Celina Myles
POV
After that extremely embarrassing moment with Aries... Milo left and I went to look for him... he was standing in an abandoned hallway... This area was under construction the movie room and the restaurant was being renovated...He was on the phone... When the call was over I was about to approach him... But I saw him back up and drop to the ground... He was crying... I decided to leave him be... I walked away... I knew guys hated when girls walked in on moments like that so I just let him be... It broke my heart to just leave him like that but I knew he didn't trust me yet... I promise I will heal Milo, he will be my boyfriend one day even if it takes me years to have him I'm willing to wait for him... I don't know how to discribe it but I've never felt this way about a guy before... Never had I ever wanted a guy this badly in my life before, it's just Something about Milo Hudson that I feel attracted to, it's got something to do with that pale green eyes, it's something I can connect with, pain... I have felt it, lived it and I've even gotten the scars of it. That's why I loved reading and writing it takes me to a place where I don't get physically hurt by my boyfriend, or get cheated on by my boyfriend or longing for a guy that might never be mine... I'm a sucker for a good romance novel...
Celina Hudson... I thought in my head... I loved the sound of that... I loved the thought of having Milo's last name... I loved the sound of being with Milo, Milo was untouchable because his walls were so high up no one could get through even if they wanted to... I wanted to know more about Milo, other than his age and where his from... I could ask Alexis to do a search on him but that would be invading his privacy... And it's stalkerish... I know I do get a little crazy some times, and I could be a little bit nosy too... I loved mysteries and all of the things that go with it... So finding out things about someone seemed like a challenge I wanted to take on...
My phone dinged... Bringing me out of my deep and twisted thoughts...
I knew it was bad, because it was the special message tone I had for the dirt sheet... so let me explain the dirt sheet, is basically where you find out about everyone's secrets and boy some are bad, it has nothing like Gossip girl its 100% more brutal the dirt sheet, is special to this school and it posts the worst secrets you don't want the world to know, like last year a girl named Casey Roberts had s*x with a college guy pictures of her wild night got onto the app, people started calling her a sult and all sorts of bad names... Her friends deserted her and she became depressed and she committed suicide a week later... I tried to be there for her but I had secrets I needed to protect too Nate being one of them... No one would sell out the app incase your secrets would come out, if you try to report the app or if anyone other than a student tries to get into the app, you won't be able to get in it turns on your camera and your background is checked... I don't exactly know who runs the app because anyone can post on the app anyone's secrets... So back to the message...
[Hey there upper east siders... Just in Celina Myles and Bryson Styles trouble in paradise? (The video of me telling Bryson my vibrator is better than his d**k) All's fair in love and war... And honey that's war... Queen B 1 Jock 0...]
Great just what I needed... Yes this is very Gossip girl... I know but this is 100 times worse, because there are no secrets here, all your secrets are on show, this one girl's parents got a silent divorce but everyone found out about it... one thing about our school is, your parents have to be married and you should be born in wedlock, in my case my uncle owns the school and my God father owns All of America and I just didnt give a crap... And yes the fact that I was born out of wedlock was on the dirt sheet... no one spoke to me for a whole year before I took over the whole darn school... Since then I've become the girl everyone fears, I've become someone I don't even recognize... Yes am what people would call the most popular girl at this school... I wasn't a b***h that would ruin people's lives, but people still feared me, one bully that was picking the nerds pissed me off so I had him expelled since then I have been feared by every one knowing I could get them kicked out... I was the girl all guys wanted and all girls wanted to be... But guys knew not to approach me and also girls knew not to look into my direction, it's not because I wanted to be feared but because I hated attention... They still wanted to be me and not because I was attractive or my personality, because only because of my looks but because of my family, my God father was the richest guy on the Forbes list... My dad was named the sexiest man alive by Cosmopolitan magazine, some of the girls at our school tried to hit on my dad a couple of times, my dad still looks like he's in his thirties, then my uncle Lucy (Seth) He is the scariest guy of all of them, he has mafia ties, my uncle Sky has won awards for his modelling, then uncle Dan has been named the Dean of the year thrice, my aunt and mom are both ex models, with multiple awards and owns a modelling agency in LA so mom and aunt Ashleigh have to be there a lot, then my aunt Alexandria is a total badass, she taught us all how to use a gun, how to defend ourselves so I could take on a guy if I wanted to... My sister became a doctor at age 18 actually she's not a doctor yet but in three years she will be... I could get in anywhere without having to show my ID and I get sent clothes from top designers because they want to impress my mom and Aries who is a clothing Designer and she's amazing... My aunt Taytum with my mom and aunt Ashleigh started Extreme Modelling agency when my mom was pregnant with Nikita and I... Mom had to quit her dream job because of us, my mom and dad had to move to New York because of my panic attacks, and being kidnapped... I know my family had to sacrifice a lot for me... where was I again? Oh yes everyone wanted the connections I had and would do anything to have them... I on the hand would do anything for family time, I miss my mom and dad, hell I would do anything to see daddy Seb...
