The Only One For Me

4 | Ch-ch-ch-changes

3 MONTHS LATER

It’s my birthday! I’m finally 16! I can finally drive! I’d have to learn first, but still, it’s awesome!

My grandma gave me a car for my 16th and I can’t wait to drive it. Tonight, Carly, Nora and Kaye are throwing me a birthday party and I’m super excited.

It’s weird but not only my age changed, my body did as well. I grew an ass, my boobs are bigger and my legs seemed longer, even if I’m still only 5’4” and a half. I grew into my body and I’m loving the attention I’ve been getting from the boys. I've gone on dates but I won’t go further than making out and perhaps some petting and only with someone I actually connect with, but I’m only 16 and I’m saving myself for someone who deserves to take my virginity.

I’ve been dating this guy, Ivan, for a month now, he’s from a different school, but I’m breaking things off because he’s kind of boring. I only started dating him because he was friends with Nora’s boyfriend Jake. We kissed a few times but there’s no spark for me, and I think he knows it too. He doesn’t even hold my hand on his own, I’d have to initiate it and all he can talk about is basketball, and I don’t know anything about basketball. I mean, I know Michael Jordan, but that’s about it.

I’m getting ready for tonight, the party will be held at Carly’s family’s cabin, it’s also a weekend getaway because we’re staying the weekend, although I’m sure Carly just saw this as an opportunity to finally sleep with Drew and add him to her list of conquests. Carly lost her virginity last year to some guy and after that, she’s had several other s****l encounters. According to rumors she slept with one of the stable boys in their ranch, but the thing was he was in his 20s and Carly was only 15. It was a hush hush situation because Carly’s family is rich and very known in our city and rumors are squashed before anyone can confirm it. We know that it’s true because she confided it to us. She said they were in love and she was beside herself when he disappeared, probably paid off by her family to stay away. She moved on to a couple of guys after that and then she met Drew.

They’re off and on, but now they’re back together again, but I don’t know why I catch him looking at me sometimes. I love Carly, and I’d never steal her boyfriend, but sometimes, when he looks at me, I wonder about if we ever had a future. I did meet him first, his older sister was one of my doctor’s residents and I met him when he was at the clinic the same time I had an appointment. His sister is a resident and her attending is my OB GYN. My mom insisted I start seeing an ob gyn before the start of sophomore year because of all the teen pregnancies out there. She knows I’m a virgin but insists anyway and says it’s better to be safe than pregnant at 15.

That was 6 months ago, when I met Drew. Days later, Carly showed up at our usual hang out place with him in hand, announcing that he was her boyfriend and I thought, that was fast considering she only broke up with her ex boyfriend a week prior. But that was Carly for you. She works fast.

I finished packing for the weekend at Carly’s cabin and now deciding on what to wear. I decided on a cute red and black corset type top with criss cross ties at the back that shows off a little bit of my back, leaving my shoulders exposed, I’m showing a little bit of cleavage because I just got boobs and I’d like to show them off. I paired the top with dark skinny jeans and thigh high black boots. I also have a black leather jacket to complete the look. I don’t normally wear makeup but today is my birthday so I wore this deep dark red lipstick to finish off my entire look.

I looked hot.