." he says and I am sure I am blushing. No-one has ever told me they like my random hair. People usually made fun of me for it. "Granny Vicky" is what some kids called me in highschool. "Thank you." I say. I am so surprised at how much we hit it off. Vanna pops another bottle of champagne and fills our glasses. "What are you guys celebrating?" he asks me. "We just moved back home. We were gone for college and I came back, got a job at the elementary school and bought a house." I say, and he whistles. "Wow, congratulations. Some big accomplishments. Makes me feel like my little trade school education is nothing." he says and I laugh. "No way, don't feel that way. I wish schools taught kids that it is okay to learn a trade if you don't feel like college is for you." I say and he nods. "I am also celebrating too. I just moved here too and decided to come out with my old college friends. So, how old are you?" he asks me "22, you?" I ask him and I feel so relaxed. Like I genuinely want to know more about him. "28" he says. I nod. I have no idea how it happens, but he kisses me. Like his lips are on my lips. I have never even kissed anyone before. My first kiss and it feels so right. "Want to get out of here?" he asks me and I don't even hesitate and nod. I hate clubs. Maybe we can go somewhere quiet and talk. Who am I kidding though, he makes me feel things I have never felt and we just met. I decide that he is the one. I did tell Vanna I would lose my virginity tonight and if that is where this heading, then I am completely fine with that.
"I have a motorcycle. Are you cool with that?" he asks and I nod. If only he knew that my dad, brothers, and family are a bunch of bikers. I wonder if he is from a club too or just has a bike. I hop on and leave with him. I feel a little scared, he is a stranger, but I also love the rush I am getting, doing something I would never do. We pull up to a house. A very nice one at that. He parks and I hop off. "My sister and I just bought this house. The chick back there. Yeah, we moved out here together. Looking for a fresh start." he says, and I nod. Sounds just like me, wanting to start over. "Come here" he says and hugs me. "I wanted to hold you since the club, but didn't want it to be weird. F*ck, you smell so good." he says. He kisses my cheek and pulls me to the front door. He opens it and we go inside.. The house looks very plain, but nice and clean. "Get comfortable," he says, and walks away. I decided to take my heels off and my wristlet and I put them in a corner. He returns with two water bottles and hands me one. I must look nervous because he gives me a funny look. "You okay?" he asks and I nod. "I'm fine. Just a little nervous." I say. "Don't be, I won't hurt you." he tells me and it is like he is in my mind. Like if he knows that is what I need to hear right now. He wraps his arms around me and kisses me again. Eventually, I begin kissing him back. He bends down a little and grabs me by the back of my thighs and lifts me up. I wrap my legs around him. We never stop kissing. He walks us over to a different room. I am guessing his room, because he lays me down on a bed and crawls on top of me. "I have never met a girl as beautiful as you." he says, and moves my hair from my face. I am sure he is lying and only saying it to have s3x with me, but I do not care. I will take that right now. Everyone normally thinks Valeria is the prettier sister.
His lips all over my neck and jaw, his hands are roaming all over my body. He begins to pull my dress up. Thank god Vanna got me this sexy lingerie set. I will thank her later. He moves my panties to the side and sticks his finger inside of me and I am sure my eyes are wide. Thank god he can't see me, because his face is in my chest. I seriously can't believe I am doing this right now, but it feels so right. He lifts his body up a bit and pulls my panties off. He opens my legs and puts his face in my pu$$y. I am thanking god for Vanna forcing me to go get waxed with her all the time. She is literally my fairy godmother, unintentionally or maybe intentionally preparing me for this moment. I close my eyes and try my best to enjoy this. He uses his finger and his tongue and I begin relaxing, It feels good. "Ahhh" I start moaning. He eats me out, then starts kissing up my leg, my hip, my stomach, my t!ts, then my mouth. "You taste and smell so good." he says. He grabs my legs and wraps them around him. "You ready to keep going?" he asks and I guess I appreciate him asking more than he will ever know. I nod, but grab his arm. "Just, take it slow, okay. I've never done this before." I say. "You've never done what? Came home with a stranger? Cause don't worry, I don't ever do this either." he asks. "Yeah and I've never had s3x. This is my first time." I whisper, hoping that this doesn't scare him away. He looks at me with an unreadable expression. "You're f**k!ng with me?" he asks and I shake my head and kiss him. He kisses me back and slowly pushes himself into me. Oh my goodness, is it supposed to burn and hurt this bad? He looks at me. "You okay?" he asks and I nod. He kisses my cheeks, then my mouth. We both stare at each other as he finally shoves his d!ck completely into me. He pauses for a bit. I stare into his eyes which I was amazed by earlier. They are different colors. One of his eyes is brown and the other one is blue. He kisses me and begins moving in and out of me. "F*ck" he keeps saying. I love the feeling of his mouth on me. I love the way he is kissing and sucking me everywhere. He puts his head in my neck. "f**k, this has to be the best pu$$y in the world." he says, and it is followed by him grunting and he collapses on me, but doesn't put his whole weight on me.
