Prologue
"So, you mean, once we both know you are pregnant because of me, I have to stay away from you? So that's the contract?"
"Do you agree now?" I hope he would agree. I really hope so. He is my only hope. I arched my brow. "Don't give me that look, okay? Sorry, okay? I'm too excited, alright," I snorted at him. He stared at me for a moment whilst shaking his head before he returned his attention to the paper he was reading. "You took so long to read," I complaint. "Sign it now!" I commanded.
He grinned while he was not looking at me. "I have the rights to read what's inside your stupid contract. I want to make sure what's so goody-goody all good in it," tsk. Tsk. If I have a mud right now in my hand, I'll definitively throw it at his face for being so boastful.
I just rolled my eyes. I chose that as answer because I don’t want to be so pissed at him. I need him, of course. So I need to be patient with him even though he was so annoying.
"'The chosen party s***h volunteered party must have no s*x affair while still in the contract and if the demanding party hasn't pregnant yet.' Okay, so I can't enjoy my life? That's too unfair!" he said, complaining as he slammed the paper gently in the table.
"Well, it's for my safety precaution, okay? So that you wouldn't have to find any women other than me. Okay? Oh right?" I crossed my fingers, hoping he would finish reading so soon. What's taking him so long to read that damn contract? I could finish reading that in just a matter of seconds! You dim wit asshole!
"'While in the contract, string attached shall not be formed or no emotional attachment is allowed,'" he said and silenced. Okay, so what now? This is no problem with that case.
"What? Got a problem with that, pal? Did you understand or shall I explain that further to you? What now?"
"Wait up! I am still not yet done finish reading. Why so eager, Miss?" he smirked and winked at me. If I should start pricking that eyes of his because that charm he was using is not effective at me. I'm not like those other girls who could easily fall for his charms in just a wink of his eye. Only those dumbest women could fall for him.
I shot him a glare that made him continue reading the contract. "That won't work for me you, dumbass. Do it again or you'll see my wrath," I warned him with my glare.
"If you want me to finish reading this contract, let me finish it. Or perhaps you want us to make a ruckus again such like before. What? Tell me."
"Okay, I'm sorry…" I rolled my eyes. I want to punch him right at his face. But because I still need him, I am not going to do it. For now. I've got to convince him to sign the contract. I need to behave to earn the mutual agreement.
"Why you just don't marry yourself to a guy? Why it has to be me just to get you pregnant? If you're going to marry a guy, you'll have kids that you really want. Tss. You said you are 23 years old, right? You're still young at such age and can still find a guy that you want to marry someday. Of course, have kids with him," he said not looking at me but to the paper.
I just rolled my eyes. "You'll know my reason once you finish reading it. Will you please stop chitchatting me and finish reading it?" I asked, brow arching. I don't need a husband. I don't want to get married. Why do I need a husband if in fact I just only need a child on my tummy? Just for that, why would I waste my time? I would marry a man for an only purpose to have a child? I don’t want to be in that kind of situation. That would make things worst than I thought for sure.
I want myself to get pregnant. That's all that matters.
I twitched my lip and leaned in the chair, crossing my arms over my chest. He surely takes his time reading this. I only type that is not more than 1000 words for him just to get finish reading my contract? Why it took him so long to read the contract?
"So, I don't have benefits? No money to receive?" he asked and placed the paper in the desk as he looked at me.
I sighed. I believe I explained clearly in the contract. Can't he understand that I'm already wrote it in English language? "You're goddamn rich to own a coffee shop. You still need money? You can satisfy your needs towards me. That's the point. You just have to stick with me all the time and if you manage to impregnate me, that is the time that I will leave you and you have to stay away from me. Do you get it now?"
"I can't have babes even just a second?"
"Yup. Na-ah. Don't. It's a no-no. If you sign the contract, you have to follow the rules you have read."
"It's unfair, don't you think? I am not used to having an only woman to spend my time with," he said meaningfully. I almost rolled my eyes because of that. Jerk...
I didn't do that because I have realized what he is saying. I could feel the heat radiating in my face which have earned a grin. I shot him a glare. "I don't give a f*****g care. I want to get pregnant A-S-A-P. Understand? Just sign the contract already before your mouth goes to any green jokes topics," I flipped my hair to hide the blush in my cheeks that until now, I could still feel it. I am not used to it whenever he talked with his vulgarity.
