•ROWAN•
I have to get twisted drunk for hours just to forget Emma, she filled my mind like a dangerous drug I was trying so hard to get rid of,
So much for trusting and giving yourself, your whole world to the one person who could not even be truthful with you,
It felt like a large blow seeing her and her boyfriend together, licking lips while they both know they played me, f**k, I knew no matter how hard I tried to douse the feeling down with alcohol, it still f*****g hurt,
I spend hours in the club before I call a chauffeur to come to pick me up and take me home,
Walking into the apartment felt wrong but I tried to concentrate more on my intoxicated mind and shut everything out, including ignoring Emma’s door as I walked right past it and entered my room,
Quickly taking off my
