Forbidden Kiss

Chapter 6 - The Kiss

Zeke’s POV

I hesitated, momentarily, as I realised the magnitude of the situation, I was nervous, excited but more than any of that, I knew more than anything, I wanted this so badly.

I lent in, and allowed instinct to take over, I held his chiselled jaw in my hands and pulled him closer towards me, slowly, allowing me to eek out the anticipation, he seemed to enjoy the tease. His hands reached my shoulders and I revelled in his touch.

I edge forwards and he closed the gap, and as our lips touched the fire in my belly seemed to ignite on all four cylinders. Passion and raw need seemed to take over and I deepened the kiss. He met my demand and I groaned into his mouth.

I didn’t mean to sound needy but that was exactly how I felt, and as I moaned again, without the ability to control it, he slipped his tongue into my mouth, as I followed suit.

I don’t know why, but I tugged on his bottom lip with my teeth and the deep guttural sounds that escaped his mouth just spurred me on. I never wanted this to end.

He pulled away long enough for me to feel the cold air and I hated the detachment.

‘Ezra, please’

I didn’t need to say any more, he looked deep into my soul, pulled my neck down so our mouths clashed one more time and slid his hand to my hardened d**k. He rubbed, slow and steady and I had never felt more alive.

I was a little anxious of the fact that I was so turned on, if he kept going, I was going to embarrass myself and come in my own pants. So, I spun him around, so his back was now against the wall, and I had a little more control.

I nuzzled into his neck and kissed him while I returned the sentiment, and rubbed him through his jeans, I wanted him to fell as good as I did. But more than that, I needed to know what he felt like, and that he felt the same way as me.

I wasn’t disappointed when I felt the hardened mound under the fabric. He wanted me as much as I wanted him and although I had no idea where this was going to go, nor any clue on how to progress it, I knew with out any doubt that this was what, no, this was who I was meant to be with.

I started to unbuckle his trousers, I was desperate for more, I didn’t think I could ever get enough of this man. But he placed his hand over mine.

‘Wait Zeke, not here, I don’t want it to be here’

I tried to hide my disappointment, but I think I did a pretty poor job. He held my face in his hand and kissed me softly.

‘Don’t, please, I know you have to go, I wish you didn’t have too, but I can’t do this here, I’m sorry’

‘Yeah, I know your right, it’s not really my style either, I guess I just got a little carried away’

‘Didn’t we both’ he grinned showing me his pearly whites ‘Maybe next time we can get carried away at your place? Or mine? After a proper date?’

It almost sounded like he was hopeful, but I considered I was just being wistful, was this his way of letting me down gently? I hoped not, because I liked the sound of a proper date, and the rest.

 I was in a territory a world away from anything I had ever known. But one thing was for sure, there was no way in hell he was coming to my house!

‘I’d like that, can I have your number?’

He handed me his phone ‘put your number in and ill text you so you can save mine’

I did as he said, then I heard Hannah calling ‘ZEKE WHERE THE f**k ARE YOU, YOU MAN w***e’

Ezra started laughing, I was mortified ‘Oh my God! Ezra, I am not a man w***e! Trust me… f**k. HANAH YOU SLUT, IM HERE’ I shouted back. My arousal disappearing in an instance from sheer embarrassment.

I saw her walking this way ‘Zeke! Still with Hot Stuff, Yay for you’ she was wasted, I was only gone half hour, how did that even happen?

‘For the love of God Han, please, please shut the f**k up’

‘Did you get his name at least’ she finally made it to where we stood.

‘Yes, he got my name, but I think it maybe time he got you home’ Ezra snickered.

‘Ok, you pair of hotties, take me home. But seriously disappointed I can’t have you both, never mind one of you’ she slurred her words as she wobbled on the spot right by us.

‘Hannah, please stop talking, in fact, pass out, I’ll carry you’

‘Zeke, I don’t really want your sweet gay ass, I was just messing’ she pouted.

‘Oh Han, I know, but if you don’t stop talking right now, I am going to knock you the f**k out’

‘Hot Stuff’ she slurred as she zigzagged up the road holding onto us both tightly for support.

‘Han, do not finish that sentence’

Ezra grinned ‘Yes Hannah’ he shot me a cheeky smirk.

Oh God No ‘He’s not really a w***e. You’re his first’

Both our eyes went wide and as I nearly choked on the air I breathed; Ezra nearly dropped Hannah.

‘Oh, f**k no you didn’t. Hannah, you are dead, so f*****g dead’ and with that, she passed out.

Mortified I wasn’t even sure I could look at him.

‘Zeke’

I sighed heavily as I held onto Hannah, despite wanting to drop her to the ground.

‘Yeah’

‘Was that true?’

‘If it was?’

‘No judgment here, I find it a turn on’

‘Really!’ I found that very difficult to believe.

‘Really. To be honest, I am glad you aren’t just a f**k boy wanting another lay’

I nearly choked again, seriously have to reign that in!

‘Why come to me then?’