"Aww. The virgin woman is blushing. That's cute." He grinned.
I rolled my eyes to hide the embarrassment. "Sign it," I said, frowning.
He shook his head. "I have one condition for that. I want your contract to be valid if we seal it by a kiss."
"WHAT?!! ARE YOU INSANE?" What the heck is he thinking? Kiss? Did he say he wants a kiss? Does he want me to kiss me? Or shall I kiss him? Is it now?! Oh no! I sat promptly as I realized of what I did. I had shouted in front of people who were busy eating. Geez!
"I'm not insane. I'm serious, Cejay. You want me to get pregnant with you, am I right?" I nodded as an answer. Call me desperate but I don't care. I only want him to impregnate me for my only benefit. I choose him because... he is ..... perfect? Would that be the right term?
"Then, do what I say. Also, I'll do what is yours. That's the deal," he said seriously. I don't know why he got my s**t ass sat promptly.
I looked away afterwards. "I haven't had my first kiss," I said, almost inaudible. I waited for him to react on my peripheral vision but he didn't move an inch. Well, perhaps he was laughing his ass now inside of head. Hmp! He should be thankful that I'm so behave today because I need him desperately. If it weren't, I've already punching his face.
"Then I'll give you the taste what first kiss should you feel. And to seal our contract, of course."
"How?" I looked at him, straight to his eyes. I just want to see his expression if this guy could maybe a crazy person.
"Come with me and I'll show you," he said and took my hand with his as he pulled me out in the restaurant. Then we approached his car and entered in his backseat. I'm feeling nervous while he was staring at me and his eyes fell down from my lips. It's a bit dim. Thanks to the light post who was beside in the car of him.
I flinched when I felt his hand landed on my left cheek as I felt his hot breath fanning in my face. I gripped his shirt. "Fireus..." I'm so nervous. I want to say.
"Relax, Cejay," his soothing voice calmed me. "I will kiss you and don't be sadistic, okay? If you want this to sign the contract, calm down and let me kiss you." I got confused to what he said or maybe that was just my feeling. I instantly felt a tickle in my stomach and even in my heart.
I am about to speak when I suddenly felt something pressed on my lips which made my eyes widen. It was then I realize he was kissing me! Fireus was kissing me! I was stunned for seconds before I decided to close my eyes in submission.
When his lips moved to kiss me, slowly, I registered in my mind as how his lips moved from mine. I responded to his kiss and encircled my hands on his neck. I gasped when he lifted me up to sit on his lap. I felt a tingling sensation and my heart skipped a beat whilst we were kissing. I don't know how long did we kiss. What I know is when our lips broke from the kiss, I felt dizzy from that sensation I just felt a second ago. We stared to each other and none of us spoke. I slowly moved to myself from siting from his lap as I sat next to him. Awkward. Yes, very awkward.
He cleared his throat that made me pull my attention to him. He already was staring at me without me noticing.
"The contract is sealed. I'll follow your rules and condition, Cejay."
I brightened up and almost forgot what happened earlier as I hugged him because of joy. "Thank you, Fireus. Wow! I so love you!"
I felt his arms hugging me tightly. "I love you, too."
"You were saying?" I put us a distance. I thought I would have heard something because I know that he whispered.
"Nothing." He shook his head.
I silenced for a moment. I felt shy all of a sudden when I realized our position our body was pressing together into a tight hug. I was fully aware from the thought of he and I are going to have to do it. "D-Do we r-really have to d-do it n-now?" I asked nervously.
"Are you ready for it?"
I looked away then I returned my gaze back to him. Am I really ready for this thing? But this is my motive from the very start, right? That's why I made a contract just for him. If I'm going to tell him that I'm still not ready, what's the use of talking to him? This is indeed my chance so why not grab it? "I'm ready, Fireus. But please be gentle," I said shyly as I could feel the blush in my cheeks while he plastered a grin. Damn it! I wasn't used to say it especially if it was him. I'm an open minded person but talking this to a guy is a different story, perhaps.
"Cute."
"You were saying?"
"Nothing, you see," he said and acted cool.
"W-Where are we going to do it?" My cheeks I think were red now because of what I've said.
