Married to a Gangster (Tagalog)

Note! Please read! I wrote this story wayback in 2013, so the plot might not be that unique and the content might not be well delivered. Please bare with it though, I don't want to edit the story anymore because I might ruin the originality. Also, some details might not match accordingly but I'm trying to find them so I can fix it. If may details po kayong napansin na hindi nagmamatch pls don't hesitate to send me a msg, it will be a big help since I don't have much time to re-read all of the stories. And pls remember, you are free to judge the story but in a respectful way, that's the only kind of criticism I can accept. Also, if you want to read my recent stories, you can follow me on my w*****d account. My username is Priceless_smiles. Minsan mahirap siyang isearch so try to search for #xian and it will lead you to some of my stories. That's all, thank you so much! She's Lorraine Taylor, gorgeous, sexy, sweet and full of charm. A modeling goddess and a perfect girlfriend material. But everything became complicated when she married him. He's Seije Park. Handsome is an understatement. A fighter, a player, a killer, a gangster. A product of accusing eyes. A monster living in the past. Living in hell, next to a monster, conquering their past together with violence, will she be able to reach the end being married to a gangster? Chapter 1 Lorraine's POV “One more,” I was trying to ask for more, more margarita, more tequila. But my friends won’t allow me. “Aine stop it okay? You’re drinking too much,” Aubrey held my hand as she takes the shot glass from me. She tossed it over the counter and glared at the bartender infront of us. The poor bartender looked away and Aubrey sighed as she turns at me. I pouted my lips. My friends won’t really let me get away with this. But they should know I can’t be stopped. I went here to drink, to get drunk and to be wild. I went here to purposely waste the night so I can forget. I took back the shot glass as I close my eyes, feeling the strong liquid down my throat. My friends resulted in a huge sigh as a sign of defeat. They all look at me with sympathy as my eyes start to sting with unshed tears. “Please, just let me loosen up this time. You’re all here, nothing bad will happen. Please? Pretty please?” Nakita kong nagtinginan silang tatlo at sabay sabay na napabuntung-hininga. Naramdaman ko nalang na hinawakan ni Claire ang kamay ko, she looked at me as she flashes an expression dressed with concern. "Aine, ano ba kasing problema? Hindi ba okay naman kayo ni Lance? I mean, Lance is your bestfriend and we see it as an advantage. You know each other very well and your family knows you can get along with an arranged marriage." I stared at her, at them. Alam kong concern lang sila pero nakakapagod lang kasing mag-explain. Nakakapagod magsalita ng magsalita tapos sa huli hindi ka pa rin nila maintindihan. I just can't get any better kaya umiling nalang ako at pilit na ngumiti sa kanila. "Don't mind me girls. Diba we went here to have fun? Please, wag niyo ng problemahin ang problema ko. I can handle this." Nagtinginan nanaman sila. Nagulat nalang ako nang iabot sa akin ni Misty ang isang shot ng Jack Daniels tapos ay tumayo siya. "Okay, let's rock this night Lorraine. Kalimutan mo muna 'yang problema mo kahit sandali. We’re here to get drunk with you!" Napangiti ako dahil sa ginawa niya. Atleast, my friends won't leave me alone. And that's what we did, we started to have fun. Habang masaya kaming nagkukuwentuhan ay hindi ko pa rin mapigilang mag-isip. I'm just really mad, disappointed and a bit hurt. Bakit ganito? Why do I have to marry the best guy I've ever known? Why do I have to marry my bestfriend? Bakit? Mom doesn't really understand me, they can't understand me. Hindi naman yun ganun kadali e. I love Lance..but in a friendly way. At ayokong masira ang pagka-kaibigan namin just because they’re putting us on a wedding. I mean, wala ba akong karapatang piliin ang taong gusto kong pakasalan? I understand my mom though, I know she's just doing this because she wants to make sure I'll be with someone she knows well. She's been too afraid to entrust me to some other guys. I understand, I am her only child. But it's just too much to take. I excused myself away. Gusto kong magpa-hangin sa labas at gusto kong mag-isip. Gusto kong isiping mabuti kung ano ang consequences ng pagpapakasal sa taong hindi ko mahal. Sa lalim ng pag-iisip ko ay hindi ko na napansin ang dinaraanan ko. Maybe because of the alcohol, I lost my balance when I bumped into something rock hard and fell on the floor. Napangiwi ako sa sakit ng balakang ko. I squinted and saw a pair of shoes infront of me, umangat ang mga mata ko sa taong nasa harapan ko ngayon. A tall guy with a massive broad shoulders towered over of me. The light from the club lit his face a bit. I saw how his