Wounded Heart

Andrew Buzz BUZZ ...Andrew felt the terrible headache in his head but this damn phone is keep on buzzing again and again .. he shouldn't have drink that much ...well he said this himself daily but he knew he will drown himself again in the poison to lessen his pain..... Pain? he laughed his f*****g pain that was given to him by no one but only his love his life Lana He close his eyes and cursed loudly 'f**k lana why ....why you f*****g left me....why ...i know i was a terrible boyfriend but you know i love you ...(he picked lana picture that was put in his bedside table) f**k lana we were getting married but that f*****g james brainwashed you and you decided to leave me...no you said we need a break ...a f*****g break i never needed...' He was so angry and he raised his hand to throw the picture frame of lana but he stop in the midway when he realized what he is doing...he felt wetness in his eyes but he control it and hold the picture to his heart and shake his head......It was his fault she left him...and why she didnt .....she waited for him....she was his childhood best friend and then become his lover and now life but what he did to her....neglected her when she needed him.... He remember those days when he proposed to her and she said yes but she also said 'Drew i love you but you have to give me more time ...you have to be there for me'when I need you then we will get married' at that time he promised he will be do what she said But did he do that ...a big f*****g no....he run back to his old routine...wanted to impressed lana and her family and start building his own empire..he got so busy in his business that he forget lana birthday, her big modelling walk .. and then when lana father had a heart attack he was not there....he try to apologized to her alot but his lana was strong headed and dont take any s**t to him.... He remember their big fight 'sweetie come here you know i love you im so sorry i wasnt there with you when your father was sick....but im doing all this for you....so that after we get married we dont have rely on our parents ....i wanted to show everyone that I can take care of you so well that no one can ....even you dont have to work ' he kissed her in order to lighten her mood But lana pushed her 'no dont touch me it more than a year im tolerating this behavior of yours....you know i tried to call you so many time but like always it was in silent ..i left you thousand messages but you didnt reply to one....you never keep your promises ...you only need me when you want to make f''k me when you are a horny bastard ...thats what im to you an easy lay with your claim' she raised her had and pointed to her ring finger and was fuming with anger Andrew knew he mess it up big time 'babe listen to me im so so sorry...i was having back to back meeting my stupid PA silent my phone otherwise I would be there in your difficult time.....you know what we will take a long break ...like a vacation to your favorite country and after vacation we can plan our wedding....' he dont want to lose her But lana already made her mind ..she wiped her tears and composedly said 'Drew i dont think so we should get married so soon..especially at this time when my mind is all over the place ....and i wont go to any vacation cause James just told me that a big international brand of Australia wanted to sign a contract with me as their model and brand ambassador ....i just say yes and i will gone this week' Andrew stop breathing he dont like where this conversation is going...he try to control his anger .he knew its useless to lose in front of her because at the end she control his feeling ...he lightly cup her face 'Lana ....you are my life....you become my best friend when we were only 5 ....just dont cut me out and tell me whats going on in your mind...you are really freaking me out' he hesitantly said Lana blues eyes become soft and she softly said 'Andrew thats why i dont want to enter into any relationship with you because i dont want to lose my best friend..... Andrew kissed her 'then dont lose me ..im not going anywhere just dont go away' his eyes shine with tears ...she is the only one who can see his weakness and his tears and no one She shake her head 'No im going ...i give you a chance and now i have mine i cant lose that its good for my career and secondly I firmly believe we need a big like a big break....because the more we stay like this the more we will hate each other and at the end we will lose our friendship too....' Andrew lost all the color of his face and roughly grab her arm 'so you were really planing all this hmmm..to f*****g leave me....but i wont let you go 'he shouted Lana glared 'just leave my arm right now ANDREW SCOTT or i was shout crazy' He suddenly leave her arm and looked guilty that how he even dared to touch her like that 'im so sorry so sorry....you see only thinking you are leaving me its making me losing my mind....(he hold his head and take a deep breath) you know what we need to calm down first...surely we can find one way ...you wanted to go to Austria fine you can go but i will also come with you...i will do my business there..hell i will wind up from here and leave with you but Lana tiredly look away 'Drew why cant you understand i dont want to live with you nor want to marry you...(she remove her engagement ring) here take this i just cant....even james told me that the stress im getting from this relationship is affecting my work' Andrew cursed 'f**k James..who the hell he is to interfere in our life....i told you lana before, he is interested in you only ..he wants to take you away from me and look he is wining' he yanked his hair to stop lashing on anything Lana sighs 'No one is wining its my own decision ...and James is my good friend ...he is not wrong what he said.....so drew plz go from here and dont wait for me cause im not' Her words just not cut him ...it killed him ..he brokenly said 'why you doing this...do you want me to beg you because im ready to do that....think about our families....how happy there were ...what im going to tell them' Lana touch his hand softly 'they will understand......and i hate doing this but drew i waited for you so many time on my birthday on valentine and now when my dad was dying and there was no one i was alone mom was out of state and i was just looking for you but you never were there....i will be never your second best....you loved your work so now your have it...but i will not change my mind...so dont hate me' Andrew removed her hand and said composedly but with anger 'Hate you? you just put bullet in my heart and said dont hate you you know what...fuck you....i dont want see your face ever' He then get the hell out of her apartment and drive to the nearest pub and drink his sorrows.....and he realized the things he said to her was never true because even now if she changed her mind he will run to her in a second. But she didnt as she went to Australia very next week and after a few months start dating that james guy...it totally broke his heart...he decided to forget her for good but he cant he try very hard but all went in vain..as he start missing her more and his love was screaming to bring her back...then he heard the news that super model Lana gracia and famous Photographer James broken up ..he felt so happy that day he knew she will be back to him he waited ...waited more but reply from lana. But he promised himself he will find a way to make her his only once again ..... The phone ring again that made him come back from his memory land...he grumpyly picked his phone 'who the hell is this?' he yelled It was Ben , his friend 'your freaking best friend now a days ....why the hell you were not picking up my phone....have you seen the news' He shrugs and replied 'I was busy and never mind what is in the news did you climb the mount Everest or something' he sarcastically said Ben harsh came 'seriously dude.....its about Lana ..is she coming back to US?' Andrew heart stop , it always does whenever he heard her name 'what about lana? tell me' is she coming back ....is she guilty that she made a wrong choice ....well if she si then he will not make her guilty but accept her openly....sure that was a break she need ....and her break is over Ben sighs 'Drew....look...the thing is yes she was coming back but....but she had an accident apparently a bad one...i get to know that through my girlfriend pam ...she was in the hospital it was her duty' Andrew cant believe what he is hearing..accident...his lana is an accident 'i dont f*****g care about your doctor girlfriend .....just tell how lana is ..jsut f'king tell me' he roamed around to find his car key he has to be with lana Ben repleid 'Well she is....she...you have to come to the hospital ..she has been taken direclty to New York hospital' Andrew dropped his phone...what Ben is not telling him. ................................................................................. He picked her hand and light hold them ....he cant believe he is seeing her after months and in this condition...her beautiful blond hair that use to shine now look so dull and matted with blood.....he can see her like that....doctors told him and his and lana family that she is an induced coma and have no idea when she will be awake..he felt so out of control ...she shouldn't be here...if she hasn't left him..he might have protect her...but whose fault is that.....he compelled her to leave him...lana was right his workhorse routine did made her second best...and she deserve so much..... He was stupid bastard ..he remember his last words he said to her that he will never see her face...fuck what he did....he should have fight for her ...he wiped his eyes and kissed lana forehead 'hey babe just open your eyes....i cant live without you' but she never did as she was in deep deep sleep ........................................................................................... 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