She Keeps Me Warm

Chapter Thirteen

Have you ever been told something but then later felt like an i***t because what you've been told was a fucken lie..

I was so mad when I took a shower later on after the match.

So they think I'm fucken stupid.. wow.. if they were hiding their relationship they fucken shouldn't be so affectionate in public. f**k theeeeem!

I was feeling very gayish for tonight's party and in order to forget what I saw earlier I planned on getting wasted and hopefully f*****g someome... So I put on my black ripped jeans, white shirt and white sneakers..and then a black straight cap on to avoid my hair being all over my face and put on my leather jacket.

I wrote a tiny letter for the folks when they come back..

Hello parents..

Okay so Sandra, captain of the team invited me to her party.. not just me, the rest of the team to actually celebrate their first draw in three years with Rosemary, which is as good a win since they never beat it before..

So I'm at her home.. if you want her I'll sms her contacts. Goodnight..

Just a warning, I might be late or sleepover... I prefer sleeping over because It's safe..

Nighty nighty....

Then I put it on the table and took my phone with cash and headed out. Sandra did text me the address and I waited for my ride which only took a few minutes.. Texify and these big cities.. it was just amazing how you could request a ride and fifteen minutes later it pitches. It's like they are driving around waiting for you to need them... okay to be honest.. they are driving around waiting for you to need them..

I got inside the car and said hi to the guy.

"Party?" He asked aching his brow at me and I smiled, "getting wasted..."

"Alright, a friendly tip, if you're not sleeping over make sure you know a person who'll drive you home. It's not really safe here hey... girls.. worse like you get brutally killed.."

I now ached my brow at him and asked, "like me?"

He stopped at the red traffic light and looked at me then shrugged, "I don't know... lesbians or whatever you are... just a warning. You're cute and all s**t and you don't deserve to.. be brutally killed.."

"Thanks... for the warning... it's alright, It's my friend's birthday and I'm sleeping over..." I lied on the last part.

He nodded his head a bit and I heard my phone vibrate.. I took it out and it was nun other than Vee..

I ignored it and this nice i***t of a driver laughed, "girlfriend?"

I found myself laughing at the thought of Valentia as my girlfriend. I mean that would be fucken sexy but it was highly impossible at this rate. There was just a lot of misunderstandings and secrets...

So I shook my head, "not really.. a potential..."

"And you're ignoring her?"

"Umh, you're so noisy..."

He laughed again, "It's a 20 minutes drive... if I keep quiet I might fall asleep."

I laughed, he was annoying but in a good way, "okay... so I'm ignoring her because she's with someone else.."

"And she wants you?" He asked and I nodded, "I think she does... look she's calling again, I wonder where she left her girlfriend." I said the second part showing him my screen.

"Ohhh shit... so she has a girl and she wants you..? Why? What's different there.. y'all both girls.. I mean I'd understand if you was a man or if the girlfriend was one.."

"Do you know how stupid you sound right now?" I asked bluntly and he shrugged, "what did I say?"

"You talk as if you guys cheat with guys... you get a gf and then have three side chicks and f**k them all... so don't f**k with me if she wants me and her gf.."

He laughed, "okay relax you make a valid point.. I get it.. you're hot, I'd want you too even if I was married.."

Now I smiled, "look at you being all corny... I don't like d**k unfortunately, so I wouldn't date you if you were single.."

Her left hand went to touch her chest, right over her head, "ouch... I'll remove this d**k and definitely turn lesbian just for you..."

"God you're an idiot." I laughed.

He laughed, "I love you too. But I'm afraid this is the end of us. You have reached your destination."

See his stupid ass I'd befriend because he was hilarious like me ?.

"Thank you. You are the best driver ever, keep on making people smile okay.." I said getting off and he winked, "keep on being sexy like you are."

Yeah, he was an i***t.

I approached this huge ass metal gate as my phone vibrated again. I took it from my pocket and found a text from the one and only woman I'm attracted to.

I opened it and it read:

VAL: I don't know what's your problem... but if you want to have it this way and just ignore me instead of talking like an adult, I'll let you be. When you want to talk, you know my numbers.. just don't call me or text me tomorrow...

Darn. So fucken demanding when she's the one who's actually lying to me... Well I wasn't planning on calling her or texting her tomorrow either way so she can fucken relax..

I shoved the phone down my pocket and rang the bell by the gate. It opened and I made my way in. This house was huge, same as Stacy's.. God.... the people I was studying with were from fucken wealthy families.

I quickly made my way to the main door in case there was a dog and then got in. The team was already here.

