The Only One For Me

12 | The Drive Home

I close my eyes as his face comes closer to mine. He takes my mouth in his mouth, he kisses me gently. He flicks his tongue in and out my mouth, sucking on my tongue, my mouth wanting more, taking his tongue, sucking it, sucking his lips. His lips were soft and sweet, like honey. I put my right hand to his head, fingers combing through his hair, gripping him tight but gentle. My right hand explores his crotch, gently caressing. I feel him shift his weight and then I feel his right hand move to hold me by my waist as his left hand finds its way into my underwear, he caresses my labia with his middle finger, parting them, sliding in a little bit but not all the way, teasing me. I feel myself getting wetter as his d**k feels harder by the minute. He lays me back on the bed as he parts my legs wider. He takes off my underwear gently, his mouth leaves my mouth, I moan when I feel his mouth suddenly on my neck. He gently sucks on my neck, he whispers in my ear, “I love you.”, I whisper back, “I love you, too.”. He kisses my ear, licks my ear lobe and trails kisses down my neck. He removes his shirt, I remove mine. He looks at me lustfully as he removes my bra, letting my breasts hang out. He cups my breasts gently and lowers his head to kiss them. He gently trails kisses across my chest and then finally takes a n****e in his mouth, he sucks them gently and I moan at the intense pleasure, that freaking feels amazing, I love when he sucks on my n*****s, it makes me feel hornier. I feel my p***y get more wet as he sucks my n*****s, both getting proper attention. When he’s sucking on my left n****e, my right boob is being gently caressed. It feels amazing. After a few moments of focus on my breasts, he looks at me, as he cups my breasts one last time, he kisses me on the mouth again, passionately now, like he can’t get enough. Then, he trails kisses from my mouth to my neck to my boobs, to my stomach, he stopped, slides a finger over my p***y looks at me and then he licked my p***y. “Ohhhh that feels nice.”, I gasp and moan at the sensation. I feel my hips moving up to meet his mouth and I try not to squish his face while he licks my p***y. I feel is tongue flicking over my p***y and then he sucks on my clit and I feel like I’m going to explode. “Ohhhh… Please. Don’t. Stop!”. His left hand caressing my breasts, my n*****s hard because I’m so aroused. As he licks and sucks on my p***y, I try and nudge him to make him have his d**k closer to my mouth, he moves with me and before I knew it, his d**k was right in my face, he continues eating my p***y, his tongue flicks and sucking combo are timed perfectly. I take his d**k in my mouth and I feel him moan into my p***y. I suck his d**k as hard but as gently as I can and I feel it grow even more in my mouth. He stops eating me and positions me so I’m directly beneath him now, he kisses me on the forehead, I reach up to kiss him on the mouth. We kiss as he positions his d**k on my p***y. He kisses me as his d**k carefully enters my p***y. f**k that feels good, I think in my head. He lingered inside me, not moving, still kissing me, then he moved slowly, up and down, I grind as his d**k is inside me and he moans. He finds my boobs and cups one close to his face, I move so that now, I’m on top. He lays back, hands on my breasts as I bounce up and down on his d**k. He loves this because he moans louder. He sits up to meet me and his face is directly on my boobs. He takes a n****e in my mouth, I squeeze my p***y tighter around his d**k and this makes him moan into my boob. He sucks at my n****e, sucks at my boob as I bounce up and down on him, his d**k slides in and out of me. I’m on top so I have control. I move slowly but purposefully, squeezing my p***y while his d**k is still in me. His mouth frees my n****e, he kisses my mouth and then whispers, “Are you safe?”, to which I answered, “I really don’t care, I want you to c*m inside me.”, which seemed to arouse him even more because he takes my mouth in his mouth, kissing me lustfully now. He sucks on my tongue and my lips gently. I feel his d**k tighten, he grabs my ass towards him and drives my thrusts so that I take his d**k deeper in me. “Aaaahhh aaahhhh aaaahhhh.”, I moan as he lifts me up, he stands up and lays me down on the bed, he spreads my arms up above my head, holds it in place, sucks on my n****e, thrusts his d**k inside my p***y and pumps into me rhythmically. “Ooohhh Ahhhh, please don’t stop”, I moan. “Oooohhh yeah, you’re so tight. Your p***y feels amazing.”, he says. We’re loud but we didn’t care, we only cared about how good we were feeling at that moment. “Ooohhh, I’m coming, please don’t stop f*****g me.”, I moan and plead, he answers, “Ooohhh you’re soo good. Aaahhh, I’m coming too.”. “Wait, wait, wait, no, don’t stop. Ooohhh.”, I moan. He thrusts harder and stays deeper in me longer.