He chuckled. "Are you still virgin?" I shot him a glare. Of course, I'm still a virgin! Why does he think? I'm not a virgin? "Don't worry, Cejay. I'll do anything to pleasure you and crave yourself for me. I somehow claim myself as an excellent in bed. I'll make you come and please your body with my touch."
I couldn't explain what I am feeling but I felt a sudden heat radiating inside me. It's like he awakened something in me. Then I felt something in between of my legs. Then I realized something. How did that happen?
"You!" I pointed at him. He arched his brow. "You make me wet!" I said and clutched his collar.
"What?" he asked, chuckling like he found my statement very funny.
"Let's do it tonight! I think I'm ready! Have s*x with me!" I put a close distance to let him see that I want it now! I need it now!
"You sure?"
"Of course, yes!" I am so eager to have a baby that I would take care in the next couple of years. That baby I can cherish and love and provide what he or she needs.
"Fireus..." I was shocked when he hugged me and buried his face to the crook of my neck. I felt his breath on my neck. I seemed to feel the fire ignited in me.
We checked in the hotel after he hugged me. My hands are sweating and I couldn't explain what I am feeling. When I heard the door closed, that almost kill me because of nervousness. Can I still back out? Can I? Can I?
"Cejay..." I felt goosebumps all of a sudden. I'm not ready yet! I didn't move but he slowly turned me around. He has this worried face. "You're nervous. I think you are not still ready."
I stilled. Am I still not ready for this? But this is what I am wishing for to have. I should grab it. I must grab this chance. If I'm going to lose this chance, it's as if I already said to myself that I don't to get pregnant and have a baby. "I'm ready! Please let's do this tonight. I'm so desperate!" I hold his hands. I saw him as if he was backing away. "No. No. No, Fireus. Please. I am really ready." It's true. I'm telling the truth. But I'm still having second thoughts. But I know to myself that I am ready. "Fireus---"
I paused when he cupped my face. "We'll take this slowly. Okay?" I nodded and with that, I calmed down. His voice was like a soothing music that calms my heart. I felt like I'm safe beside him.
His hands lowered down to reach the buttons of my blouse and started to unbutton them. I heaved a sigh as he already unbuttoned my blouse. Slowly, he helped me to undress my top. Now, I am half-naked with my bra that I was still wearing. You can do this. You can really do this. Don't be nervous, self, please. I looked into his eyes. His eyes stayed at my breasts before he stared back at me. He took my hand with his and brought it to his lips.
I felt chills down my spine when he started kissing the back of my palm. Good, Lord! What was he doing? Why does he have effect on me? He awakens something in me again.
His lips kisses my knuckles and went its way up to my arm and to my bare shoulder. I could feel goosebumps from my head to tor. His lips landed on my neck, kissing it. "Fire..." A moan escaped from my lips and I stilled. Did I just moan?
"You're so hot," he whispered and that brought me chills. Our face closed the distance. "I'm going to kiss you, would that be alright?" he asked softly. When I nodded, he closed the distance and kissed me on my lips. At first, I didn't move and was still adjusting to his soft lips which drowns me into a deep ocean.
I started to move my lips which earned him a groan and he encircled his arms into my waist. I inhaled deeply and clutched on his neck. He deepened the kiss. Like what happened earlier, his kiss swayed me like a leaf slowly falling down in the ground. I could feel the movements of his hands all over my body. Geez! I was like a hot pan right now and Fireus was a fire like his name. The sensation came up and his hand giving a soft squeeze on my breasts. I moaned as my hand going its way to his shirt. I inserted my hand inside of his shirt, squeezing his tone abs and chest.
He just pulled me closer to his body. I could feel his bulging member in my tummy. I gasped so loud upon feeling it. It was so damn hard. He unclasped my bra and his hands teasing my hardened n****e. I moaned. I clung at him. He played my n*****s. He kissed my breasts and that brought me chills.
I gasped when I felt his warm hands in between of my thighs. My body was on fire and I didn't know how to stop it. When he laid me on bed, he was on top of me and kissing my breasts down to my tummy. I caught my breath when he removed my pants and also the garment that was covering my woman part. I was embarrassed, so I covered my woman part with my hands.
"Don't. Let me look at you," he said softly and removed my hands. I looked at his eyes. His eyes covered with desire, lust and hunger. It was my first time seeing that kind of expression of his.
