"It's negative," I answered shortly and I slammed it to Fireus' chest the pregnancy kit which it has one line. I invited myself in his condo and tiredly sat on his couch. Boring! It is really boring!
"You just went here to tell that to me?" he said, laughing.
I shot him a glare. "It's not funny to make fun with me, Fireus. This is a serious matter to me." I frowned. When I want to have a child, Lord doesn't want me to have it. Did I make a wrong choice? Is it wrong to choose him? It's like I'm starting to regret this decision.
"Come on! You sound like you're regretting having a deal with me." Fireus sat beside me.
I clutched his shirt and pulled him closer to me. "That is a big deal to me, Fireus! f*****g big deal to me!" I released him from my hold and leaned in the couch as I crossed my arms. I even pouted my lips.
I shot Fireus a glare when he chuckled and draped his arm over my shoulders. "If it's negative, then we can make it positive." His voice became husky. But I didn't mind it.
"I am not in the mood," I said, bored.
"What?! How about me? I'm damn hard right now!" he complained and I just snorted.
"I don't give a damn care!" I stirred. I stood up and went to the window glass slide, facing the view of the city lights. i crossed my arms over my chest while pouting. I am not really in the mood for this.
I thought I'm gonna get pregnant now. I was expecting for more. I really thought... I thought... I'm really gonna get pregnant. I'm so desperate to have a living thing inside me. I frowned I want to get pregnant as soon as possible. Why can't fate grant my wish?
"Cejay..." I felt his arms wrapping around me. Even Fireus' jaw was on my shoulder. "It's fine. We can still do it again. Maybe next time if we keep on doing it. You will get pregnant."
I felt my eyes burned. I sniffed. "I know that. It's just that I really wanted to have a child and yet fate doesn't want me to have the thing I need. It's so unfair that the women in the erotic books I had been reading have gotten a one night stand, then the female protagonist got pregnant after a week or a month." I frowned. Unfair!
I heard him chuckle. I snorted at him as I tried removing his arms around me. Is he just going to laugh of my misery? Who the hell is he for him to laugh me like that? It's not funny making fun with me because this is a serious problem for me. Then this guy was just laughing at me perhaps he found me insane.
"Are you sulking already?" he whispered to my ear. I just hissed at him as an answer to him.
"I am not in the mood to have s*x with you, Fireus," I said seriously as masked my voice with boredom. Just let him be celibate. I don't give a damn care if he touches himself to relieve himself. I simply rolled my eyes.
"What you said is a punishment for me, Cejay. You just went here because you're not in the mood to have s*x? How about me?" He was already sulking. I snorted again. I don't care if he is already sulking. I am just not in the mood.
"That's your punishment for making fun with me," I retorted which he just groaned in frustration as he laid his chin to my shoulder.
"You're so unfair." His voice is husky. I could almost feel his breath when in fact, I could inhale it. He is really intoxicating sometimes. Not sometimes. It is everytime we were close to each other.
I thought Fireus was going to stop now to seduce me but I was wrong. Because his hands started roaming around my office uniform, touching every inch of my body. I didn't mind it. Instead, I said, "Fireus, I am not really in the mood." But I didn't stop him when his hands were crawling to the buttons of my blouse and started unbuttoning them, revealing my spaghetti top underneath it.
I slowly closed my eyes to stop myself not to release a moan when his lips were on my shoulder crawled up to my neck. I side my head to give him a full access to my neck which he obliged. He nibbled and suckled my neck.
"You're not in the mood, Cejay?" he asked. His lips teased my earlobes. I cussed in my mind.
"Hell, yes, I am!" I huffed. But inside, I am already turned on and in the mood for this. I want to revoke what I said earlier. I am in the mood now!
"Really?" he asked in his seductive tone.
"Yes, I am!" I snarled. Didn't he understand what I said?! But I am really turned on right now! Why am I being a hard to get lady here?
Before I could yell Fireus again, I was rendered speechless when his hand landed in my pencil skirt, in exact position to my front. I was frozen when his hand started to rub the apex of my thighs.
I was biting my lower lip while I'm trying myself not to moan and let Fireus win. He was just keeping on caressing my lady part covered with my pencil skirt. In my mind, I was already cussing him to hell. But a part of me, liking him teasing me from awakening my senses.
