I woke up early feeling a little numb. What happened earlier started sinking in. In order to stop myself from crying, I tried not to dwell on it when the memories hit me. When Dianne said that Lance has been sleeping with her for a while, I wonder what she meant when she said that they have been sleeping for a while now. When did it start? Was it before or after Lance and I started dating? I remember the times I spent with Lance. Does he meet Dianne after we've been together? I had a sudden realization. After my mom got hospitalized, he left saying that he needs to take care of something. Did he meet Dianne after he left the hospital? The thought made me cringe since we have only been making out before we headed to the hospital. I checked on my mom and fixed the couch I was sleeping o