“Are you okay?”, Odin asks me. I look at him, kind of embarrassed at what I was thinking about. We were at a diner for lunch, it was just along the road going home. “I’m fine, sorry, I was lost in my thoughts.”, I replied. “Yeah, I could tell, you spaced out after we ordered, I had to take that call, I’m sorry, it was my girlfriend, she was asking if I could pick her up but I can’t because I’m an hour away and she was a little upset so I had to console her.”, he said. “Don’t worry about it.”, I replied, though I am a bit upset and definitely jealous when he said he had a girlfriend. Of course he had one. He’s freaking gorgeous with his chinky eyes, dark brown hair, caramel smooth skin, soft, pink lips. I want to kiss that mouth. He was literally tall, dark and handsome. “So, how long have you been going out with your girlfriend?”, I ask casually. “Almost 3 years.”, he replied. “Hmm. That’s a long time.”, I said, “It’s not that long, fairly new.”, he says. I chuckle and say, “Okay, my longest relationship has been 8 months, 2 years IS a long time.”, I said. “We also just broke up this weekend.”, I added. He looked up at me suddenly and said, “What? Why?”. “There was no spark, it just felt like I was wasting time and we both felt that way so, we broke up.”, I replied. “Were you intimate?”, he asked, “Do you mean have I had s*x with him?”, I asked, raising an eyebrow, he nodded, looking at me intently, “No, of course not, I’m not that type of girl and he was gentleman enough not to try.”, I answered, to which he replied while chuckling, “Or he’s gay.”. “He is so not gay!”, I replied, “Okay, so why didn’t he try or at least convince you to set a date to do it?”, he asked. “Because he’s a gentleman!”, I replied. He was laughing now, “Definitely gay!”, he said. “Did he at least try to slip a finger while you’re making out? You do make out right? Did he ever try to touch your boobs?”, he added. “That’s a very personal question and I will not dignify it with an answer!”, I replied, crossing my arms across my chest, annoyed at this point. The food finally arrived. Just in time to break the uncomfortable conversation. It’s uncomfortable for me, but Odin was enjoying himself, pointing out how my last boyfriend was probably gay.

I ordered burger and fries and a soda. Odin had a burger, pizza and fries combo with soda. He also got onion rings to share but I didn’t have any because I didn’t want my breath to smell like onions in the car for a 45 minute drive home. I ordered a caramel sundae for dessert, Odin didn’t have any.