The next day, I wake up to arms wrapped around me. I move and so does the body. I turn around and find Lincoln staring at me. "Good morning beautiful", he says and kisses me. I try to fix my hair, which I am sure looks a mess. I grab my glasses from the table. "Morning" I say. "Don't, you look fine." he says, grabbing my hand so I stop messing with my hair. "Do you have any plans for today?" he asks me and I shake my head. I mean, I know I have to plan for Monday, but I can do that on Sunday. "Want to spend the day with me?" he asks me. "Yes, I'd love to." I say and I truly mean it. He is such an interesting man and I feel like we had a connection last night and, well, we did sleep together. "Lets go shower." he says. "I need to go home and get clothes", I tell him. We shower together and he lets me borrow a pair of sweat pants and a tshirt that both fit me huge. Throughout the morning, he keeps kissing me and touching me. I give him my address and he drives me home. He follows me inside and I grab my clothes as he stands at the entrance of my bedroom door, just watching me. "Umm, I have to get dressed" I say, but he doesn't move. "Get dressed then" he tells me and I decide to stop being shy. He did eat me out and see me naked last night anyways. I pull the t-shirt off and then slide the pants down. "F*ck, you look even better today." he says. I grab some lotion and put it on. I get dressed, comb my hair and put on perfume and then my shoes last. He watches the whole time. I switch to another pair of glasses and some lip gloss. I check myself in the mirror, but he comes over and grabs my face. "Beautiful," he says and kisses me again.
We spent all Saturday hanging out. I took him around town and showed him different places I used to love going growing up. Alex always took us to do fun things and I decided to show him some of the places. It starts getting late, so we decide to grab a pizza and head back to my house. We eat and go to my room. I look at him and I know I want him again, so I decide to be brave and I kiss him. I slip my hand under his shirt and he shivers. He grabs my hand with his and then helps me undress myself. He takes his shirt off and sits on my bed. He pulls me to stand infront of me and his hands trail down my body. He focuses a lot on my b00bs. "You are perfect" he says. I want to laugh at how cheesy he is. If only he knew how not perfect I am. I push him to lie down on my bed and now I climb on top of him. I begin kissing his chest and then his mouth. He grabs me by my throat. "You smell so good." he tells me and this is like the hundredth time he has said this to me. I ignore it and help him get his pants and boxers off. He grabs my hand and places it on his d!ck. I jerk him off a couple of times. "I want to be inside you so bad." he says. I want him inside of me too. He makes me feel things I have never felt before. S3xy and wanted. Makes me want to please him. I position myself on top of him and sink down on him slowly. We both moan. It doesn't hurt like it did last night. I still feel sore, but not in complete pain. It hurts, but feels good at the same time. How that is even possible? I have no idea. He grabs my hips and helps and guides me. We get in the perfect rhythm and something begins to build up inside of me. I feel like I am chasing something. I push down at the same time he pushes himself up and I feel like I black out for a moment. I see stars. Is that possible? Now I think I am tripping. He grunts as I breathe a little harder, trying to calm myself down from what just happened. That was amazing. "Holy f*ck, sh!t" he says as he holds me close to him. We fall asleep together again. The following morning, I tell him I have to work. "Fine, I'll leave and let you get to it. I need to go check in with my people, because I am also starting a new job tomorrow." He tells me. He kisses me. "Can I get your phone number?" he asks me, handing me his phone. I grab it and put my number in it. He sends me a text and my phone dings and he smiles. "Thanks for the best time of my life." he tells me and I roll my eyes. "Hey, don't roll your eyes, I am serious. You are different from anyone I have ever met. You are sweet and smart and you smell so good. You are soft and beautiful and so damn s3xy." he says, and I blush. "Thank you" I say. I walk him to the door and he kisses me and hugs me. He hops on his motorcycle and I wave him off. He nods my way and takes off. I go inside, close the door and scr3am, not believing my luck. I finally met someone who likes me, for me. This must be too good to be true.