"You're not fully naked," I said, surprised to myself. I covered my face using my hands as I spread in my legs when he chuckled softly. Damn! That was so embarrassing. Why did I say that?
"Don't cover you face. I can't see your beautiful face."
"It humiliates me because of what I said." Gosh! I couldn't believe to myself that I said those things. Maybe, I should stop reading erotic books.
"Look at me," he said and removed my hands from my face. I stared to his eyes. He has his all smile. "I'll strip naked in one condition. You'll have to undress me."
"Me?" Why me? Does it mean that I could touch and feel his abs again? In anyway I can? Is that a bad idea or... good idea?
"Yes, it should be you. Who am I talking to?" He stood up and helped me to stand. He took my hands with his and taught me how will I undress him. I was slowly unbuttoning his shirt. I have this push that I should touch him which I did. I traveled my palm down to his abs. They were all well-built. They were well-honed. I unbuckled his belt. That took me so many times of gulping. How does his thing look like? Is it like a sausage? A hotdog? How long is it? Is it even inches? Eight? Ten? I gulped. I could see in his pants, his already bulging thing. What more if I free his thing underneath of his pants?
I gasped when I pulled down his pants and also his brief. His thing sprung free, already alive and pulsating. "I-It's big!" I exclaimed. Why is it mad? If I touch that, would it be more mad than what I'm expecting?
I looked at him when he chuckled then slowly, he laid me on the bed. "Yes. And it only aches for you. You awake him," he said seriously but with a mix of amusement expressing in his eyes.
I gulped. Is he frightening me? If that so, well, that's great! I'm scared! Not to him but to his b-bulging thing...
I was about to speak when I gasped. His lips landed on my lips and began to kiss me.
I immediately responded to his kiss and clung to his neck. His kiss deepened. "Fire.." I shut my eyes tightly. I moaned!
"That's right. Whisper my name, Cejay. Scream it if you want," he whispered. His hand started to roam around my breast and played my n****e.
I was grasping for air. I felt the heat coming to me while his lips was busy wandering my neck. Oh my! I never ever felt this before! I felt like I was burning from the sensation of what Fireus doing to my body! I dug my nails in his back when he started entering in my entrance. His rugged breathe fanning in my face then he lowered down to kiss and play my n*****s.
"Oh please!" I arched my back as pleasure came rushing through me. s**t! How could Fireus do this to my body? In my 23 years of existence, this was my first time I felt this kind of feeling.
But it changed as he seek for an entrance. "s**t! Fire..." I cried as he pushed forward. s**t! s**t! s**t! It hurts! I don't want this!
His mouth was on my earth. "Sshh... Don't cry... I'm sorry.." he cooed me as he tucked the strands of my hair that was on my face and placed it in my ear then he pecked my lips. I was already crying as he went through. I clung to his shoulder tightly as my breathe was about to consume. I shut my eyes so tight. It hurts! It really hurts! Fireus paused. "Should I continue?" His voice soothes me so I nodded when the pain subsided.
Then slowly, he thrusts himself inside of me and still, it hurts. But God only knows how it hurts so much. But it slowly fade away when he entered at me. His pace changed as he moved inside me so fast than before. His lips captured mine as he entered at me. I moaned so loud. "Fireus!" I shouted his name. I gently grabbed his hair his rhythm moved as fast as he could which earned me to join his rhythmic sensation.
Damn! Damn! Damn! He's so f*****g good! I made the right choice!
We screamed each other's name when we reached the peak. Fireus collapsed on top of me. I could feel his weight. He was so heavy! But it's okay with me. I like the feeling of his weight on me. It feels so good. The fact that we were both panting, catching our breath. Instead of him, resting, his lips was going to my bare shoulder and sucking it.
I moaned. "Fireus... what… what are you doing…?" I asked. My body was on heat again because of what he is doing. I thought we are already finished?
He chuckled then raised his head to look at me. He lowered down his head to kiss me. I cussed mentally. I tasted his lips again. His lips is so addictive. "Sorry. I can't help myself to kiss you. Especially, to pleasure you, of course." His eyes covered in lust and desire. Oh no! Don't tell me...
"T-There's a round two?" I exclaimed. Fireus smirked. I shrieked when he rubbed his s*x to mine. Damn it! His s*x is alive and pulsating again! I'm so dead!