The Alpha’s Goddess

Chapter 7

~CALLIE'S P.O.V~

The elevator door opens to the ground level. The ground level is where most pack members hang out. It has a rec room which includes an arcade with a game system, a movie theater, a bowling alley, a HUGE kitchen that is always stocked with food, and there is also a ballroom. There are also several hallways that go in different directions with several rooms along them for the unmated wolves to live in if they choose to live in the pack house. We reserved the ballroom for tonight's party after getting the Alpha’s permission to invite other packs to the party as well. There are already so many people here, it feels crazy cramped, although there is so much space. We made our way through the sea of people to make it over to the bar. I grab myself a drink and chug it. I am going to have to be drunk to deal with everything tonight. Except it's really hard to get a werewolf drunk.

"Callie, shots!" Jade screamed over the loud music.

"What kind?"

"Tequila!" Jade screamed.

Blah! If you have enough of that stuff, then it will literally make your clothes fall off, or blackout. There's no in-between. Lucky for us, we will be removing our clothes tonight anyway. Not for s*x, at least not this girl. We are planning a run in our wolf form, Jade and I, later tonight.

"Fine."

"You want to rim naked or dressed?"

"I'll have the salt and the lime please," I stated.

"No fun," Jade says while laughing.

"ONE, TWO, THREE!" Jade shouted as we downed our first shot of the night.

I looked over to see that the dance floor was packed. I grabbed Jade's arm and headed to the dance floor. There are many people here, some I've never seen before tonight.

Jade and I are now dancing to an old-school song called "Ms. New Booty" by Buuba Sparxxx and I am feeling freer, and more myself than I have in the last 2 years. Something about dreaming of the Moon Goddess and that black wolf has calmed my aching heart and allowed me to be more myself. Don't get me wrong, the pain is still there, it most likely always will be. But right now, I feel like a new person. "Be right back, gotta get more drinky drinks!" Jade yells over the music.

I continue to dance, really feeling myself as a growl erupts throughout the ballroom, bringing everyone to a halt. It was coming from Jax. GREAT. It's just what I wanted to deal with. He stormed over, grabbing my arm, pulling me off the dance floor.

"You want to dance like a w***e, I'll treat you like one!" He screams, causing many glares. The woman he chose to bring for the night was standing there shocked. I yanked my arm from his and stormed back off to the bar where Jade had disappeared, but she was not there so I asked the bartender for another drink. I need to be intoxicated to deal with his bullshit. He came up behind me leaning into my ear, sending goose bumps down my body, but it wasn't the good kind, it felt more primal, like an animalistic need to be on alert for danger.

"I don't want to cause a scene, little girl, but you WILL NOT disobey me!" He whisper-yells in my ear, making my wolf pissed off.

'How dare he speak to me like that, I am not a little girl NOR is he above me!' Emery screams in my head, wanting to dominate the situation. 'Em he is a Beta; we are Gamma by blood.' I reminded her.

'We are so much more than that Cal and you know it, the Moon Goddess told us herself, and you and I both know that we can feel it in our soul!' Emery states, making me feel more confident than normal.

"Do NOT touch me and get the hell away from me, you rejected me, remember?" I spit out as harshly as I could. His eyes flicker back and forth as he fights for control with his wolf, he grabs me by my arm, forcing me to follow. His grip was strong, and I couldn't pull away like I had done a moment ago, making my confidence fade away quicker than it came as I was pulled out of the ballroom and into a nearby empty room on the ground level. I wasn't strong enough to free myself from his grasp. He threw me on the bed and stalked towards me.

"You didn't leave much for the imagination now, did you little slut?"

Emery is whimpering in my head at the way our mate was talking to us. What happened to her badass demeanor a moment before?

"Jax, please don't do this," I begged, but it only earned me a laugh.

"You are my mate, if I want to f**k you, I can."

Did he truly believe that?

"No please, I don't want to!" I screamed. That didn't help either, as it only fueled his desire more. His eyes flickered back and forth between black and Carmel. His wolf was taking control. Our wolves' eyes match our own, but when the two fight for control, you can see the change between black and the normal color. Where was Jade? I didn't see her as he was dragging me out of the ballroom. Everyone else stood and watched like they couldn't do anything. Most likely scared to even try.

As he stood over me, he yanked my lingerie, ripping it away from my chest. I hurried to try to cover myself. Nobody has ever seen these parts of me and now here we are, my body exposed to him while he is forcing himself onto me. I begin to cry as he pins my hands above my head, taking one of my breasts in his mouth, and nibbling at the bud. I feel electric tingles erupt, but this doesn't make me wet. I am scared, terrified actually, this is not how I pictured my first time, forced by my fated mate who doesn't actually want me. He takes one hand off of my arms and starts to rub my p***y over my panties, under my mini skirt. I have never been touched this way and I never thought I’d be forced to submit, nor did I ever expect my mate to try and rape me.

"I've been thinking about this tight p***y for hours now, I know nobody has had you, I can smell that much, this means it is all for me. IT IS MINE!" He growled. "I will have you and your body whenever I want it, but I will also have any other she-wolves I want!" He spoke like I was nothing but another w***e he could have at his beck and call.

Emery is infuriated at this point, no more sorrow, not even scared.

'LET ME OUT CALLIE!' She screams in my head.

'Mate or not, I will kill him where he stands for dishonoring us!'

The only thing I can think of doing now is the one thing I haven't had the chance to do. I knee him in the balls, allowing me to have very little advantage. I then scream with all the power I could fester from me, and Emery combined.

"I, CALLIE LANE RICHARDS, ACCEPT THE REJECTION FROM YOU BETA JAX LIAM LEE, HEREBY SEVERING ALL BONDS AND TIES."