He then said, “You know, you shouldn’t feel any peer pressure and truly save your virginity for someone truly deserving, because that’s what you deserve, your first time should be special, and loving. Not rushed and definitely not somewhere cheap like in a motel.”, “I already know that, I’m a girl and I do want the man I do sleep with to he the first and the last!”, I replied. “I’m not some dumb kid, okay? I actually have a brain.”, I rolled my eyes as I said this, Odin just chuckled, lowering his eyes and looking at the food. “I didn’t mean to offend you, but I’m a lot older and I do know what it was like to be a teenager.”, he said, looking at me now. “How old were you when you lost your virginity? Is she still your girlfriend?”, I ask intently. He swallows the food in his mouth, sips some soda, swallows that and looks at me and said, “It was pretty late for me, the average guy loses his virginity at around 15-17, I lost mine in college, I was 19. No, we’re not together anymore.”. “Who was she?”, I asked. He looks at me and says, “Don’t you remember her? We used to hang out around Marion’s place a lot when we were dating, Stacey Novo.”. I thought about it for a moment. “Nope, doesn’t ring a bell.”, I said. “Did you love her or did you just do it to do it?”, I asked as I drowned a french fry into my ketchup and ate it. “Hmm, I loved her at that time and I seriously thought we were going to get married, but it ended a year after that, she cheated on me and we broke up, I was devastated but my father helped me get over it, when she realized she made a mistake, I’ve already moved on.”, he replied before taking a bite of his burger. He had ketchup on the side of his mouth, so I gestured for him to wipe it, all the while thinking about how much I wanted to lick it off with my tongue. I felt my p***y kind of feel tingly, so I looked away from him and looked out the window as I asked, “Did it take long for you to get over her?”. He seemed to think about his answer because he didn’t answer right away, a few minutes passed and he finally said, “It took a while, it was my first heart break, I fooled around a lot after that, with different women-“, I interrupted him and said, “Ewwww! What a man w***e!”, I laughed, teasing him. “What? I didn’t do it for money!”, he says, and I say, “That’s even worse!”, I’m full on laughing now, “At least the gigolo got money from it, you just got, what, an STD?!”, I said while laughing, he gave me a look that looked like it said, yeah I had an STD, so wide eyed, I said, “Nooo! You had an STD?! Ewwww!!! Oh my gosh!!! You’re sooo groosss!!!”, as I laughed hysterically. He threw a fry at me and smiled playfully, “Yeah, yeah, let’s talk in 5 years and let me know what it’s like for you.”, to which I replied, “Whatever, I’m not going to be whoring around, if that’s what you think I’d have done in 5 years, no sir-rey. Uh-uh.”. He says, “We’ll see.”, while smiling mysteriously. “I’d be 21 by then. Hopefully with someone decent and handsome and rich.”, I say. “Handsome and rich? How shallow of you!”, he retorts, to which I replied, “Whatever, does your girlfriend look like a foot? Is she ugly? Is she poor?! No, I thought so, you’re as shallow as I am.”, I chuckled and took a huge gulp of my soda. I was done with eating and so was he so I signaled for the check, when it arrived at the table, Odin reached for his wallet and said he got this one and I could get the next one, I was thrilled about that but was quickly annoyed when I noticed that the waitress was flirting with Odin, she brushed her hair over her ear, smiles a lot and laughs at something Odin said that wasn’t even funny. I roll my eyes and shake my head. When the waitress left to process our p*****t, I rolled my eyes and shook my head at Odin again, this time deliberately showing him. “What?”, he says, “Your girlfriend must be so annoyed when you flirt back at servers.”, I said. “I wasn’t flirting, it’s called being friendly.”, he says, to which I said, “Hmmmkay, whatever you say.”. The waitress gave our change, Odin left a tip but I got it when he turned his back to walk towards the exit, because that waitress was a flirt and she didn’t deserve it.

I caught up to Odin, he opened the car door for me and I went inside. I opened the driver door for him and I put on my seat belt. Once the engine was on, I turned on the radio and settled on a soothing classical music. Clair de Lune by Debussy was playing and this is one of my favorites so I closed my eyes as I listened to it. I feel the car ease out of the parking spot and we drive away from the diner towards home.

Before I knew it, we were home. Odin carried my bags to my room, I said I could handle it but he insisted.

He said, “See you tomorrow”, as he was getting in his car, but I shook my head no and said, “No, I’m going to take tomorrow off from school because I need to take the driver’s test and get my license so I can drive myself.”. “Oh okay then, you need a ride?”, he offered, I shook my head no again and said, “Uh no, thanks, my ex boyfriend, and still friend, Ivan, will drive me since we’ve planned this way before we broke up.”, he raised an eyebrow at me and says, “Oh okay, gay guy’s taking you, okay cool.”, he chuckles and I say, “He’s NOT gay!!!”, and he just got in his car and drove off.

I don’t think Ivan is gay, but if he is, I think I’m okay with that.