"Are you really not in the mood, Cejay?" he asked, his hand was busy rubbing my lady part while his other hand was touching my curves.
I'd already felt goosebumps. I don't know if how long I am going to last of keeping myself not to admit from the touch of Fireus. But... Fine. I will stand up for this act. I won't admit that I am in the mood to have s*x with Fireus!
"I am not. Period," I said with finality. But I don't know if I can keep on this act when he was tracing my curves that turned me on. He was also raining my shoulder with his wet kisses.
His hands went on his way to my pencil skirt and unzipped it. My pencil skirt smoothly slipped down. Then, Fireus went to my front. He was smirking at me before he knelt before me. My eyes went down to see what he is going to do next.
Slowly, he pulled off my stockings whilst staring at my eyes. I almost couldn't breathe when he was slowly pulling down my stockings, caressing my exposed thighs and legs. I gulped, wanting to moan.
I helped Fireus to remove my stockings in my feet by lifting my each of my feet and he was the one pulling it. With that, Fireus stood on his ground then turned to face the glass window and slowly covered the transparent glass with the curtain. Then he faced me.
"I don't want other people see you naked beside from me." He growled like a wild animal then he knelt down before me again.
I grinned when he raised his glance to look at me in my eyes. "I am yours. And I already know the fact that you won't let other men see even my bare back."
"Exactly. So, don't you dare flaunting your body to any guys except me. I can kill lots of guys whoever lay their eyes to you." His face went grim like he was really intending to kill someone.
I caressed his face. "But still, I am not in the mood to have s*x with you, Fireus," I said, challenging Fireus.
He grinned. "Oh really? We'll see about that, woman. What if I do this to you?" I gasped when he landed his lips in my lady part, with my panties covering it.
"Fireus!" My eyes widened in surprise. That was...
I bit my lower lip when he started kissing my private part, giving it a wet from his mouth. I forwarded my front to give him full access. I am not in the mood! I am not! I chanted to my mind.
Then his tongue touched my sensitive flesh. I could feel this man how he teased my flesh.
"Fireus..." I moaned and gasped. His tongue was already making its way to my flesh, siding my panty.
I knitted my forehead when he stopped. He stood up and met my eyes. "Kiss me," he ordered, looking at me seriously.
"What?" I asked, chuckling. Is he serious? I'll be the one who will kiss him?
"Just do it, Cejay!" His tone raised a little.
I gulped, feeling myself so nervous right now. Okay, Cejay. It'll be okay. You just have to kiss him! My mind shouted. Slowly, my face was only inch from him. I could feel his hot breath fanning against my face. When my lips landed to his, my inner goddess did something so drastic and wild. I licked his lower lip, asking for entrance which he obliged. My tongue touched his tongue. I clung my arms to his neck to deepen our kiss. At first, I need to court Fireus because he wasn't returning my kiss. I frowned and put a little distance from him. When I met his face, I frowned more when I found that he was smirking.
"You said you want me to kiss you!" I accused him like he was a murderer. This guy is so annoying! He dare to order me to kiss him yet he won't kiss me back! What is he doing? Making fun of me again?
"I am."
"Why are you even not responding at my kiss?!" I frowned and hit him on his arm. "There's nothing funny, Fireus."
He smirked. "You said a while ago that you are not in the mood. If you are not in the mood, then I am not in the mood to kiss you back either."
"What?!" Am I really hearing this from him?
"Are you out of your mind?" I shot him a glare.
"Maybe." He shrugged.
I snorted. "Asshole! You're a dumbass because you're celibated. Maybe this is what you will do..." I placed my hand on top of his torso and rubbed his bulging member. "You're going to touch yourself instead relieving yourself to me!" I paced fast my hand on his torso and felt him being so goddamn hard.
I heard him gasp and stopped my hand that has been caressing his bulging c**k inside his pants. I gave him a firing glare. "Don't make him mad." He warned.
I arched my brow. "Why? It's already mad, right? I am just making so madder so that you'll realize you need me right now."
"But you said, you're not in the mood!" he said and frowned like a kid snatched his favorite toy.
