Ben's POV
I walked down to the dining hall today to eat breakfast for the first time since I've been back. Yesterday, I walked in and saw Lily and basically walked right back out, and I didn't leave my room for the rest of the day.
I just laid in bed over thinking everything. I know I needed to make amends with Lily and my old friends. I just didn't know how.
I went to apologize after my party, and i heard Myles and Lily having s*x on the door. I've never heard noises like that come out of her. I hated that Myles was the reason for it and not me.
When I saw them both marked, I couldn't take it, and that's when I decided to head back to bed.
I tried again last night. I was nervous I would hear them having s*x again. But what i heard was laughter. Not only from Lily and Myles, but all
