The Gamma and The Witch (#2 of the Denali pack)

The kiss

Oh my God,

Oh my God,

Oh my God…

Was all I could think about when our mouths finally found each other. This was not my first kiss, but it was definitely the first one that made me feel this way. Butterflies made my stomach go crazy, my mind going completely blank and an ocean originating between my legs.

This isn’t normal!

What is wrong with me?

I knew right then and there, that I wanted him, all of him. I didn’t even care if anyone would see us being out in the open. I pulled him even closer as I opened my mouth, giving his tongue access to mine as they started exploring each other. We started off slowly, but soon after, our hands were grabbing all over the place and our breathing got harder and more uneven. He placed his hand on my back and pulled me closer towards him. Feeling as if he was putting my body on fire, as we laid against each other. Along with the fact that I felt a massive hard one, poking against my lower stomach. I let out a moan as I felt it against me, knowing I wanted that inside of me. My hand slowly trailed down south as I wanted to open his pants, but out of nowhere, his hand curled around my wrist and stopped me.

Wait?

What?

“Not here.” He panted in my neck as I could feel his breath spreading over me, turning me wild.

“I don’t care.” I moaned out as I tried again, but his grip got harder, preventing me from doing anything.

“But I do. I don’t want our first time together to be like this. Do you know how long I have waited for you? You deserve so much better than this.” He slowly said as his fingers stroked over my yaw line. I closed my eyes at the touch, as it sent sweet shivers down my spine.

You have no idea,

I don’t deserve anything better…

He sighed deep and forced his way up.

“Let’s go, before we both do something we will regret in the morning.” I sighed in return, as he reached out his hand to me. I looked at him, hoping I could change his mind. But then I saw the look in his eyes, vulnerable?

He is afraid I will hurt him.

Does he know something?

I decided to let it go and took his hand as he pulled me back up on my two feet. With the sudden movement, the alcohol hit me hard as it came flashing through my body. I turned around and ran towards the trees. As I almost made it there, I leaned forward, as I emptied my entire stomach on the ground.

I will never drink again!

I felt his hands on me as he walked up behind me and held my hair back.

Oooh even better,

this will be such a turn on…

My insides yelled at me sarcastically. I had finally emptied my stomach as I got back up, hoping I would sink into the ground.

“Are you OK?” Noah asked me, as if he truly cared for my health. I just nodded as we slowly walked back to the pack house. Noah took me to the kitchen, to get me some water before we went up the stairs. It took us a good ten minutes to get up two flights of stairs. Even with the alcohol puked out, my body was exhausted. Noah, on the other hand, was still zig zagging, all the alcohol still very well present in his body. I couldn’t help but look at him, really look at him. He was so handsome and nice. I don’t think I had ever met someone so kind in my life before. It gave me a feeling inside of me, that I didn’t know how to place or call it. Could it actually be true, that I was his ‘mate?’ I was pretty sure he was just wrong, and he saw me just as another piece of meat, who he couldn’t wait to get in her pants. But he had that chance tonight, and he didn’t do it. Not one wizard in my coven would do that, they would just get it over with and be done with it. Finding another victim the next day. Witches and wizards don’t become lifelong couples. My parents were the picture perfect example of that. Although I couldn’t deny that, deep inside, I did long for it, I wanted it so badly.

Could it actually be?

That this handsome man could stay with me?

Forever?

I sighed hard, since that was never going to happen, and I knew it. We finally made it up the stairs as we were still holding on to each other. As we made it down our hallway, I could already feel my mother’s aura in the air. That b***h was not happy at all. I sighed as I looked at Noah.

“I can spend the night with you if you want?” I smiled at him, hoping to get away from my monster mother. Noah opened his eyes, weighing in his answer.

Does he think I am testing him?

I just want to get away from my mother.

“Do you think that is a good idea? Your mom is right on the other side of that door…” He asked as he looked at the door, fear in his eyes. I sighed again as I lost all my hope for the evening.

“ OK, you’re probably right.” I smiled at him, winning myself a colgate smile in response.

“Can we hang out tomorrow?” He blabbered out, as his drunk body hit the wall next to his door.

“I’d love that.” I nodded at him. I built up my courage as I stepped up to him, giving him a hug. His arms opened as soon as his mind put together what I wanted to do. I could feel him breathing hard.

Is he sniffing me?

“Thank you for coming here, you have no idea how long I have waited for you.” I leaned back as I smiled at him. I couldn’t help but feel safe in his arms, as on the inside, guilt was eating me up completely.

“I’ll see you tomorrow.” I said as I leaned in to kiss his cheek quickly, before turning around and stepping towards my door.

“Good night, sweet Noah.” I smiled at him, before I entered my condo.

“Goodnight, beautiful Emily.” He waved back as he was opening his own door.

As soon as the door closed, I could feel her dark energy falling on me.

“Night, mother!” I spit out in disgust.

“Had a good show?” I spoke to her as I looked at her, while she was sitting on the couch, clearly waiting for me to enter.

“How dumb can you be?” she whispered to me.

“How dumb can you be?” She asked again as she stood up.

“This was your chance, it was so easy! We could have had this over with and leave right now!” She spoke to me as she walked over, her eyes big since she was livid.

“What mother, I wasn’t a good enough w***e for you?” I spit at her.

Goddess, how much can you hate someone?

“Well, I guess you’re not, since you’re not pregnant! You're only drunk.” I sighed, hearing her words, and walked past her, wanting to go to my room and be alone. She yanked at my arm, turning me around to face her.

“Your job is very easy, Emily, you get yourself pregnant and we are out of here! What on earth were you thinking? I could feel you were close outside!” I looked her in her eyes as I snatched my arm loose of her grip.

“For your information, I did not stop! He wanted to stop! He didn’t want our first time to be like this!” My mother started laughing, as soon as she heard me.

“What? Do you think you’re so special? Because you can get that thought out of your head very fast my dear!” Tears pricked in my eyes as she was still grinning at me.

“I can’t wait for the day that I can leave your ass, just like dad did!” I hissed at her, followed by an immense pain on my face, as my mother slapped me on my cheek, hard.

“That makes two of us, but until that time, you do as you are told! Now, get to bed and make sure tomorrow, this charade is over and done with. I hate this place and I want to go!”She spit at me before she turned around and walked away from me. I held my sore cheek in my hand as I ran down my room, throwing the door shut behind me.