SLEEPING MY WAY INTO YOUR HEART

CHAPTER 2

Glow club had two floors, there was the first floor where there was the bar, dance floor and toilets then there was the second floor with private boxes which they had their own private entrance and at this moment I stared at a man standing with his arms on the railing on his private box. My heart skipped a beat really, it was not love at first sight of course but lord he was so handsome and who would not freeze from that.

My whole body went hot, a smile spreading across my face as he looked down at me. I could not take my eyes off him, he was a sight for sore eyes, one of those guys you only saw in movies or read about. He had the perfect jaw, wicked eyes and that mess mop of hair that just took him to another level. He was intoxicating, something I could take more and more of.

My heart pound and my whole body started to perspire from the heat in his gaze, it was downright sinful how he was undressing me with his eyes. I swallowed, my throat suddenly dry wishing and hoping he would do something, say something, well, I don’t know. What does one do when a totally hot guy stares at them? My palms were sweaty, wanting to just go to him and whisper in his ear how I wanted him. I nearly laughed, I was not that bold and to me it just seemed desperate yet I could be as desperate for him. My heart seemed to drop to the pit of my stomach as he looked away nearly having me faint. That was rejection at its best, I watched as he turned around and walked back to his private box. My head snapped back to stare at the girls before me, I swallowed.

Ouch!

I was disappointed, angry and jealous of the girls that could just trap a man from one look, most of the girls I knew had beautiful dashing boyfriends who took them to beautiful places and gave them all they could desire yet I could not even get a decent guy who was nice to love me just like I would love them. Life was so unfair and mine sucked. I took a deep breath, some of the girls going to the dance floor to join the hyped crowd. I took my purse, stood up and turned, it was time for me to get my ass home and bury myself in my pillow. Maybe I could even touch myself with certain grey eyes in my fantasy because no one was touching this pearl anytime soon.

The girls were too occupied, screaming and jumping with me not wanting to get their questions on why I was heading out so early. I walked out of the box, clutching my things in hand ready to face war. The club was more packed than before; it was like a battle of the seven kingdoms I swear. I pushed and pushed with people pushing back sure I was bruising and bruising with some parts of my body already sore. I pushed with my elbows, my hair in my face now and again getting hit and tugged so often. It seemed like forever when I walked through and I took a deep breath, walking quickly out of the door as the fresh air came hitting me in the face. I could finally breathe, my ears were ringing, my whole body aching. Let us not start on my toes which had been stepped on so many times I am sure I was bleeding somewhere somehow. I bent down, taking deep breaths yet quickly stood straight because I was sure my ass was just about to show. My eyes opened, seeing the line that had tripled since I got in. It was one in the morning and they were still fighting to get in, it was crazy. The rain poured on me yet I did not care really, I felt like it washed away all the sweat and hands that had touched my skin as I fought my way out.

My heel clicked as I walked to the side walk, I looked to the left then right not seeing any cars but sure a cab would soon pass by. I stood there, watching the people in the line, enjoying the rain as it cleansed me and my soul. I was just happy that I was done and that my Saturday was free so I could sleep in and maybe have a cheat day but then that would mean an extra work out. I could not afford to gain weight, most of my pictures were in bikinis and body revealing clothes so it had to stay in shape or I would be dead broke again but it was going there. There were less brands calling me, less money coming in because there were more people out there with more followers, more active followers with such beauty and banging bodies. Everyone was an influencer now, the money from posting pictures and videos was no longer enough to carry my expenses, I needed more, needed sponsors and all that. Life was not easy, it might have looked like that in my profile but life was kicking my ass and I did not have everything, really had nothing, no friends, disowned by the family, no boyfriend and now I was going to be broke too.

