The new boy's secret

Chapter 2

Celina Myles

POV

Today was a big day I had bought an outfit especially for today. I was wearing a mid thigh blush pink dress it was a skater style type of dress, it was cute and I thought it would be perfect for tonight... I thought Nate would like it too...

"What the f**k are you wearing Celina your entire body is on show! ?" Nate shouts at me

I cower away from him... He came up to me...

"I-I thought you might like it" I whisper

"Well, I don't so we ain't going out no more... No guy deserves to see you dressed like a slut" he says

I nod...

He pulls me to him, and he hugs me i I hug him back... I knew what would happen if I didn't hug him back... It was our anniversary and I wasn't going to ruin it for us...

I love you baby with all of my heart" Nate says

I smile, i knew he loved me, he just had a hard way of showing it, today is our first anniversary, we've been together for a year now... And things have been a little crazy, Nate can be a tad bit possessive and overbearing when it comes to guys at my school he even has guys watching me to make sure I don't speak to other guys.

"I love you forever and always" I say

"You know baby you're so beautiful, so sexy and so very hot" he says

Kissing my neck while holding my ass in his hands... He's been wanting to have s*x with me since we started dating but I told him after we're dating for one year I'll have s*x with him, but I, I don't think I'm ready yet, I am still a virgin I am scared it will hurt... I wanted my first time to be special that's why I've waited so long, I was only 15 I actually wanted to wait till I'm married but Nate didn't want to wait that long... So I agreed to a year into our relationship. And I'm starting to think it was a bad idea... I've always had this idea of what I wanted my first time to be like, and this wasn't it... Nate didn't make me feel special... I can't go through with this... I can't do this... I am not ready...

"N-Nate I-I'm not ready yet" I stammer out

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"Cece wake up you'll be late for school again" Rease says

I groan I hated being woken up in the morning... Wow I hadn't dreamt about Nate in a very long time... My ex, my first every thing before him I pretty much didn't care about guys or anything else for that matter. We met at one of my therapy sessions... He was there too, Nate had a bit of an issue with anger but he had it under control...

Urhhh how I hated the first day of school

(She's our maid and she basically raised me my parents were in-between Los Angeles and New York so which meant my siblings and I were left alone at home a lot... That doesn't mean I didn't have an amazing childhood well it was amazing until my twin sister Nikita went off to college a couple of years ago so it was just me and my twelve year old little brother Ryder at home, I wanted a normal childhood so I chose to finish high school at the proper age like 18... I didn't know what I wanted to do after school anyway it was an excuse to prolong the inevitable which is college... Boring)

RING RING

My phone rang I know its Nikita... Its her special ringtone, the theme song for Gossip Girl...

"Hello" I say lazily...

"Get up Cece you'll be late for school you know how uncle Dan gets when students are late" she says

"Dr Myles will you please chill I won't be late" I tease her

"I'm not a doctor yet I'm just a resident... So how's Mr popular?" Niki says

"Arg his a damn asshole, the s*x was terrible as well the guy would c*m in like 3 minutes and then leave me there to finish myself..." I said annoyed...

Truth was I hadn't seen my so called boyfriend since school ended before the summer vacation... Yeah that was months ago... We never had a clingy I need you every second relationship and we hadn't texted or messaged each other either I had just gotten home from Miami last night with my two best friends, we had partied every day till the sun came up I was exhausted...

I just found Bryson Sampson un-adventurous in bed, I loved it rough, like slapping me choking me my ex boyfriend Nate did before Bryce did that... Before him I was a virgin, one night we were kissing and he wanted more but that's not what I wanted I was scared of having s*x, I was scared it would hurt, but he refused to wait so he slapped me and choked me until I passed out and had s*x with me while I was unconscious, he obviously apologized the next day and we had s*x a lot after that, we broke up when he got arrested for r****g a girl from the college that he went to... So we didn't technically break up, but the fact that he cheated on me made me angry... He told me that the girl lied when he asked me to get him a lawyer, he wanted me to ask my God mother Ashleigh Shaw, but there's no way she would have agreed all the evidence was stacked against him... I hadn't seen or heard from him since...

I could hear her laughing in the background... which had snapped me out of my thoughts

(BTW I'm not a slut or anything I've only slept with two guys and we were in at least 1 year together before we became intimate and it was guys I trusted)

"Sis I miss you..." She says with a sigh

"I miss you too Niki... How's Myla? I heard she closed a huge deal last week?" I say

"She's good... Taking over her dads company is a big deal for her... I hope you out of bed" she warns

"Almost..." I say laughing...

"Cece you need to grow up... Have you decided what you want to study next year?"

"Yeah, I spoke to uncle Lucy (Seth) And I decided to study English Lit... I want to be a Author, I took a couple of online writing courses I'm really interested in this Niki" I say with enthusiasm...

"That's good, it sounds good I guess... Have you spoken to dad about it?"

"I know it sounds good because it came out of my mind... He would have to be home for me to have a conversation with him..." I say rolling my eyes

I heard Nikita sigh heavily

"They still not home?" She asks

I look up and Rease is giving me the stink eye... Telling me I need to get up...