expression hardened while looking down at me. "Another b***h trying to get laid tonight?" His eyebrow shot up, he smirked. I rolled my eyes. Oh it's normal to find conceited jerks in a club like this. Hindi na nakakabiglang s*x ang gusto ng lahat. Tinulungan ko ang sariling makatayo ng maayos sa kabila ng pagiging tipsy. I'm not really alcoholic, kaya mabilis lang akong tinatamaan ng alak. Tinignan ko ang lalaki kahit na hindi ko naman makita ng maayos ang kaniyang mukha dahil madilim at umiikot na ang paningin ko. I think going out is a bad idea, I should just go back to my friends at baka mag-panic ang mga iyon kapag hindi ako nakita. Umaalon ang paningin ko dahil sa alak. Hindi pa man ako nakakalayo ay hinigit na ng lalaki ang braso ko. Bumagsak ako sa matigas nitong dibdib. "H-hey.." sinikap kong tumayo ng maayos. Subalit lalo yata akong nahilo nang maamoy ko ang kaniyang pabango. He smells so nice, so manly, so inviting. Napakapit ako sa kaniyang dibdib nang higitin pa niya akong lalo, ngayon ay magkadikit na ang aming katawan. He tilted his head and I felt him kissing my earlobe. I giggled. "You smell good.." he murmured near my ears. Halos mapapikit ako sa kaniyang boses. His hoarse and husky voice is so inviting. Ni hindi ko namalayang tumingkayad na ako para maabot ang kaniyang mukha. He chuckled, naramdaman kong umikot ang kamay nito sa aking baywang. Idiniin niya akong lalo sa kaniyang katawan at kinilabutan ako nang maramdaman ang matigas na bagay sa gitna ng kaniyang mga hita. He chuckled when he felt my reaction. "I'm surprisingly turned on.." Ngumisi ako, hindi na makadilat dahil tila ako nalalasing sa kaniyang amoy. I am a virgin, and I haven't even kissed a guy. Kung bakit may kakaiba akong nararamdaman ngayon ay hindi ko maipaliwanag. He leaned down to kiss me. Sa una ay mabagal iyon at marahan, tila lalo akong nilalasing. Subalit ang mararahang halik ay naging marahas na tila sabik na sabik. Something inside my body awakened. Umangat ang mga paa ko nang buhatin ako nito. Pumasok kami sa bar at hindi ko na alam kung saan pa niya ako dinala. Muling lumapat ang kaniyang mga labi sa akin. His kisses were harsh, invading my mouth. Hindi ko siya masabayan because I'm completely clueless of what’s happening. Nang maramdaman ang malambot na kama ay tila ako nagising sa isang panaginip. Bumaba ang mga halik ng lalaki sa aking leeg atsaka ko lamang nakita kung nasaan kami. It's a private room inside the club. Bigla akong natauhan, umiwas ako't bahagya siyang itinulak. Tumaas ang kilay nito, "What? You can't back out now woman, I'm f*****g turned on." Umiling ako, hindi makapagsalita. Now that there's enough light, I can already see his face. Halos malula ako, I've never seen a guy this handsome. Ang makakapal nitong kilay at madidilim na mga mata ay tila nakakahalina. Umiling ako. I need to get out of here. Subalit bago pa man ako makababa ng kama ay hinila na nito ang paa ko. "No! Let me go!" Ngumisi ito. He cupped my face and kissed me harshly. Nagpumiglas ako pero nang maramdaman ang kaniyang mga kamay sa kung saan-saang bahagi ng aking katawan ay tila nilamon na ako ng apoy. "You really wanna go? Hmm?" Nang bumalik ang mga labi niya sa labi ko ay mas naging marahan at maingat ang bawat halik niya. It gave me this foreign feeling that I didn't knew, I am pushing myself to him. His hands tangled through my hair and the tip of his tongue met mine. The poison of alcohol gave me the courage to go on. I responded to his kisses.. and touch. And the rest was ecstasy. * Matinding sakit ng ulo ang bumalot sa akin pagmulat ko sa aking mga mata ko. Pilit kong inaalala ang mga nangyari pero parang sadyang binura ang mga ito sa isip ko. Hindi ko alam kung bakit ganito kabigat ang pakiramdam ko. Nang makita ang kinaroroonan ko ay tila lalong sumakit ang ulo ko. Hindi pamilyar ang kwarto at nakabalot ako sa puting kumot ng puti ring kama. Nanlaki ang mga mata ko nang unti-unting maalala ang mga nangyari kagabi. Sabay sa pagpatak ng mga luha ko ang pabalyang pagbukas ng pintuan. Bumungad sa akin ang mga kaibigan kong nanlalaki ang mga mata. “Aine!” Agad nila akong dinumog sa kama at lalo lamang akong naiyak. Gusto kong magwala pero parang nanghina ako, wala akong lakas sumigaw. Hindi ako makapagsalita! “Sino? Sinong lalaki ang gumawa nito sayo Aine? Sino?” Umiiyak na tanong nila. Umiling ako, hindi ko maalala ang kaniyang mukha. I can only hear his voice in my head and it hurts my head more! "We should call the police," Akmang kukunin ni Claire ang kaniyang cellphone nang pigilan siya ni Misty. "Wag tayong magpadalos-dalos! Model si Aine! May pangalan siya! Isipin mo naman kung anong kahihiyan ang mararamdaman niya kapag kumalat sa media na na-rape siya!" "Pero anong gagawin natin?" Nagpapanic nitong tanong. I felt my hands trembling. Tinakip ko iyon sa aking mukha at tuluyang umiyak. My friends cried with me. **