Dark Truth

8

Tomorrow morning I saw that Tremor is now grey. He is starting to act more like a human. He asked me if there is anything to eat and that he never felt this much hunger. We made breakfast. He was eating like there is no tomorrow. Poor Tremor. I feel bad about what has happened.

-“Tremor. I wanted to ask you what did Kana meant with that I should leave Fran alone and to forget about her?” –I asked him while he was eating scrambled eggs. That was the only thing that I had in my refrigerator.

-“Oh, didn’t I told you that already.” – he started. –“Your little Fran is supposed to be Feros’ wife.

I was shocked because of that information. I could not believe what I was hearing.

-“You are lying!” –I attacked him. I took his gray neck in my hands and he started chocking.

-“I am not.” –he barely could have said those words.

I let him go. I need to save her. If she is in a superior world that means I could bring her back here.  I need to start writing. I ran towards my laptop and start imagining a story and a place where she is at and how she could escape. It went something like this:

“Some people say that there is nothing when you die. I thought that too. I remember the crash and how I die but I can’t remember how I get into the silk sheets in the golden room. Naked. What is the meaning of this? Is this an afterlife. Somebody knocked on the door of the golden room. Should I say: come in? or should I hide?  I am so scared. I went under the bed hoping they will notice that I have run away. The door opened and no one was there. It opened by itself…  I was holding my breath so they could not hear me but yet again, someone was already next to me under the bed. I screamed and ran as swiftly as possible from that creature. It was ugly and scary and had burned face. I ran out of the room and started running through some never-ending hallways. I fell. I started crawling now because I hurt my ankle. Then after a while, I gave up running. There was no point. The hallway was neverending. The man with a burned face come to me and asked me why I was running from him. I kept quiet. He continued saying how he found me in the forest, alone, hurt and that he nurtured me and kept me alive all of these years. Years? So many years have passed since I arrived here and I was only asleep. Where is my Evan? What is going on with him now? Is he ok? I wonder if he knows that I am alive.

I gave up running from that man, and now somehow after some time, he seems nice to me. He smiled but he has no teeth. I asked for his name and he told me that his name was Fero and also continued talking about his family tree. He is royalty?

Time has passed and I fell in love with Fero. Deep inside of me, I knew that Evan is still thinking about me and that I should try to contact him. I found a room in a castle that has been a border from this world to another and one cute boy is guarding that door. I was giving the guardian everyday visit and we became best of friends. His name was Tremor and he said that he was glad to have me as his Misstress of a lord. He knew that we were about to get married. One time he let me go beyond this world and that’s where I found my Evan. I tried to talk to him but he seemed so scared and was carefully looking at the closet room. I could not reach him and warn him not to come here and look for me. I failed my duty.

Fero proposed to me in the night of starry sky. It was so romantic and I could not ask for a better way for someone to propose. My Evan did that while having dinner in front of the whole restaurant. I would rather be with my Evan right now even though I don’t miss here anything. I now seem to be royal and I have everything that I need. Therefore, this world is far from the human world so I can not ask anything from Evan. He is just one same human being and no different. Last night I heard that Fero needs to prepare for the wedding. He gave up the power of his to Tremor to give to some chosen guy that he chose early when he was a kid. Tremor did what he asked. I haven’t seen Tremor for a while I wonder where he is. Is he with Evan?

I heard that Kana lost her wings another day. Is Evan learning to control Feros’ power so he could come and rescue me? I wonder if I made a great decision of being Feros’ bride and all.

Evan is alive and he is still searching for me. Tremor is banished from this world as a punishment of betrayal. I will miss the Tremor. Hope he will help Evan to come for me. I have cold feet because of the wedding and it is only seven days before it happen. Please, Evan, come save me. I would rather be with you in the normal world than here looking at how they devour the souls of innocent people form the human world.”

I was in trans while writing this. These are her thoughts from the time she was in the closet room. That was her. I could sense beautiful energy back then. Now it is the time that I finish this story and bring her back. I will open a portal so she could go through it here in my room. I started writing:

“I was sleeping when suddenly some kind of portal opened before me. I was eager to go through it but Fero appeared. He was so angry that the only thing he said was: “CLOSE”. And the portal closed. I knew that Evan was trying to help me but he failed. Evan, please try another way. “

-“You can’t do that.” –Tremor said.

-“Why? I was so close.” –I said.

-“Fero is still much more powerful than you are even without his power.” –Tremor continued.

-“Then what should I do?” –I asked him nicely.

-“I really don’t know. We could try and go again to the superior world and try to get her back.”

-“Then we should try that.” –I said with courage in my voice. I need to be the prince in the shining armor right now. I am ready to face Fero.