I rolled my eyes. "Whatever." I am just playing hard to get. I thought he's going to push himself to seduce me. This guy didn't really know who I am. He really thought that I am not really in the mood. I started to remove my spaghetti top, revealing my bra. His expression was priceless. His jaw dropped as I caught his eyes revealing a wild animal inside of being the male hunt.
"Now what? Look at me, Fireus. Don't you wanna touch me like what you did to me before?" I wiggled my eyebrows. He looked away, doesn't want to meet my eyes.
"I do want to touch you," he said, his tone surrendering.
I was about to speak but he attacked me and kissed me hungrily. "I am not in the mood," I whispered between our kisses.
"I don't care," he said possessively and his arms encircled to my waist, pulling me closer to his body. Then his busy hands were roaming around my body, touching every curves. I held his face together with my hands, deepening the kiss.
I am almost naked when he laid me in his couch. I even helped Fireus to undress his clothes to grant my wishes, to feel his body against mine. Then, he nibbled my neck and massaged my breasts with his two large hands. My legs wrapped around his waist, rubbing my feminine part to his.
"Why is it like that? To the women I had bedded with, you are exquisite and making me so addictive to f**k you so hard and fast?" I chuckled from what he said but my laugh exchanged to gasping when he sucked my left breast.
Oh s**t! Double s**t! Triple s**t! This is so good! It was so nerve wracking and wrenching. Also, it was so mindblowing and delicious! I gently grabbed his hair then pushed his head to deepen the sucking of my breast. I bit my lower lip as his hand from playing my n****e went down to touch my flesh down there. Then his three fingers seeked my entrance and thrust in my core. Oh no! Please!
My head went side by side while I feel how pleasured I was. "Fireus..."
His lips went down to my tummy, planting wet kisses and even licked it. "I like your skin. You taste sweet." I caught my breath. "And you're so wet. Only for me." I've been hearing his carnal compliments on me. I think I'm getting wet even more if he kept on saying me those words.
"Fireus, please." I moaned. I don't know what I am pleasing to him. One thing I know and want now, I want him to pleasure me more.
"You're so tight, Cejay," he said and groaned like he was having a hard time. I could feel his length, entering in my core as he was pumping inside of me faster and harder.
I combed Fireus' hair using my hand. He was sweating, so I was. I tucked away his wet hair from covering his face to see his beautiful eyes. Then I found out that he was looking at me intently. We were both catching our breath because of his fast pace. I joined in his rhythm. I don't know if I should laugh to the poor couch or not because of our fast rhythm of Fireus and I that left the couch wrecking.
"Fireus... I think I'm coming," I said. I closed my eyes and I felt the tightening walls inside of me.
"Me, too. Cejay, look at me," he ordered. Even though I want to choose closing my eyes, I chose to open my eyes and stared at him, moaning and groaning. I was mesmerized in his eyes. I admit. I liked his eyes. Will my baby inherit of those beautiful brown eyes? I hope I will get pregnant soon. I'm so excited to have a baby! "I want you to look at me and realize who is inside of you. I want you to see that I'm coming inside of you." I followed what he said, staring at his eyes. We both screamed each other's name as we reached our own climax while looking at each other's eyes.
After we reached our climax, he landed on my top and we kissed slowly and passionately. I haven't taken my normal breath yet here's Fireus started kissing me passionately. The kiss tastes sweeter than before. We kiss in an open-mouthed style and our tongue swirled to each other. I gasped when Fireus suckled my tongue with his mouth. He was being playful again.
When he moved away to look at me, he cupped my cheek using his hand. He drew a smile as we were both looking at each other and panting heavily.
"That's our first time that we did French kissing, Cejay," he said, smiling.
"We did? Was that a French kiss?" I asked in disbelief. Why didn't I realize that?
"That's a French kiss. And I like it," he said. His voice was husky.
I yawned. I am so sleepy. I clung to his neck and pulled him near at my neck. "Fireus, I am so really tired." I yawned again.
"I can see it." He chuckled through my shoulder.
I slowly closed my eyes. His voice is a music to my ears every time I am with him. I am so glad that I chose to contract with him. I am not regretting of having a contract with this guy.
Before I was drowned to my slumber, I heard Fireus mumbled something in my ear.
"Good night, Cejay. Sweet dreams."