99. Logan's POV
I was hoping and praying that Clary would hear my plea and agree to be with me.
If she agreed to be with me, I would change for the better and become a better woman.
That was what I promised myself as we sat there talking.
I had told some of the things I had done including my fears and aspirations but I had left out what I thought even I couldn't believe that I did.
For example, I was selective when remembering what I did to Tamia.
I would always remember to how I made them beat her, deny her food, put silver on her, make her work nonstop but I chose to deliberately pretend that it wasn't me who ordered them to rape her nor was it me who ordered Carter to cut her father's neck.
Those things always haunted me.
I could always see how the blood spurted out of the neck
