NÌKOLAI’S POV I can’t seem to get control of my raging emotions lately. I’ve been all over the place and I’ve even been slipping with work. It’s killing me and I know why. A certain hazel eyed woman can’t stop protruding my dreams at night. I’m not really a sleeper, but I’ve been sleeping more and more lately. When I do close my eyes at night, all I see is her. She wasn’t supposed to do this to me, but she has. She has me captivated. For the longest time it’s felt like I’ve just been drifting off through life. After Cecilia’s death, my life turned upside down. The love I once had for everything was gone and I didn’t even want to live, but I had a job to do. It’s been my destiny to be the Don of the most powerfullest mafia family since I was a baby. I was trained through blood