~Laikan~
My thoughts were disorganized, I didn’t know what to think of or what I should do. I have been spending most of the time in my office.
The bedroom reminds me of her, her smells were everywhere, and I could hardly think of anything else when she was the only one that was clouding my thoughts.
If sending Aria away from me was the best decision, I was going to accept that but every second I ran back to the east wing to check on her, I was worried over little things.
I did not want to create a bridge between us but it seems it can’t be helped, I have to protect her from me.
I was deeply worried, what if what happened before happened again?
What if she doesn’t wake up this time?
I ruffled my hair and exhaled deeply.
I don’t feel settled when she isn’t here, but then what i
