SARAH I didn't feel so good with Jackson carrying me. Right now, it wasn't even about my shy feelings, it was about the fact that something was odd. Like I said, his motions weren't flexible, I had repeatedly asked him if he was okay and he assured me that he was. There was nothing I could do but hold on to him. However, he started moving slower than he used to. The crowd was waiting for us, so I didn't want Jackson to be embarrassed. I jumped down, coughing and feigning to be seizing. That was the only way to save us. Jackson seemed relieved too. By the time first aid reached me, I got up and took just water from them. We got to the stage and took the pictures with the organizers. Jackson was everyone’s vision. Everyone wanted Jackson to snap with him, including students from differ