My eyes moved to the road, my thoughts chased away as I heard a car stop so intensely only for it to reverse. I stood watching the sports car that probably cost a fortune, so sexy I could just sleep on it with the glossy surface, the black having it look like a sexy beast. I was hypnotized, watching as it came to a stop right in front of me having me freeze, my head stared left and right. My heart pound, thinking that maybe this person was waiting for someone else so I turned, ready to walk away to the other end so the cabs could see me as I flagged them down but then the window opened. I stopped, not knowing if I should bend down to see who it was or just continue walking away but somehow I found myself bending to look through and there staring back at me were those same stormy eyes. Goosebumps ran through my body and it felt like I was flying or drowning, I don’t know. The man was even more gorgeous up close, he had a perfectly chiselled jaw with lips that I could see myself devouring. He was bad, I could tell, and he only wanted one thing, I knew that but still I found myself smiling. It was painful, a heartbreak seen from afar yet there I was ready to jump in the fire with the hope that maybe, just maybe he was going to be my fairy-tale. It was foolish, hoping that he saw something so beautiful in me and genuinely wanted to know me, wanted to make me his girl and give me all his heart.

“Hi,” He said and it was game over. How was it even fair, I had never had a chance, it was like he was born to just draw you in, hypnotizing you from just one look.

“Hi,” I said back, already dazed with my heart pounding, fists sweaty and mind already seeing our children. It was crazy, it was stupid and I should have run for the hills, should have cast the devil away, should have called on the holy power and chased the demon away. You know when you already know that something will kill you yet still do it, pure stupidity.

“Want to get in?” He asked and I stood there staring back at him. My heart ached in a way, I knew where this was going, knew what he saw and what he wanted. Another hit and run with me left used and hating myself even more. He did not want to know me, he did not see our beautiful kids or our bodies hugging against each other under the stars yet there I was opening the door and getting inside.

What was it with girls or was it just me, was it just me taking my heart and letting other people squeeze it to death? Was it just me letting myself be used?

Hope never killed anyone, I sat in that chair, buckling my seat belt. The thought that he was a killer or something never even crossed my mind, he was too hot for that, right?

I sat back, my heart pounding so hard I was afraid he would see it, my chest as if it would rip apart. I held on to the seat belt as the car moved. It smelled heavenly inside, he smelled heavenly having my lower regions tingle and drip. I was afraid to even stare at him with all I could see being his hand on the gear and those hands were just so beautiful. Everything about him was perfect and it had me wonder if he was even human. His hands were large with a few veins showing from under the skin. His fingers were long and skinny having me just see them pumping inside me. The temperature was rising, wicked thoughts filling my head having me red like a tomato. I was crazy, I was a horny, starved w***e. I could not even remember the last time I had s*x, it was probably two years ago when Jonathan left me and never looked back. You see the point where your man leaves you and you tell yourself that he will regret it, he will realize his mistake and by then you will have moved on, he will miss you well that never happened. He got a new girlfriend and they are expecting their first baby, they seemed happy and there I was stalking him which showed exactly how I felt, he never looked back, never regretted it even after all my body revenge pictures.

I swallowed, chasing all my thoughts away wondering if he thought the silence was weird. I did not mind it but what if he thought it was awkward or something. I still sat there unable to think of anything to say. The car took a sharp turn and was soon sliding in an underground parking. I had been too occupied to see where we were, my eyes taking in the parking lot and seeing the fancy cars. The car slipped in a parking spot and the engine was cut leaving just my heart hammering and lord it was so loud, just screaming from my chest. I knew he heard it, how couldn’t he when it was all I could hear?

The belt was undone as I saw him get ready to slip out so I did the same. As I stepped out of the car, I shivered from the cold. Standing in the rain didn’t seem like a liberating idea now that I was wet. I watched as he locked the car and looked up at me.

I squeezed my purse deeper into my chest, not believing I was really doing this. My feet moved as I walked around the car to him with him placing a hand on my back and we were moving to the elevator which took us into the penthouse of the hotel that looked to be expensive and over the top. All the fancy things had me more nervous, this guy was really rich and I felt like I did not deserve to be there, felt like I was out of my depth and just a chicken. The gasp just rushed through as the elevator door opened to the room or should I be saying house. The penthouse was big, so big my apartment could fit just in the living room. I took a few steps in and stopped as I took it all in. My body was shaking from the cold yet that was gone unnoticed by me as I was mesmerized. I took everything in, never having been in such an exquisite suite. It was like heaven on earth with everything over the top from the marble in the kitchen to the velvet couch in the living room with the crackling fire. The floor was of hardwood with the view of the city staring back at me.

