Present Day Ryan’s POV After the brutal morning I just had with the Silver Lake Alpha, I needed some fresh air. I decided to walk down by the harbor. When I saw Alpha Kaitlin in the gym this morning, I was hypnotized by her. I had just wanted to speak to her but, of course, my big fat mouth spurted the worst word vomit. I bolted after Beta Blayn said who I was talking to. Then, just my luck, there she was sitting there watching the harbor. I took my chance to apologize. She was so graceful talking to me I just hung my head in shame. She was right. I was a boy. I can’t believe my own actions. I never thought about endless women throwing themselves at me, I had women constantly. Now thinking of how the young Alpha said they wanted something from me I see it clear as day. I want to slam m