Khalifa's POV "Cheers," we clicked our glasses as we slurred. "Yeah, cheers to our f****d up lifestyles, relationships and fantasies," Aliyah said as she relaxed and stretched her leg underneath the glass center table. "This is really f****d, don't you think?" I laughed clearly drunk from.thw glasses of wine I'd had. Two weeks had passed and I knew better than to stay at home with the lovey dovey couple that seemed oblivious to my struggles. With everyday that passed, their love seemed to grow stronger that I started to consider Jessica a real competition for Aliyah's mom. Since that day, I'd literally switched off my emotions. I'd only talked to Jessica about it when I came back and she was there to support me but that was not enough. I needed him so badly that I didn't dare