I stared at the ceiling. Hindi ako makatulog kagabi. I went downstairs to get warm milk to help me to sleep pero nag-2 am nalang hindi pa rin ako makatulog. Maybe at 3 am nakaidlip ako but it wasn't for long. When my alarm woke me up at 5 am, gising ulit 'yung diwa ko.
Sabado ngayon and the whole week was suffocating for me. Hatid-sundo pa rin ako ni Ethan pero hindi niya alam na kapag vacant ko ay kasama ko si Aria. Minsan kumakain at minsan sinamahan ko siyang mag-shopping. She even gave me an expensive wallet. Tatanggi na sana ako pero pinilit siyang tanggapin ko nalang. She said that refusing an offer is a big insult.
I don't know what to do. Hindi pa rin sinabi sa akin ni Ethan kung naghiwalay na ba sila. I'm assuming na hindi pa rin. Nalilito na ako sa gagawin. Should I stop hang
