Sienna's POV
I sat on the veranda outside the house. Arnold is the only person who is capable of breaking me, and he does it effortlessly.
I don't know if it's too much to ask for him to just talk to me like I'm a decent person or for him to just look at me like he isn't disgusted with me.
I couldn't even bring myself to go to Drew's place even though I wanted to, I wasn't in the right space of mind and just wanted to lick my wounds.
I left this pack a long time ago, but cutting my relations with them would be like cutting a piece of me, and I don't know why I know Arnold wants me to do that.
"I have a spare room if you want to spend the night."
I was so lost in my thoughts that I didn't even hear the door opening.
"No, I'll go home." I said quickly, wiping away my tears before Arnold could see them. I don't want people to see me as a weak person, so I make it a necessity for them to never see me crying.
"Don't be stubborn. You promised Simon that you'd stay with him, and I don't like it when people break promises they make to my son." He said coldly. And here I thought maybe he cared about me, but no.
"I just wanna be out of your hair." I said. I don't want him to fall and comfortable in his own house since I clearly make him uncomfortable.
"You're been sitting outside my house for over an hour, so l might as well offer your room inside." He said looking at me. I can't believe I've been sitting out here for an hour, but my mind has been over the place.
I stood up, and I was face to face with him. He smelled good, like grass mixed with lilies after a rain, and I just wanted to keep smelling him.
I don't know what what about his sudden change of behavior when he softly placed his hand on my face and just traced it. I closed my eyes as butterflies spread through my stomach, and I felt sparks all over my body.
"You're beautiful." He said, and I opened my eyes as my blue met his green. for the first time, I didn't see hate, disappointment, or disgust in his eyes, but they were just something different there.
l felt moist down there, and l heard him groan. I was mortified, and that brought me from my high. the fact that he could smell my arousal shook me off my core.
What's wrong with him? Why is he suddenly friendly with me?
l tried to sidestep him and enter the house, but he placed his hands on my waist from behind and started nipping my neck.
"P-please." I said blushing, but I didn't even know what I was begging for.
Suddenly, he pushed me away, like I'd burned him. I looked at him even more confused.
"I'm sorry." He said, looking at me, and he just ran out.
Did he just mistake me for Sideline? Why else would he hug me but push me away?
l tried by all means not to cry, but this was the hardest form of rejection. He stomped right on top of my heart, and he didn't even care.
l didn't let the tears fall as l looked for Simon's room, and l found him in the bluest yet perfectly put-together room in the house.
"I've been waiting for you." He said enthusiastically, and l smiled at him sitting next to him on his bed.
"Are you crying? Why?” He said suddenly hugging me and I was shocked. Why did he know?
"No. What makes you think I ever cried?” I asked him.
"Here.” He stood on the bed and touched my eyes and said, “They're red.”
"No... You're a big fan of superheroes, huh?" l said, looking at all the pictures of Marvel superheroes displayed in his room. I'm trying to distract him because I don't want to make him worry about me. Luckily distracting a child is easy.
"l want to be a superhero when l grow up." He said, and l laughed. Werewolves don't have to wish for superpowers because the fact that we can shift is a superpower on its own. He has Alpha blood and is sure to be a powerful Alpha in the future.
"I'm sure you'll be the greatest superhero to ever live." l said, and he nodded. It's sad that my sister will never get to see this awesome and sweet kid, but l truly can't imagine her selfish self being a mother.
Simon and spent the whole day together until he fell asleep, and l stayed in his room. I didn't want to go out and probably come face to face with his coward of a father. Yes, cowardly Arnold. After he mistook me for Sideline, he ran away.
I don't know how I fell asleep as well, but I was woken up by a strange noise.
l was taken by surprise when l found Arnold stumbling around. he looked drunk, and as far as I'm concerned, werewolves hardly get drunk, even if they drink the strongest type of liquor. And he seemed hot, his face flushed, sweat flowing from his chin into his strong, sexy chest. There seemed to be something unusual about him. What had happened?
"Are you okay? " I ran to his side and tried to balance him. It was hard because he was muscular and tall, while I was a bit shorter and slender.
l helped him up as he walked to what l assume is his room, and his scent was all over the room.
It was all black yet class looking. I stopped admiring the room and tried to put him to bed, but he pulled me with him. This is probably the first he has looked at me with desire. it made me confused, but I ravished each and every second of it.
"It should have been you." He murmured.
"Get off." I whispered. I tried to push him away, but he felt my mouth with a passionate kiss. his tongue was eager and primped, and l just went with the flow.
The kiss was hungry and urgent, and warmth flowed through my body. l wanted to tell him to stop, but when he started nipping at my ear and neck, l was basically a gone girl. Electricity sparked all over me, making me enhance sharply. l was so lost in the sensations that l couldn't even resist when he pushed my dress up, leaving me naked and panting.
"W- we c-cant." l tried to say, but he took my head and directed it downwards on his crotch.
"Feel what you do to me." He groaned. He learned in and kissed me. This time, l offered no resistance, and l found myself cupping and squeezing him.
l was high of arousal because I don't know when and how he removed my skirt and panties because the next thing I knew was he was deep inside me, and l screamed in pain while he groaned.
He started moving slowly and gently, in and out, and l was riding the high. l was moaning in pleasure because he was reaching all the right places until l felt his teeth bite through my neck.