‘Honestly, I was hoping I was wrong; you were just too hot for me not to try. I watched you on the dance floor all night, I wasn’t entirely sure you guys weren’t dating, but I figured, maybe you weren’t, that’s why I asked. And I wasn’t lying when I said I had never done that in an alley before, I haven’t, it really isn’t my style, but well, I couldn’t help myself, you were just too tempting.  And now I am babbling and need to stop talking’

‘I like it when you babble, it’s adorable’

‘I’m adorable, really? Not rugged and handsome and Hot Stuff?’ I grinned, and I liked it.

‘Well, while we are being honest, yes, all of the above, but adorable is good. I like adorable’

‘Come on, let’s get the lady home, she is going to feel like s**t in the morning’

‘Yep, and no doubt I will have to deal with it’

‘You’re staying with her?’ he sounded disappointed.

‘Can’t leave her like this on her own’

‘What about her flat mate?’

‘She’s working tomorrow, can hardly leave her to look after this all night, can I?’

‘No, I guess not, I’m just being selfish. You are the perfect gentleman’

‘That I am’

‘When can I see you again?’

‘So, you miss me already?’

‘Zeke’ he said as if testing me.

‘Yeah, yeah, I know, I am being a d**k. I need to check my schedule, and that is not a cop out, I wanna see you again. Message me tomorrow and we’ll try and figure something out’

We arrived at the flat, and I typed in the code to let us in so we didn’t have to wake Sam up, I didn’t think she would appreciate it, or the state I had let Hannah get into.

‘Sounds good to me, you want me to help you get her up the stairs?’

‘Nah, I’ll be okay’

At which Hannah opened her eyes and groaned loudly ‘I wanna go to bed’

‘Ok Han, but first, I need to get you upstairs’

‘Did you and hot stuff…’

‘Hannah, stop talking right now’

‘Zeke, I think I’m gonna…’ and then she threw up, luckily, not on me!

‘We’ll be fine, honestly, message me tomorrow’

‘Don’t think I won’t’ he smirked as he turned around and walked away.

I watched him leave as he made his way down the street and couldn’t help but notice he had a nice ass. But Hannah’s unaidable noises bought me back to the task in hand.

I managed to get Hannah up the stairs and into Sam’s flat without to much fuss.

I took off her boots and jacket and lay her on the sofa. I covered her in a blanket, put a bowl beside her and curled up on the single sofa chair beside her, here If she needed me in the night.

She was going to feel a world of pain tomorrow, but I had the best night of my life.

I woke when I heard Sam moving about, Hannah was still in a coma, I thought I’d let her sleep as long as I could.

‘Morning’ Sam said brightly ‘You guys have a good night?’

‘Amazing. I don’t want to go back!’

‘Yeah, it’s a little stuffy that town huh!’

‘Just a bit’

‘You seem pretty fresh considering how late you were’ she eyed me suspiciously.

‘Yeah, I didn’t really drink too much, but I’m sorry about the time, I hope we didn’t wake you’

‘Nah, it’s all good, just look after her, it seems she may have had a little more to drink than you, she can’t go home like that, not worth my life!’

‘Don’t worry, we owe you big time, she’ll be fine, promise. Thanks again’

She left for work, and I went to the little kitchenette in the one bed apartment and made myself a coffee, getting a glass of water and some pain relief ready for when Hannah woke.

As I drank my coffee, I looked at my phone for the 100th time, still no message from Hot Stuff. I was disappointed, but I couldn’t let myself message him yet, I didn’t want to seem needy, and I couldn’t help but worry he was holding out on me.

I was hoping he wasn’t so drunk, or worse, embarrassed by Hannah’s admission of my lack of experience, that he had woke up and regretted it all. Because I regretted nothing, other than having to leave him go home alone.

As Hannah lay sleeping, I allowed the images from the night before to flood my mind. It was difficult to stay sane with the heady feelings he invoked in me. I had never been so certain of anything before in my life, I wanted this man, this beautifully intoxicating man.

I just needed to figure out how I was going to see him again. A conundrum, I had decided, I was willing to take risks for, but how much of a risk was I willing to take? I didn’t know that yet, all I knew was that I wasn’t willing to give up hope, just yet.

By the end of my musings, I had decided, if he hadn’t messaged me by the time I got home, I would message him. If for nothing else than to put me out of my misery, because right now, I was not thinking straight, not knowing if what I wanted, was indeed what he wanted. It was driving me insane.

‘Zeke’ Hannah’s quiet murmurings stirred me from my other thinking mind.

‘Morning Han, you good there?’ I couldn’t help but laugh at the state of her.

‘Oh My God Zeke, my head!’

‘Here, take this’ I handed her the water and pain relief.

She slowly sat up ‘Thanks’

‘What the hell happened to me last night?’

‘I was hoping you would tell me!’

She hot her head in my direction ‘Oh My God! Zeke….’ She seemed to have a light bulb moment ‘Forget me…. What the hell happened with you and Hott Stuff?’