At that moment, he grabs his chest, screaming from the pain of the severed bond. I jumped up from the bed and started to run since I now have a major advantage over him as he is bent over in pain. I reached the door and threw it open, running as fast as I could out of that room and away from that monster. Emery whimpers as we actually lose our one chance to have a mate. But she was also happy we freed ourselves from this horrible situation and the horrible monster we were to have as a mate.

'That took a lot of courage, Callie, I am proud of you.' Emery beams in my head.

My top was still lying on the ground in the room we ran from, torn to shreds, so I was running to the elevator covering my breasts and crying from not only the embarrassment but also from almost being raped by the one person in the world who was supposed to love me.

I made it upstairs and I mind-linked Jade. A moment later, she busts into my room just as I was putting on a sleeping shirt. My eyes were swollen and red from all the tears as she ran over and embraced me in a tight hug.

"Cal, what happened? Where did you go? I went to grab our drinks and when I returned you were gone."

"Jax happened. J he tried to force himself onto me!"

"WHAT!" At this point, I can see Molly surfacing as Jade tries to control her anger.

"I got away. I am okay. I did the only thing I could think of to cause him pain since there was no way of overpowering him."

"What did you do?" she asks with Molly still on the surface.

"I accepted his rejection, severing all ties to him and severing our mate bond for good. Now he will not desire me as much. Hopefully, he will stay away."

"And what if he doesn't?"

"Then we will have to go to the Alpha and tell him of his wrongdoing."

"Okay." She agreed, but I could still see in her eyes that she wanted him dead, not dealt with.

"Hey J, the night is not over... I am done with the party, but I still have to shift."

"Yeah, I know, but I don't want you anywhere near him!"

"Let’s go see if he has left?"

We went back down and saw the party had begun to die down. Not many were left. Only a few remained that were either trying to score or were too drunk to drive. We looked around and saw he was nowhere to be found. I sniff the air looking for his scent, but it has faded immensely, which is a good thing. That indicates he left the pack house. Since he is from another pack, he cannot step back into our pack territory unless given permission by our Alpha.

We headed outside and went to the back of the pack house so me and Jade could shift alone.

"Okay, while shifting, try to picture what your wolf looks like."

"Okay, I only know she will have blue eyes."

"Okay, focus on that and imagine yourself as a wolf."

I sit and think hard. Emery, what will you look like? Will you be brown like Molly? Will you be red like daddy was, or will you be gray like momma was? I started feeling my body crack. I dropped to my knees as a scream left my mouth, echoing off the surrounding trees. It was excruciating pain, far worse than I felt, even worse than the pain of my mate bond breaking. Have you ever broken a bone before? Well, imagine that but all 206 of your bones are breaking at the exact same time.

"Just breathe Callie, relax, the first time is always the worst, it'll be okay" I heard Jade's words of encouragement.

I felt as though I was about to pass out from how bad the pain was. Just as I felt myself fall to my hands, I looked down to realize my hands were no longer skin but were furry and white. I have paws!

'I did it!" I mind-linked Jade. But when I look over, she is only staring at me as if she has seen a ghost.

'Jade? Are you okay?' I mind-linked again.

'I am Molly your Goddess.' She says as she bows her head 'It is so nice to finally meet you. We have waited centuries.'

'Molly, It's just me, Callie, well Emery, my wolf.'

'Your aura shows the essence of power. Power no wolf has ever seen. And your coat is magnificent. Rare, legendary, Come and see for yourself.' she states as she takes off into the forest.

I ran behind her, loving every enhanced smell, loving the enhanced sight. Everything through Emery's eyes was truly amazing. We ran for about 30 minutes until we reached the lake behind the school.

'This is amazing!' Emery tells me. 'We are free, feel the breeze of the wind against our fur!'

She was right, this has to be the best feeling!

We came to a stop and I saw the lake ahead. I look over at Molly, who nods her head, telling me to go forward. But what I see takes me by complete surprise.

'Em, you're beautiful. Not only are you beautiful, but your fur, it's different, and your eyes... weren't they supposed to be blue? I don't understand.'

'Correction, WE are beautiful.' She states but doesn't answer any of my questions.

I ponder for a minute. How is this possible? I stared at my wolf's reflection. She was a pure silver color with a slight glow around her edges. You really have to be looking to notice though, she also has a white crescent moon for a birthmark on her face. Her eyes were also silver with a hint of blue, but not much. The crescent moon mark has never been seen before on a wolf. Not that I can recall at least.

'Cal, the Moon Goddess is right... We can't allow anyone to see us. This is dangerous.' Emery beams.

'Why?'

'Have you ever seen a true silver wolf?'

'Well, now that you mention it, no.'

'Exactly, this is what I have heard in the dreamscape, where I go when I sleep. This right here is the warning she was telling us. If anyone sees us, we are screwed. Many wolves know of the folk story about the silver wolf who is the descendant of the Moon Goddess herself. It was only supposed to be a story, more so a legend that the Alphas told one another, but over time the story was leaked. Many know of the powers we have and have searched for them over the years. We need to get back. We can only run when it is safe.'

I never expected to hear those words from a wolf. But she is right. I needed to make my way back to the pack house.

'Molly, Jade' I mind-linked to them.

'Yes?' They answered in unison.

'We have to go back. Jade, I will explain when we get home.'

We ran for another 30 minutes back to the pack house. It wasn't nearly as long of a run as me and Emery would have liked, but it's late and until I know I am safe, it is potentially dangerous. As we get to where we left our clothes, I quickly shift back into my human form and get dressed.

"What the f**k was that?" Jade asked.

"Jade... we need to talk."