“Here.” I heard a voice say, snapping me from my daze having me turn red thinking of how stupid I must have looked. Our eyes met again and I felt bewitched, I couldn’t look away. My eyes lingered, having just seen too much tonight that all I wanted was to just sleep so I could wake up and digest it in the morning. My eyes trailed down to the towel he held out for me.

“Thank you.” I said back as I took it wondering if to wipe with it or wrap it around my body.

“The bathroom is that way.” He pointed. If only the ground could just open up and swallow me for I did not belong here, felt like I was making a fool of myself. Everything was just over the top I was afraid to even touch anything.

I pushed the door to the bathroom and all I could do was just stand there and take it all in. I had seen it all, saw the life I wished I could have, the man of my dreams with the apartment so out of reach I could not even dream about. I walked in the bathroom, my eyes seeing the bronze and black standing tub with the dual head shower that could fit ten people along with the double vanity in matte black and gold accents.

My purse was carefully placed down as I took the towel and dried my hair then wiped my body. I took the towel and placed it in the washing basket by the shower not knowing what to do with myself after that yet standing in the bathroom all night was not an option so I took all my things and walked out. I turned, closing the door behind then turned back to stare at the empty passage. I walked around, looking for him but he was nowhere to be seen. I did not even know his name to call for him so I just kept walking until I got the shock of my life. It felt like a bolt of electricity just shot through my body. I paused, sucking in a breath as I bit my lip with the temperature turning a new level of high.

“Such beauty.” The devil of a man whispered and I was undone. His finger drew down my arm leaving it burning, my eyes closing. I had never felt so intensely for someone or was it just the hunger of me being starved? I wanted him like I never wanted anything in my life. I was hungry, hungry for him to touch me in all the wrong places.

My body froze and it seemed he didn’t mind because he got closer and closer, his head dipping around my neck where his warm breath brushed against my skin and I thought I would go wild. He was blowing at a fire that had died but suddenly sprung back to life. I found my body stumbling to him, shaking so bad and wanting him to do whatever he wanted to me. My lips trembled, taking his scent in and letting it wash over my body leaving me aching. My mind was floating, his breath getting closer until it was replaced by his warm lips on my neck having me jerk up. It was so intense, him quickly wrapping his hands around my frail body as I collapsed in him. I could not understand what I felt, did not want to as he trailed kisses down my neck, unravelling me. My panties were dripping wet with every part of my body sensitive and ready for his touch. His fingers brushed against the bare skin of my back as I placed my head on his shoulder, my hands exploring his well-toned body.

I needed him, needed him like yesterday with no time for foreplay. I was burning, feeling like I would explode. Two years of hunger just intensified so much that I did not care anymore, just wanting to scratch that itch which drove me to insanity. I held tight onto him, pressing hard on to him not even able to swallow or breathe with all my morals gone leaving me bare.

His lips came up and up until he found my lips and hell something snapped. I claimed his lips with such urgency, kissing his sweet and silky lips and he met my high, his arms quick to pick me up with my legs locking behind his waist. I never felt anything after but suddenly found myself pressed against a bed with him kissing me so much I drowned, my eyes turned in and my body was violently shaking. It was amazing, it was something I had never felt before as I pushed my s*x up to him and grind my hips. I could feel his enlarged member, could feel him ready for me, wanting me just like I wanted him. His kisses were like water after such dangerous thirst. I could not take it anymore, my slit pulsing, it was that bad, pulsing, wanting nothing but him. My hands were ripping everything that was anything while my hips seemed to get more flexible as the seconds ticked by. Clothes were ripped away, his hand suddenly on my s*x, cupping it before rubbing his finger around it having me whimper. It was mind blowing, I could feel this sweet thing with the itch inside me burning having me twirl even harder wanting to feel him inside me. I threw my head back, heaving hard with sweat covering my forehead as he went down my exposed neck and brutalized it again then slipped to my bare breast. I felt like I was floating, floating in a cloud of pleasure and it could only get better from there. His tongue slipped over my hard n*****s, biting them now and again having me jump up as my hand went over his silky black hair, grabbing and pulling.

