Matthew I sat in bed watching her sleep, she looked at peace. I don’t want to wake her so I slip out of the bed and go downstairs where I can think out loud, haha that song sucks. I hit the bottom step and someone is knocking at the door, no one comes to my house because honestly I don’t f*****g invite them. I choose to pretend that they aren’t knocking and head to the back patio, I need to think about my life as it is but the fucker keeps knocking. I swing the door open and there he stands, my i***t brother. “What the f**k do you want?” I ask, leaving the door open so he can let himself in. “So… you saw Monica?” He asks, he always sounds like he’s being a d**k instead of being helpful. “Yeah, I did. Funny how that happened. Because I don’t remember telling mom where I was going” “Sh