98. Logan's POV I was ready to tell Doctor Clary my story in the hopes that she would pity me and have me. I know I was being selfish and that she didn't deserve me but is it wrong to hope for redemption? Is it wrong to repent all I did to Tamia and hope that the Moon Goddess will favor me this once? I had been a bad alpha and after all that happened to Tamia, I could never hope for redemption until I saw Clary. "I had a mate. She was called Tamia," I began and Clary didn't say anything as she encouraged me to continue with her gaze. "It was like Tamia was the beacon of light that illuminated this pack and once she was gone, all the light went out of the pack and darkness started ruling. I even stopped listening to the elders because everyone would judge me for what I did to her.