25 Alex will not give up. I hope he’s my brother in some future life so I can hit him over the head with a frying pan. Believe it or not, another wee-hours visit. Guess his date with Kimberly didn’t get him what he wanted, because there he was beneath my window around three this morning, tossing pebbles as well as he could in his highly drunken state. Shows what all that cross-training during baseball season can do for a guy. What a pig. Again I have to ask myself, how could I? I gave my virginity to that guy. I honestly had feelings of love for that guy. I thought I was so lucky to have such a great-looking boyfriend. I thought I had really hit the peak of what I could get at Pinedale High. Close your eyes. Relax. Let the flow take you. Okay, so that’s what I tried to do. I calmly ac