Ellis I couldn't believe this was happening. I spent the morning with my kids, and even though we failed to make a delicious breakfast we could all enjoy, I was just thankful for this time with them. And Love, she was gracious, a little nervous than I am used to but still hospitable to me. It was more than I deserved after what I did to her. Our children are a priority in her life. She was the best mother. I caught her smiling as she watched us at the table, even though she tried to hide her smile. It warmed my heart. THIS IS LIFE, THIS SHOULD HAVE BEEN MY EVERYDAY LIFE had I not f****d up six years ago. I was in my son's room, helping him with school. As he brushed his teeth in the bathroom, I inspected the room. It was a blue-themed huge bedroom with an adjoining playroom. The