Chapter Seven
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I decide to just calk it a night and get to resting in my bed Tonight has definitely proven a lot of things to me. It has proven to me that I had not totally suppressed my wolf like I thought I had, and that was not a very nice thing to realize. I really wish that it was not the case. I really wanted to forget who I am. It was so hard to think about who I was every single day.
Every single time that I think about who I am, I think about my parents and everything that happened. I think about how they were brutally murdered right before my eyes and how I had nearly been the same. I had suffered their fate. Almost too close to the end. It had taken so much for me to actually manage to get away from my attackers.
I still felt like someone was watching me for most days. Sometimes I felt like I had to be looking over my shoulder because I knew I was here. But I had learned to feel that feeling less because I had managed to make myself forget my backgrounds. I do not even remember which pack I was from at this point.
I was only 5 years old when everything happened and everything was basically a big blur. Everything but the moment that I witnessed my parents murder, that was still very fresh in my mind and I still had dreams about it. I still had dreams about them. Sometimes I feel like they are not proud of me for what I have chosen to do, that I have chosen to just flee and not embrace who I am as a wolf. But it was all for the best. I could not let guilt get in the way of me. Protecting myself and I definitely know. That it had to be all in my dreams.
There was no way my parents, with the way that they loved me as much as they did, would rather I be embracing who I was amongst other werewolves than to be safe with the humans. The humans definitely feared any supernatural, and if they knew that I was a wolf, definitely there would be a problem. Which is why it was very important for me to stay away from Logan, to make sure that he would not be triggering that part of me, the part of me that I have worked so hard in order to bury within me and making it very hard for me to manage to blend in as much as I was blending in.
Logan’s POV
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“Well, you totally showed that girl who is boss and made her realize that she does not belong in our group. I don't know why Valeria thinks that she can ever blend in. I mean, I've known her for this long and I know that she's definitely just some of that cramps up her vibe. You get what I'm saying?” Laura had been yapping into my ear for what feels like forever now and I do not even know why I let her come into my house knowing this is exactly what would be happening, but all I had been hearing was just her annoying voice in the background noise. She was kind of like a little mosquito that I was trying to swat away, but it just kept going on and on and on and I was kind of really listening to the things she was saying until she started talking about Elaine.
Until she started talking about that girl that made me feel things had not felt in a long time. She awoken my wolf and her scent was so alluring. It could not be. She was a wolf. How on earth had she gotten here? How on earth had I missed this all along?
“Did you say she has been going to our school for years?”
I have to ask when I grasp that bit of information from that, knowing that she just keeps saying yes, she has been going to our school for the very beginning.
“You have not noticed her, right? I mean, she's basically invisible. But I have had to have a class with her basically every single year. So I know her very well.” She says to me, and I'm just curious. I just need to know why I had not realized this for so long. How had she been right under my nose for years and I had not sensed her? I had not smelled her. My parents had taught me to be very vigilant, not with our family history.
We had to be very careful about where we go. My parents were very trusted members in the royal family of a very brutal Alpha king, and the reason we had to fleece the human lands had everything to do with that betrayal. What they had done, how they had taken a side that was going against the Alpha King. They had planned to assassinate him and they had every plan to take his throne. And it all backfired so badly. They were the most wanted and us fleeing to the human lands was our last resort.
We had to be on the lookout because we definitely had a target on our backs, all of us. It did not matter that I had no involvement in what my parents had planned, that I had no idea that they had planned until they had to tell me that we have to flee and that I had to leave everything that I knew behind. That had happened years ago and for that long I had not ever once smelled another wolf. And it had to happen. And the most unexpected night of it was I was just going to another dumb party, but instead I had to find another wolf, Elaine.
How had I missed this all along? If she had been right under my nose for years, why was I only smelling her now? Why was she so exciting to my wife? And why was I constantly thinking about her right now? It is very strange. I was not one to have lingering thoughts about a girl if I was making out with her and f*****g her. I was doing it and she was out of my mind instantly. But her, I barely got to touch her lips and she had been on my mind all along. I had to know more about her. I had to know who she was
“. And I'm telling you that I am going to make her pay for what she did. I mean Parker is just annoying sometimes. I feel like she has it out for me” Laura continues talking and finally I am fed up with it.
“OK, you need to leave”. I suddenly say to her and she looks shocked.
“ Why? I thought I was spending the night over.” She questions with puppy eyes and a wide smile on her face and I'm just tempted to wipe it off harshly but instead I give her one quick kiss on the forehead which would definitely work faster than trying to be rude to her.
“I need you to leave, I don't want to spend the night with you anymore. I just want to get some rest. Besides, my parents need me to do something for them.” I say to her lying because I definitely have one thing on my mind right now. I need to figure out who this girl is. I need to know more about her and I cannot let another wolf be under my nose and not know anything about it. I have to go back to that house and find more information about her