"Cece I'm so sorry" I look at Madison Dawson...
"About?"
"About the video"
"What video?"
"Your fight with Bryson?"
I laughed because the weirdest thing just popped into my head
"Why you laughing?"
"Have you ever said his initials in your head?"
"Kinda why?"
"He is full of Bullshit, because he's initials are BS..." I have no idea why I found that funny... But my thoughts went back to Milo and what happened during that phone call... was he hurt?
"Cece, we need to get to choir..."
I nodded my head and went to choir... I loved singing... My God father always used to sing to me when I was scared or just because we used to sing together it was something we used to do together before they moved back to LA...
when I saw the woman standing at the entrance I knew trouble was coming... Uncle Dan's ex wife also known as the witch... Mom hates her and she's always trying to get uncle Dan back...
I walked up to her...
"What's your problem this is private property you should leave"
"Look here little girl you better mind your own business, before I really hurt you..."
"I'd love to see you try and put a hand on me... I've had a hard day I have no problem smashing your head in!" I hissed
And she turned to leave... Mia was a total drama queen and a b***h she always wanted more money and tried to use their son to get more money out of my uncle Dan after the divorce nearly 12 years ... God I hated this woman... She won't let my uncle get remarried to his long time girlfriend Kenzie he met her in Paris 12 years ago she practically Raised Mason because all Mia cared about was money and attention and after the divorce she got enough money to last her a life time... But she's been the custody case as an excuse for wanting money for a son she hasn't taken care of in years and using their son Mason as a, pawn in her sick game is disgusting to think she used to be my Godmothers best friend and it took them so many years to find out what type of person she is... She was jealous of her friends accomplishments and she hated when they didn't give her enough attention...
I went to my music / Choir class...
"You late" Mrs Knight said she hates my guts because I had the power to fire after she threw a duster at me last year so if she ever tries something like that again She's fired...
"Miss Myles sing something for the class"
Great just what I needed... I nod
I go into the stage...
I begin to sing my favourite song... We Belong by Dove Cameron
"Live in LA now
Hard without you I'm
Missing you miles away
Said I need space but
I don't need space I
Need you to come to me
Like
Bang, bang, think I'm allergic
To every other person
You're the one now I'm certain
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
We belong together
We belong together
And you know it
Wine stained teeth
And bloodshot eyes
Think we're both f****d up
And that's alright
Yeah, yeah
We belong together
Ooh-ooh, oh
You got my heart
And you got my brain
So get on, get on a plane
Just take a fast car right
Into my arms like
You gotta understand
Bang, bang, think I'm allergic
To every other person
You're the one now I'm certain
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah"
I open my eyes and I lock eyes with his pale green eyes, his standing in the way leaning on the door frame his muscles flexing under his tight fitted white tee and Looking devilishly handsome... I nearly lost my breath and made a fool of myself... I go back to focus on singing...
"We belong together
We belong together
And you know it
Wine stained teeth
And bloodshot eyes
Think we're both f****d up
And that's alright
Yeah, yeah
We belong together
Ooh-ooh, oh
Bang, bang, so automatic
Know you got me excited
And we don't gotta hide it
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah (oh, oh, oh yeah)
We belong together (ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh)
We belong together
And you know it
Wine stained teeth
Bloodshot eyes
Think we're both f'd up
And that's alright
(Yeah, yeah)
We belong together
Ooh-ooh, oh
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
(Bang, bang)
(Ooh-ooh, oh)
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
Bang, bang, think I'm allergic
To every other person
You're the one now I'm certain"
I closed my eyes again breathing looking into his eyes was a bad idea. There was something in his eyes. Something that made me want to run up to him and hug him and kiss him. I love his green eyes. I took a deep breath trying to forget about the look in his eyes.