"Ahhh.. the woman of the moment.." Lucia said the moment I came in view and I rolled my eyes. I felt like the more she rooted for me, the more Sandra was going to hate us both.

"Lucia... it's our moment.. the team as a full, stop talking shit.."

"Let me get your jacket... God you look hot, wanna turn us gay?"

"Stupid..." I mumbled, "very stupid."

I got you something to drink, "Anna came with a can of soda. I laughed, "what am I? Seven?"

She laughed too and changed to give me a hunters gold..

I took the can and winked, "now you're talking my language.. where's everyone..?"

"By the pool... follow me."

I followed and yeah there was a lot of people by the pool. The time was just 6pm, I was surprised that everyone was already here..

Anna introduced to some girls as their friends from around. I didn't even care to get their names because this was probably the last time I'd See them.

In 15 minutes my can was becoming empty and I needed another one. I leaned over Annaand whispered, "where can I get alcohol?"

"In the kitchen. Please careful and only take alcohol that isn't open.. people here could be twisted.."

I laughed, "yes grandma..."

She poked me, "You'll thank me later..."

I snuck my tongue out and made it to the kitchen and of course the trip from the pool wasn't as easy as I make it sound. I first opened the gym, then a bedroom and I had no idea why it wasn't locked... then a laundry room and finally I found the kitchen.

Stainless steel kitchen.. fucken beautiful.. I went to the fridge and opened it there was red wine in there. I furrowed my brows at it and looked behind me, I was the only one here.. I took a glass, opened my hunter, poured half into the glass and then filled the one in the an with wine... I took the glass and gulped it down immediately.

"You know I was wondering if you'd show..." a voice said behind me making me smile.

"Ahh.. it's the blondie who has hots for me..."

She laughed, "you give yourself too much credit you know..."

"No not really I don't..." I took my can then walked towards where she was and stood right in front of her, literally leaving no space between us, I leaned up on her, my lips on her ear and whispered, "I do make your blood run a bit faster.."

I heard her sigh. Yep! I definitely did.

I moved back a bit and she smirked taking me in. I then took that time to look at her. She was wearing Black jeans and a red dress shirt with black sneakers. She looked hot no wonder Sandra was gaga for her.. too bad I was gaga for maybe a 26/27 year old woman who was in a relationship with someone else...

The moment I thought that my mood changed. I took a gulp on my drink to try and get me yo loosen up.

"I wanna kiss you..." she blurted out, "but not yet.."

"I don't want too die. I heard Sandra has wet dreams about you." I said with a smug on my face, "and I did tell you that you have hots for me. Look at you craving for my lips."

She pushed me slightly and I stumbled a bit. The alcohol was kicking in.

I winked at Jas and walked towards the room that had music. When I got there I saw my friend..

"Aaaaaahrrrrrr...." the girl screamed running to me and threw her arms around me.

"How are you Susan.. I missed you."

"I am now friends with the star of the school, gay and fucke hot.. like how did I get so lucky?" She said totally dismissing the fact that I said I missed her.

"Can't get luckier than that... man how have you been? I saw you almost kill Rosemary during the day if you didn't fall last minute that was going to be our first win.."

I was surprised that she fucken paid so much attention, I thought her job was to look cute and be a cheerleader for the school.

"Yeah Jasmine kicked me in purpose to prevent that from happening." I said andshe finally pulled away, "you fucken smell so good.. why aren't you a boy."

I laughed, "Susan where is your boyfriend before you say more s**t you'll regret."

"He's here... there looking at us.. see, he's wearing a black shirt."

I darted my eyes to where she was pointing and the guy waved at me and I waved for him to come join us.

Susan held my waist. She was drunk a bit.

"Hey guys..." the guy said when he reached me and I opened my arms for a hug, he gave it to.

"Hey.. Max or Marcus... I kinda forgot. Coz she mentioned you overa month ago.."

He smiled, "both arey names... just pic whichever you prefer or the one you'll remember in your case."

I laughed, "It's nice to finally meet you."

"And It's nice to finally meet my girlfriend's lesbian friend. She talks a lot about you."

"Crap only I bet."

"Not entirely... just that she has a beautiful lesbian friend who's smart and likes to get under Ms Louw's skin."

Fuck! They talking deep s**t if they are talking about Ms Louw too... I took a gulp on my drink again and smiled at Max, her girlfriend was still holding me with her head in my shoulder.

"Susan.." I said wiggling my shoulder and she sighed, "I love Max..."

I laughed, "you're safe..."

Max kissed the girl on her forehead, "well baby Marcus loves you.."

