85. Strina's Diary (Book One)
January 4
I have not been feeling well for the past two days and I really do not understand what is wrong with me.
Do you think that these doctors are poisoning me?
Maybe I have been here for too long and now that depression hit me again, I am becoming a liability and they want to get rid of me.
So, I have come to a conclusion. I am going to fake it till I make it.
I am going to pretend that I am well and laugh and smile to see whether they will let me live for several more months so that I will be done with this diary.
I want to wait till Triz comes to visit again so that I can give it to her.
I really don't know why I am calling it a diary since it is more of a journal but who cares?
The primary purpose of writing it is to tell you what happened.
S
