I close my eyes and take a deep shaky breath. I'm on the verge of breaking down but I make a mental note not to succumb to the helplessness that I'm feeling right now. I kissed Charlie, so what? It's not like I was cheating on anyone. I hated Harry with passion then and he hated me right back. We are not in a relationship or anything close to that right now either and I shouldn't be feeling guilty. I shouldn't. I keep repeating the line in my head as I walk downstairs. Lisa needs me. She just passed out and I'm probably the only person who knows she's pregnant apart from Harry. The party is still in full swing and Lisa is on the couch with Harry bending over her. There is nothing like the tension that was there when I was supposedly missing. I walk to the couch and sit on the edge o