"I love Marcus more.."

I laughed at how wasted she was.

"Look you can bring her to me if she's being too much and meet girls here. A few has been whispering your name.." the guy said and I smiled, "I'll bring her back when she starts crying for you. I know she will.."

He laughed and went back to his friends. Now I was left with this drunk ass.

"Susan.. let's go get me a girl to fuck."

"No...."

"The f**k! I'll go leave you with Max if you're being an arse okay..."

"Okay. Geeze you suck...."

"I actually lick... but whatever..."

We started walking around the house and I heard whispers asking if I wasn't holding Max's girlfriend and people answered saying We were friends while others said if Max doesn't open his eyes I'll f**k Susan.

People are soo funny and the s**t they think when they are drunk was just beyond.

I saw a few potentials I could f**k but with Susan on my shoulder I couldn't do anything. Luckily my eyes landed on Lucy.

"Heeey twin girl..."

She laughed and came to us giving us a group hug.

"How are you guys...?"

"So she has a d**k that's already hers and now she's blocking all the p***y I can have by being drunk on my shoulder." I spoke honestly.

"Let me take her to Marcus, he enjoys this side of her and actually like it when she's close so that he will be sure she's safe."

Ahh It made sense and I loved that about this guy. He was sweet to be honest.

"I miss Marcus..." Susan whispered to me and I giggled, "what about Max.."

She smiled like an i***t, "I love Max."

Lucy laughed, "when she's drunk, she's head over heels for Max.. let me take her.."

"Let's go.." I said...

When I turned back my eyes met up with Jasmine and she winked and motioned with her head to follow her. I pointed at drunk girl on my shoulder and she smiled.

"You know you can go right. I can take her to Marcus."

"I could go.. but she's not letting me go..." I motioned to the hands around my waist. She was honestly holding on very tight.

Max came over and said, "she's crying for me isn't she..."

I laughed, "definitely is..."

"Okay baby.. come to your baby..." Max said taking her girlfriend and I smiled at him.

When I turned around Jasmine was still looking at me. I smiled, this girl really really wanted me huh?

I slowly took another sip on my can and made my way to her.

I stood by the door next to the.. fucken bedroom that I walked in on when looking for the kitchen earlier.. if this girl thought we were about to make love she was insane..

I ached ny brow at her, "so why are you so after me?"

She shrugged, "just..."

"Really?"

"You don't catch feelings... and you're hot.."

I smiled biting my inner cheek, she was good looking, but I wasn't going to say that out loud, she might think I'm attracted to her and I wasn't even a bit.

I finished off my drink and put the can on the floor then got up to to actually crash my lips on hers.

Okay, so have you ever done something and it felt awfully wrong but you didn't want to stop.

Don't get me wrong, Jasmine wasn't a bad kissed, she was actually really good. But I couldn't put my mind on this because at the back of my head I was stupidly comparing her to her.. and yeah by her I mean Vee...

I sighed and pulled away making her groan, "why did you stop..."

I laughed, "Don't tell me you're horny already.."

She smiled and pulled me by my waist and kissed my neck..

"Jasmine.. if your girlfriend walks past here.. she'll see you."

"She's not my girlfriend.. I can do whoever I want." She mumbled on my neck.

I wanted to laugh but I pulled away and looked at my watch. It was 8pm. I whispered to her, "relax.. the night is still young. I need to do shots.."

I swear I saw a flash of disappointment on her face. But I kissed her cheek, "Don't worry... I am going to f**k you tonight... let's just enjoy a bit and loosen up okay.."

She smiled a bit, "cool. Let's go do shots then."

I was so glad she wasn't the clingy type. She knew that she just wanted s*x and nothing more.. and she wasn't giving me a hard time. The only s**t I needed to do was to remove Valentia Louw on my mind.

"Shots outside... who's up for a game.."

"Let's play ping pong..."

I furrowed my brows, "the f**k is that..."

"Table tennis of some sort.. and well here you gotta score in that mug on that side.. if you don't score, you drink..." Anna instructed to a clueless me. I smiled, "alrighty... I'm up for this shit.. who's against me?"

"I am.." Sandra said confidently and I laughed, "are you sure you want me...? I might be a bit tipsy but I can still score... if you know what I mean..."

The house went insane.

God! I had no idea that now there was a huge crowd.

She gave me a small ball and I held up my stick ready to play. I winked at her, "ladies first.."

She smiled and started and missed. She drank and I missed too earning a drink.

