Ruby is blocking me, I am sure of it. I need to be with her. I want to be with her. But then there is Rose. I betrayed our mate bond tonight. I think I need to arrange to speak to Rose. Do I want to reject her? Do I think I want to look to make Ruby my chosen mate if she would have me? The connection with her is different. It felt real.
I don’t understand what went on. But she had something that Rose didn’t. A personality for a start. But I felt something with Ruby, like I hadn’t felt with anyone before. Maybe I have been gradually falling for her and been oblivious. Our friends have been joking about it, when, in truth, it has been happening in front of our eyes and we didn’t even know!
One thing I do know, my mind is f****d! Completely frazzled. Such a mess with confusion. I don't kn
