Felix I admit it. I was a d**k last night. I snapped when I didn’t mean to, but the after affects of that damn nightmare affected me more than normal, all because my body was replaced with hers. That has never happened before and I have no fuckin’ idea why it even did. Damn subconscious. But there were things I said last night that I meant and others that I didn’t mean to tell her. Did I want to tell her about me being tortured, even if I didn’t go into detail? f**k no. I could have lived forever without her knowing and hiding the scars. The only person that knew about it was Aiden and that’s because it was his ass that found me. Did I mean to talk to her about me offing myself? Yeah…right. But when I said I like to torture myself with the thought of her, I meant it. To be honest, she