So halfway down this fucken game I was seriously getting hammered. I scored twice and she scored once... so she was getting wasted more than I was. The last one I missed on purpose and took another shot. She scored and it was a tie.

"Whoever came up with that game was trying to get people drunk... the fuuuuck..." I said and they laughed.

Sandra pulled me to the side and whispered, "Jasmine is off limits... don't f**k with me there..."

I turned around and smiled at her, God I was drunk...

"Sandra honey... you tell Jasmine to leave me alone then... if she doesn't.. I won't f**k you but I'll f**k her..." I slurred and then felt a hand pull me.

"You wanna sleep outside? Remember this is her house.." Lucy said and I laughed, "shit.. I'll call my mom..."

The girl laughed with me... "man I don't wanna see your body in a bag tomorrow... so behave..."

I took my phone out and felt like calling Valentia. I needed to hear her voice.. I didn't know if it was me or the alcohol f*****g with me.

I was about to dial her when a hand pulled me again and this time it wasn't Lucy..

"Jas.. your girlfriend warne..." I didn't even finish the sentence..She just kissed me...

I smiled and pushed her against the nearest door and boom it was bathroom. I closed the door and locked it. Then turned back to her. She was smiling, darn this girl.. my hands werr already aching to touch her and I couldn't believe that only now, a month and a week later I'm only about to f**k someone now.. wooow.. I took my time.

I pushed her against the wall and connected our lips....quickly deepening it. She let out a tiny moan and pulled my body against hers..

I smiled and kissed her neck as my hands roamed around her body... she was fucken sexy and smelled nice..

I sucked on her neck making her sigh a bit. Her hands gripped on my waist and she pulled my body against hers. My hands started unbuttoning her jeans..

"You sure...?" I asked as I slowly snuck my hand inside her pants.. she sighed on my neck, "God Lin, you put your hand inside my pants and then ask if I'm sure..."

I laughed and kissed her while I slowly penetrated her making her gasp in my mouth...

I stopped moving, "you okay...?"

"No catching feelings... just f**k me..."

I laughed and gave her what she wanted. With her body pinned against the wall, she was at my mercy. I pulled her pants down a bit so that I could get better access and I continued to f**k her until she held on tight to me as her breathing changed.

I speed up my pace until she sighed, "fuuuck...."

I held her as her body shook. I slowly moved my finger against her slippery bud.

"Fuck.. stop doing that..."

I pulled out my hand and kissed her cheek, "you okay?"

She nodded and then kissed me, turning me over so that I was now pinned against the wall.

Shit!

This was a no!

The held the hem of my trousers..and I stopped her.

"Wait..."

"What? I wanna make you feel good too..." she whined like a little baby making me laugh, "I felt good when doing that.. besides.. you can't do me..."

"Why can't I?"

Shit... now I had to find a reason..

"Oh.. fuck.. is it that time of the month?" She asked and I mentally hit myself for not thinking that...

"Yeah..." I lied, "I'm sorry..."

She started getting dressed, "no worries.. some other time..." and then she got out.

I turned to the sink and washed my hands and then my face.. then got out.. to meet a very smiley Susan.

"Susan...?"

"You and that Justin Bieber chick just f****d didn't you..?"

I laughed at how she described Jasmine.. She was an i***t.

"Umh.. noo..and I don't want you spreading that. It didn't happen.."

She laughed, "yeah she looked like you kissed the living out of her.. but anyways, do you want to go drink some more. We will go home in an hour.. Max will drive us...he's not drunk."

I nodded, "cool... but first let me check my phone..."

Missed calls and smses as I expected. I was still feeling buzzed from the alcohol.. I opened the first one.

TWIN: Hey ass I'm sure you're having fun.. please use a condom coz I know you're going to break your virginity...

I laughed and opened one from the one and only Valentia..

VAL: Hey, I shouldn't even be texting you... I just wanted to say nice game today. You really outdid yourself. The school will be proud. That's all I wanted to say on the call. Have a good weekend.

I smiled, she was sweet sometimes.. when she wasn't being a b***h.

Then I opened Dad's message.

DADDY: You sleeping over?

I yawned and then typed back to her.

ME: hey dad... yeah Susan. Will sleep over thr. Im titrf. Slrrp wrll. Bte...

And seeend...

I put my phone back in my pocket and then went to join the party. This night should be a blur.

..

I was woken up by a kick on my stomach..

"Fuuuck!" I screamed and coughed at the same time. I slowly opened my eyes and saw Susan. I pushed her off..

"Fuck.. dude.. you can't fucken do that.."

"Mhmmm...mhmmm..." she whined and I pushed her again.. she can't wake me up and then sleep..