“Yes,”

He was doing things to me that had not been done for so long, he was making me feel things I had never felt before and it had me burn even hotter.

“Yes,” I moaned and moaned, my voice suddenly low and silky as my body moved on its own, moving closer to him, open wide for him to please, to worship and worship he did.

The weight on top of my body shifted having my eyes open wide ready to object and cry out yet my eyes fell on him as he opened a drawer and took out a condom having my heart drum. I watched him as he peeled it then slipped it on his large shaft having my eyes wide with my excitement hitting the roof at seeing him. I felt like I would die, felt like I would die from happiness and excitement. I lay down, my eyes on his beautiful ceiling and his weight came back. He positioned himself as I spread my legs wide open for him with my heart at the edge of my throat. I could not stay still as he slowly slipped in. I was tight, giving him much difficulty but it had me smile for he would see how much of a good girl I had been but did he care?

Each time he pushed further I gasped. It was all I had imagined and more and as he fully slipped in I sat up, meeting him half way as I wrapped my arms around his shoulders with eyes wide. I stared at his beautiful face with my mouth wide open. I could not believe this, had never felt such as he moved inside me. His eyes met mine only for him to chuckle at my reaction but I could not help it. It was so good; I had had s*x before but this was something else. My whole body tingled, my walls wrapping around his being as he drove in and out of me with such ease. My head was thrown back, moaning from such pure pleasure. The man held on to me, rocking my body and taking his time as he stroked something inside me that had me frozen. I could not move, could not think but just moan and moan not caring who heard or saw for this was a feeling from out of this world. My breast brushed against his bare strong chest, my n*****s tingly from the touch with the feeling moving down to the centre of my core where he was touching me with his large d**k sending me flying and drowning in nothing but pleasure. It felt like my mind was in clouds, floating with my eyes turning to stare at each other with him kissing my neck and biting my ear. I loved it, lord at this moment I loved him. My heart was swelling as he made such beautiful love to me. He did not rush, stroking me so beautifully with our bodies soon rolling on the sheets. He pressed me down, his hips moving with such skill as he went deeper and deeper. My eyes fluttered open and I was staring into his orbs. They were so beautiful, he was so beautiful and it was as if he was staring at an angel having my heart nearly explode with feeling. I stared at him, lost in him as he made sweet love to me. He soon rolled up and I was now on top yet he held my eyes. I felt beautiful, I felt wanted and the pleasure was just getting so intense my moans were loud, so loud I thought I would cry from such relief.

The man sat up, kissing my n*****s and giving them such needed attention while his hands held on my back, massaging my back and pushing me deeper into him as I moved, my waist seeming as if it would break as I took him in, deeper and deeper with each stroke like melted gold.

My body was flipped and he slipped out only to flip me so I was laying on my stomach and he slipped back inside my slit. I moaned and gasped, grabbing on the sheets only to let them go. How could I live after this? How could I live without his touch after this? Every colour exploded in front of me as my world was flipped upside down, my body, my heart was taken and I wanted him to take it, I wanted him to take it forever and treasure it. I did not want this moment to end and it all seemed to go on slow motion as I buried my face in his sheets only to bring my head up with him kissing my neck then taking my lips. He made such beautiful love as if he had been waiting for me for so long, he worshipped my body as if he knew that it was built for him. It was like he was giving me a part of him and I was taking it as I gasped and moaned in his mouth with each stroke taking me higher and higher until I thought I would explode. My whole body shook, shook so bad with my hands just holding on the sheets with such intensity. I kissed him harder and he, lord, he held me tighter and drove in deeper with his kisses desperate. I cried out, cried out so loud in his mouth as I exploded. It was from out of this world, something I had never felt with fireworks of pleasure exploding in my body leaving me paralysed. He went faster and deeper as he gripped me tight and I knew he was hitting this high with me. It was the most beautiful thing I had ever experienced, a tear slipping through as my body spasmed with him jerking as if he was hitting bumps with his kisses desperate and needing.

It was perfect, he was perfect, we were perfect and I needed him but did he need me?