The Rejected Beauty

Chap 7: Broken and Lost

***Beaula's POV***

"No Luca, please my King" I whispered underneath my breath

" please mate don't leave me"

" You are all I have " I rubbed my hand on my chest trying to repress the pain from my aching heart.

"I'm sorry" was his only reply and he left without looking back.

I collapsed onto the ground holding my chest immediately when my mate left my room.

How could he choose Shelly my ex best friends over me?

I felt my heart shattering into million pieces.

My sobs echoes in the four corners of the room as my tears flowed.

I covered my mouth with my hand to prevent my sob being heard by the other servants.

I couldn't understand what was going on, how can he reject me. I thought mates were forever. how wrong was I?

I love him, I have loved him like forever. I waited for him and this is what I got in return. I cried for myself and for my wolf who was so hurt and couldn't stop howling in pain.

He left me broken, lost and alone. Is this what they call love or what they call moon goddess gift?

Then I don't want any of it. I just want all this pain to go away.

I hit my chest continuously because the pain was too much for me to handle.

I don't know what hurt the most, being rejected by my childhood sweetheart or being rejected after he took my virginity.

I felt unclean and impure.... I was disgusted at myself for giving into him too easy.

For allowing him to use me and dump me like a dirty piece of paper.

For making me feel unworthy of his love.

For allowing him take advantage of my weakness for him.

I was so weak to get up and the heaviness and pain in my chest didn't go away.

I hit my chest continuously while trying to crawl back to my bed.

which I knew it was highly impossible, I was feeling extremely dizzy. I was loosing consciousness from being in too much pain.

I used all my energy to mind link my little family " I need you" I uttered through my gasp of breath before becoming unconscious on the ground.

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I opened my eyes and couldn't see clearly. My vision was burred so I blinked few times to clear my eyesight more. I was met with a worried gaze of my friends/ family.

I moved my hand to my forehand since I was feeling a heavy foreign material.

My hand touched a wet material and I raise it to see a towel.

I shifted my gaze back to the people in the room and smile at them

"Welcome back child" madam Mary said with a worried look on her face. The rest of my family were looking at me with tears in my eyes.

" Don't worry my people I'm all fine" I faked a laugh in a raspy voice to lighten the tension in the room.

" Don't try to convince us Beaula," She paused " I can see pain in your eyes, what really happened to you? why did we find you in that state" Lizzy ....the granny and best friend probed.

And the only words that came our of my mouth was

"He rejected me, he left me" I informed them whispering.

The pain and heaviness in my chest didn't go away but rather it intensified at the thought of him leaving me. At the thought of his rejection.

I could still hear his words playing on my mind. I took short and deep breath trying to calm my nerves down.

" Who left you" asked Rudy with a confused look on her face.

"my mate" I uttered looking down at my trembling hand.

Tears fell out of my eyes as those words escape my mouth and this time I didn't try to cover or suppress my sob. I cried out loudly. I'm sure my cry could be heard in the hall way and some part of the servants quarters.

Madam Mary quickly wrapped her arms around me hugging me tightly.

I held onto her crying and breathing in her rose flower scent which filled my system with warmth.

Making me lean into her more and taking in more of her motherly and heavenly scent.

I felt comfort, I felt I wasn't alone anymore.

The rest of them whispered sweet words to me making me feel love and cherished .

They told me how much they loved and care for me.

My sobs reduced and after a while I stopped crying and wiped my face with my palms.

They made small talks with me trying their best to distract me.

But my mind was still on my mate, I never thought the boy whom I love will one day reject me.

The boy who was protective of me when growing up will hurt and betray me.

I have always thought that boy loved me too, how can he do this to me?. I cleaned my tears with the back of my hand and drew my legs to me chest. I rested my head on my knee. I felt so cold and dejected.

My Wolf Kayla has been silent and isolated, refusing to say a word to me ever since our mate rejected us.

I know she was hurting as much as I was

" I'm so sorry Kayla, I'm sorry he rejected us" whispered sympathetically.

It was few minutes to 12:00 am, I was sitting in bed still thinking of my mate when I felt intense pain in my stomach.

Sweat broke off my whole body and my body begins shivering.

I initially thought it was an effect from my mate's rejection.

Till I finally heard my wolf Kayla voice saying

" it is time".............