"Wake the f**k up!"

"Stop swearing Jesus...." she said and I laughed, "hello..."

My phone started ringing and I sighed.. shit... my dad...

"Daddy.." I answered.

'thank God you're okay, you didn't reapond to my text last night.'

"I responded. I'm sorry dad Susan and I are still sleeping.. I'll come back in tje afternoon.." I said.

'can I talk to Susan..'

Of course he was going yo say that because he doesn't trust me at all.

"i***t my dad wants to talk to you, wake up.."

"Mr Lin.." Susan said sleepily..

'Hey Susan, how did you guys sleep..?'

I kicked Susan since she had her eyes closed and she said, "It's a blur.."

I kicked her again and she groaned, "great Mr Lin. Amazing.. it was fantastic thank you for borrowing ne your daughter.."

'alright I'm glad you guys are okay.. so bye...'

"Bye dad.." then I hung up.

"Susan what the fuck.. it was a blur? You f*****g said that.."

"It was a blur.. I can't remember Shit.."

I laughed, "yes... because you were all over me the whole night telling me shit.."

"God.. where was Max...? What s**t? GOD!" she said seeming stressed and I laughed, I was so going to make this weekend miserable for her.

I took out my phone the moment she went to take a shower, I remembered that I texted daddy last night but he said I didn't. I needed to know what happened.

I almost got a heart attack when I realized that I sent the text to Valentia and she responded to it..

VAL: I need to have a word with your english teacher, so much spelling errors. God and you must smell like alcohol.

I laughed at her text, at least she sounded fine.. God I dreaded for Monday to take forever. I couldn't look at her after this weekend.

.

Monday arrived in no time.. it was as if it knew I didn't want to go to school. Guilt was killing me. I felt so horrible for f*****g Jasmine while I eas attracted to Louw. I felt like I cheated on her and what was f****d up was that we wasn't even dating.

When I got there everyone was fussing over me it was boring so much. But I smiled at them and acted all excited, just to be friendly.

I hid myself through all my monday and Tuesday english class. I managed to avoid my teacher and concentrate on my school work and soccer. I avoided her because she has a girlfriend and because I was stupidly feeling bad for f*****g Jasmine while I wished it was her instead.

On Wednesday my avoiding game ran out when Ms Louw called me in front of the class, "Lin.. come help me take these books to my office.."

I collected my books like a good girl and did what the teacher was asking of me. She opened her office and I walked in, then she followed and locked it.

"Ms Louw..." I said and she sighed, "tell me what's going on. I'm going to ask you this for the last time and then leave you alone. What's going on? What do you want from me...?"

I almost said s**t but put her books on the table, turned back to her, instead of talking about her girlfriend, I decided to be honest about me and my feelings for her, "I'm trying not to get way more attracted to you than I already am... You're my teacher Ms Louw and I'm seriously getting way way way attracted to you than I should..."

She took a few steps towards me, "Lin what if I'm getting attracted to you too?"

Fuck! She was?

I shook my head reminding myself that she has a girlfriend, "you aren't. So I don't want to get hurt.. please try and understand.."

"I feel like that's not the reason you're avoiding me... are you hiding something from me?"

That got to me in some way and I couldn't stpp my outburst, "me hiding something from you? God.. Valentia you're the one hiding the fact that you're dating coach and then you come to me and confuse me.. just please stop..."

She laughed. Genuinely laughed and it was like music to my ears. Valentia fucken Louw was honestly going to be the death of me. My heart soothed at the sight, she looked so beautiful and laughed even more beautiful.

"God.. Olwethu.. me and Mariah... Jesus noooo... Mariah was engaged to my sister.. she's now like that sister to me."

I frowed. Why the f**k didn't I believe coach? Why?

She bit her lip and walked closer to me.. like way way way closer to me, "do you know how sexy you look when you're jealous..."

I shook my head stubbornly, "I'm not jealous.."

She laughed.

"God stop with the beautiful laughter..."

"You stop being cute or else I will kiss you.."

We both kept quiet and looked at each other.

I know it's fucken early but f**k I was loving her... I honestly was and it was just driving me insane.

"So you're really not dating Mariah.. like for real real.. just to be sure..."

She smiled and then leaned over to whisper on my neck, "I am not dating Mariah.. like for real.. and it's not gonna happen either."

I nodded slowly and listened to my heart starting to pick up.. her body pressed against mine and her hot breath on my neck.

She was teasing me and she loved it, I sighed, "Can we skip all this and we get to that point where you just...."

She kissed me.