"Nope they not home yet...look I got to go Kita Rease is giving me the stink eye"

"I'm glad Rease is there to get your ass out of bed... I'll see you I'll phone you tonight after my shift, by the way let the poor guy down easy"

"Who?" I didn't know who she was talking about

"Mr popular" she says laughing

She knew me well enough to know that I'm dumping him

"Oh Bryson" I say rolling my eyes

"Yeah him... Oh and I'll be home in two weeks..." Niki said

"That's great Kita I miss you like hell..." I say excitedly I was supposed to fly out to Los Angeles last month but I lost track of days and I didn't get a chance to see her... It's our birthday in two weeks and we always throw an out there party...

"Yeah I'll be there..." she says

"XOXO" I say

"I know you love me, Gossip Girl..." Nikita replied

That was how we always ended our calls since we watched Gossip girl together, we were die hard Gossip Girl fans... I can't say I loved the ending with Dan being Gossip Girl but what can you do... Of course I was totally Blair and Nikita was totally Jenny because I have two best friends who follow me around and I am dating Bryson Sampson the Jock and Nikita was more of the girl next door she never partied, drank or anything like that, but my sister was not a virgin that's for sure... Its our birthday in two weeks then I'll be 18... I'm so excited mom and dad Will be home too... Its the only time of year I saw them, would be our birthday's I've basically raised my brother with the help of Rease of course

I got out of bed and walked to my bathroom... My bathroom was a victorian style my God father Sebastian Designed it for me, he had designed every aspect of my room as a birthday present last year... I loved all things girly like unicorns, butterfly's, stuffed animals and fluffy things I loved anything fluffy... I took a quick shower and walked to my walk in closet which had been replaced with new clothes once a month, it was mostly clothing sent from designers because of my mother being a retired model and my dad being a business mogel with his four best friends... I hated our school uniform... I had Aria Nixon altered my skirt was a cute skater skirt and my shirt was more fitted and then my knee high white socks now had frills and I wore heels black ones... my blazer was cropped and more fitting to my body... and I hated the tie I had it sown on to the blazer...

I got dressed and ready for the day... I was class President and a cheerleader, honestly I hated all the activities thrown onto me... I was on the dance club and the choir group... so basically I would go to school every single day and not the three days like everyone else... So I had a packed day... hoop hoop... I dread seeing Bryce today I need to break free today and not a day later...

I walk downstairs our chef is busy laying the table...

"Miss Celina, Miss Alexis is here" Bruce our butler said (Alexis is Alexandria and Sky's daughter we attended school together)

"Let her in..." I say

He nods and bows before walking away

Ryder comes running down the stairs... Almost bumping me out of my chair

"What the hell Ry?" I ask glaring at my i***t brother

"Sorry Sissy I smelt food I'm hungry" He said making a puppy dog face, those darn blue eyes could get you to do anything...

"So are you excited about your first day of high school?" I ask him changing the subject

"Yeah I'm finally in the same grade as the other guys" he said enthusiastically

"Please I beg you not to be like those idiots remember you only 12 years old..." I literally beg him...

"Yes mam" he says giving me a salute mocking me...

I roll my eyes... Idiot...

"Good morning Cece and Ry" Alexis says walking into the dinning room

"Morning miss cheerful" I say

"Morning Lexi" Ry says

"When are your goons arriving?" Alexis asks

"The girls are meeting me at school and not here" I say

"So I wanted to speak to you about a video that went viral yesterday I wanted to let you know before you walk into the school blindly" Alexis says

"What video?" I ask confused

"Bryson having s*x with a senior from Belgrove High" she says looking at me pity fully

I nod... I don't know know why but I just didn't care, I wanted to break up with him anyway I'm just going to have to do it faster than anticipated... I guess I'm breaking up with him today...

"Can you send me the video? I was planning on dumping his useless, ass anyway... I'll just have to do it today" ask

"Why?" she asks me shocked you see Alexis and I weren't very close so she didn't know about my problems with Bryce

"Because I'm not that into him anyway my Bob does more wonders than he did" I say not interested in this conversation way

"Bob?" Ryder asks

"Battery Operated Boyfriend" I say nonchalant

"God... You sometimes" Alexis says laughing...

I ate a bowl of yogurt and some fruit and we headed out... Ryder would be riding with us today... Alexis stayed next door to us... And then the twins (Aries and Aria) owns the house next to us on the other side, Aria is a famous wedding planner and then Aries is a art teacher at our school, she also had her own fashion line called the twins make their own money and never relied on their father they hated the strip club money so they started their businesses...

I started writing novels because I was bored, I posted a few online and I've written so many that I am getting paid... I also have my own cosmetics line called Sk stands for Secret Keeper after Nikita and I it's anynomous of course I created it when I had to hide bruises Nate gave me from people, all of the products are 100% organic and moisturises your skin as well plus the one I created for me helps with bruising and swelling I haven't released that one to the public it was made just for me to use, I felt alone so I wrote, it didn't help that my boyfriend at the time hated the sound of my voice and refused to listen to me, so I wrote a novel about my life, my family, my relationship... it was and still is anonymous... People said that he r***d the girl and she shouldn't be so forgiving... I think what they said got to me mentally, because I started to believe them and when he got arrested, and we had to break up a part of me was relieved, I wrote about that and people started commenting saying that she was better of without me and that she needs some one who would love her... I started writing about Bryce and how he would cheat and how I couldn't get aroused by him, people started saying she needed a therapist and that she was treated badly in her last relationship so she's craving that as well a way to make herself feel better... Reading encouraging comments is what gets me through the day... I don't think my family knows how tough my life is... My cosmetic line is a secret as well, I started that when I was 12 together with my sister she owns half of the company, but she's a silent partner... She's too busy with school...